THE LAST TIME
The apartment felt different.
Too quiet.
Like something had already endedâ
even though no one had said it yet.
AJ leaned against the wall, watching her.
E.
Not moving.
Not speaking.
Just thereâ
like she was deciding something he couldnât see.
âYouâve been gone,â she said finally.
AJ let out a breath.
âIâve been working.â
E shook her head slightly.
âThatâs not what I meant.â
Silence stretched between them.
Because they both knew what she meant.
Not gone from the city.
Gone from her.
AJ stepped closer.
âYou donât get to say that,â he said.
Her eyes met his.
Sharp.
âI donât?â she asked.
A beat.
âYou donât even know who you are when youâre like this.â
That hit.
Because it was true.
AJ ran a hand through his hair.
âIâm doing what I have to do.â
E let out a quiet laughâ
not amused.
âThatâs what everyone says.â
She stepped closer now.
Close enough that he could feel her againâ
the heat, the pull, the thing that had always been there between them.
âAnd what does it get you?â she asked softly.
AJ didnât answer.
Because he didnât know.
Not anymore.
Eâs hand moved to his chestâ
slowâ
deliberateâ
fingertips pressing just enough to ground him.
âYou donât even feel it anymore,â she said.
Her voice lower now.
âNot the way you used to.â
AJ caught her wrist.
âDonât do that.â
âDo what?â
âAct like this is over.â
E held his gaze.
âIt is.â
That should have been the end.
It wasnât.
Because neither of them moved.
Neither of them stepped away.
The space between them tightenedâ
not breakingâ
pulling.
E exhaled slowly.
âDonât try to fix it,â she said.
AJ stepped closer anyway.
âMaybe I donât want to fix it.â
Her breath caughtâjust slightly.
âThen what do you want?â
AJ didnât hesitate.
âYou.â
That was the truth.
Not the whole truthâ
but enough.
E closed her eyes for a second.
Like she was fighting it.
Like she already knew where this ended.
âNot like this,â she said.
AJ leaned in closer.
âThen tell me how.â
E looked at him againâ
really lookedâ
and whatever she sawâ
it changed something.
âJust this once,â she said quietly.
âDonât lie to me.â
AJ nodded.
And for a momentâ
everything else disappeared again.
No M.
No city.
No past.
Just them.
The way it used to feel.
Not rushed.
Not desperate.
Intentional.
Like they both knew this wasnât something to hold ontoâ
just something to feel before it was gone.
7
Laterâ
they didnât talk about it.
Didnât try to define it.
Because putting words to itâ
would make it real.
And realâ
meant ending.
AJ sat there, breathing steady.
E stood near the window again.
Like she always did.
Distance already returning.
âYou donât get forever,â she said quietly.
AJ didnât respond.
Because he felt it now.
The truth of it.
This wasnât something they could go back to.
This wasnât something that could last.
It was something that burnedâ
and ended.
And somewhere in that momentâ
AJ understood something he hadnât before.
Not everything worth wantingâ
was meant to stay.









