Hiii I would like another request if you don't mind 👉👈 I know that Flure struggles with accepting himself, like he's not "manly and strong enough", I even remember in one of his initial cards where he ran off crying. So could I request a reverse comfort where Aruji comforts him? (Yeah yeah you could guess I love hurt comfort lolol) I wanna hug this man so much and tell him that he's good enough as he is anxdmsnskdbdj. (Btw I swear I'm working on that chibi Nac, it's in progresssss 😭😭😭)
I DEF DON'T MIND, i actually really like doing requests so please never hesitate! I've never really read comfort too much, but writing it is such fun actually. I was a little nervous about being able to do it well, but i feel that way about most things so i give it my best! I feel like it's helping me with my writing as well!
Comforting Outreach
Soft hiccups sounded in the small corner of the garden, and for once Flure was glad Ammon took such good care of it. Because this was embarrassing.
sitting a small hidden off corner he gently sobbed, letting out his built up frustrations in the only way he knew how to.
Nuzzling his face further into his already soaked sleeve Flure felt nothing but frustration, and this went beyond his own insecurities. Because yes, he wanted to be stronger and more manly, and his goals felt so far away. But the frustration came from himself too, because Flure knew he could talk to people. And it made him feel less.
He knew there were people who would understand and help him reach towards his goals, but he struggled so hard to take their hand. He struggled so hard to ask them for any sort of help. His own insecurities holding him back once again.
Eventually the only thing he could do is cry as the frustration reached it's breaking point. Not only at his situation, but at himself.
Flure pulled himself closer, hearing the sound of soft steps getting closer, and his anxiety grew. He tried his best to be quiet, to muffle the sounds and keep his ego in tact, and hopefully avoid the awkward conversations.
But even as the steps got closer there was nothing calling out to him, instead there was the soft ruffle of grass, and a gentle bump against his shoulder.
Flure sucked in a breath, and jerked his head up to look at you, his master, the one he always wanted to be cool for. And suddenly that frustration built up all over again.
"Flure?" You called gently from beside him, not wanting to overwhelm him. You said nothing else, waiting for him to responded or give some sort of signal that this was okay. That he wasn't going to shut you out.
Flure felt his chest squeeze, the frustration that was building up seemed to relax, but his emotions didn't. Instead the tears flowed harder, and Flure returned his face to his sleeves, but this time he didn't try hard to muffle his feelings for cries.
Because you didn't pry, you didn't ask or speak in a worried tone. Instead you stayed there, leaning against him and letting him get it all out.
And that felt so safe.
And for once Flure saw the power of silence, and not the drowning silence, the comforting silence that told him you were at least there. He didn't have to pour his heart out for you to understand, he didn't have to reach out or explain. You were just there, silently, but there.
Eventually his crying calmed down, but his heart felt unsteady, "this is embarrassing, I'm sorry."
An arm snaked around him, a gentle hand pushing him against you, "You never have to apologies for being upset."
"I know i just... i shouldn't act like this."
"I disagree."
Your words came out casual, not soft or comforting, instead in a way that made him feel like this was a normal conversation, not a deep conversation about feelings. And that made this interaction so less daunting, and so less intimidating.
And so much more comforting...
Vaguely Flure wondered if you understood how you made him feel, how much comfort your casual words brought him.
"Flure, you really are the coolest," you spoke suddenly, and somehow it felt so genuine, "I really,... really admire the kind of person you are."
Flure squeezed further into himself, scared of every word that left your lips.
"I really wish you knew how cool you are to me," you said, finalizing your thoughts, "Because i really do think you're perfect... Just as you are"
Flure was finally able to look at you in the eyes, because eyes told stories, and yours weren't lying.
"Aruji-sama..." Flure struggled to find the words to respond, because he didn't have to tell you . He didn't have to pour his heart and insecurities out for you to know exactly what to say. Which meant, this was how you really felt.
Not dramatized words to comfort him, but genuine words and feelings.
And your words didn't fix everything, they didn't give him a sudden epiphany that erased all his insecurities. But you were here, and you spoke so honestly.
"Am i really cool in Aruji-sama's eyes?" Flure looked at you expectantly, and you smiled
And Flure though he could stay here, basking in your comfort and warmth.
"EH!-Aruji-" Being yanked down backwards onto the grass surprised him. The soft grass tickling his skin as his vision was blurred by your hair. Tucking your head onto his chest you wrapped your arms around him, and suddenly the anxious and frustrated feelings that had plagued him where the last thing on his mind.
"the coolest, Flure"
And as long as you think he's the coolest, Flure thinks that'll be enough for now.
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Kindling colors! This isn't a hard and fast rule, since kindlings can change their flame temperature and color with enough focus, but the general rule is that these are what they're feeling if the color stays steady for more than 20 taps.
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I ran out of ideas for Boschi and Flure a little bit but this is what I got so far.
AMMON ::
-Ammon definitely has the biggest fanpage. Like mf is almost as popular as you in your own fandom. Definitely uploads edits on a daily basis.
-You know those like acrylic keychains some fans will make and sell? Yeah that him, he sells them mf.
-He’s always found in your chat no matter what time you stream. Like it gets to the point that fans ask where he is if he’s absent.
-OKAY BUT AMMON LITERALLY LOVES YOU!! Like you get almost all his free time and every since you said your favorite flower hes been growing it all over his apartment. His extra cash either goes to your stream or make merch, buying merch, or flowers. Flowers that remind him of you.
-But surprisingly doesn’t talk about you a lot? Like he rarely talks about you at great lengths to Boschi or any of the other peoples he’s friends with, and he doesn't have to cuz the key chains hanging off his phone and bag are enough.
-He talks to you through stream like he’s known you for years fr fr
-And he feels like he has.
LAMLI ::
-a not so casual fan of yours
-actually he’s the exact opposite of Ammon.
-Like Nac is five seconds from loosing his mind with hearing about you every five seconds, and Lucas has decided it’s just best to smile and nod along and pretend he knows what Lamli is talking about.
-In his room? Covered with posters and merch you sell. Your more than likely his wallpaper, and he may have named a frog after you.
-God forbid someone say something negative about you in his presence, that’s when Lucas needs to start paying attention..
-He’s a rabbit typer in your chat, and will ABSOLUTELY loose his mind if you read one of his comments.
-A ever so slightly overly attached to you to be honest, but that’s most stream watchers.
FLURE ::
-You will never, and i say NEVER catch this mf is chat
-He probably makes his own fan trinkets too but ain't body ever going to see them, besides like Miyaji and Lato of course--
-He’s definitely made clothes with you in mind, if that doesn’t go without saying
-This mf definitely has your streams playing in the background as he does anything. Sewing? Cooking? Homework? Your voice is in the background dying for one reason or the other
-For some reason your streams and clips just help him focus
-Mf probably helps Ammon with his lil merch shop and helps package things fr fr.
BOSCHI ::
-Okay Boschi is a casual listener? Like he hear you from a stream Ammon was watching and your voice was just to pretty obvious-
-Absolutely will not admit that you help him sleep, especially if you make those story asmr things
-LIKE FOR SOME REASON YOUR VOICE JUST KNOCKS HIM RIGHT OUT.
-He probably aint gonna own any merch or anything but if Ammon gave him something he’d set it nicely on his desk.
-He probably doesn’t watch you life and instead listens to clips from youtube.
-I don’t really know what else to put for him he’s really just kinda there to help get some good nap time in fr fr.
