FAKING IT by thecosmogirl // "Itās always been. I tried to fight and deny it, and I couldnāt, I can't. I canāt pretend anymore.ā

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FAKING IT by thecosmogirl // "Itās always been. I tried to fight and deny it, and I couldnāt, I can't. I canāt pretend anymore.ā

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young & beautiful by velvetoscar
paring: harry/louis , zayn/liam
rating: mature
word count:Ā 227k
Louis, to his horror, attends an elitist university in which the name Zayn Malik means something, Niall Horan doesn't stop talking, there are pianos everywhere, and Harry Styles, only son of a drug-addled, clinically insane ex-rocker, has a perfect smile and empty eyes.
Jay and Manny in Where are you Now? // "I always thought if I had a chance," He avoided her eyes, for the first time he was super vulnerable. "Ah, what the heck. In another life, we could've been Mr. and Mrs. High school as corny as it sounds."
WHERE ARE YOU NOW MOODBOARDS manuella "manny" santos š34 years old // virgo // spent, overloaded, dreamer, hopeless romantic , & overall sweetheart - manny santos is a hardworking, unmarried, mother in her early to mid 30's, to a now-teenager named katrina maude, and is in a longterm strained relationship with her high school sweetheart named craig manning. (biography continued under the cut)
WHERE ARE YOU NOW? MOODBOARDS emma "lucky" nelson š33 years old // gemini // driven, sad, cryptic, & talented. emma nelson is a winning and other accolades, a powerhouse in the recording industry. she's also in true emma fashion, a political and environmental activist, a sometimes actress, and a director. it might appear she has it all, she's still stuck on the heartbreak that caused her to metamorphize into this guarded superstar, with potential but skeletons hidden buried under a veneer of beauty, grace, and perfection. she goes by lucky, a fake alias to protect her chipped-away but intact, pristine reputation.
full biography under the cut

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bittersweet & delicate (tomorrow may not come again) by tolvsmol
pairing: harry/louis , liam/zayn
rating:Ā teen and up
word count:Ā 55k
āI ā ā He tries to speak, but his breath gets stuck in his throat. He wipes his hands at his wet face. Then everything just tumbles out of him, like some dam broke inside and everything flooded. āI fuckinā hate him, Liam. I hate him. I hate that I love him so much. I fucking hate him. All this time later and he can still make my heart beat just for him. Itās not fair. It isnāt fucking fair. He moved on, he built himself a new fucking life in a new fucking city and Iām still the pathetic little Harry wrapped around his tiny little finger. I just ā he canāt ā I canāt fucking deal with him now. Liam, I just, I canāt. He left. I canāt even think about him without wanting to fucking die, without feeling my heart break all over again.ā Harry canāt see. Everything is hazy and he thinks heās on his knees now and it doesnāt matter. āHeās going to kill me. This time, when he leaves again, heās going to kill me.ā
or the au where louis gives up on harry and harry wants to give up on everything
lettersĀ to louis // playlist
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unbelievers by isthatyoularry
pairing: harry/louis
rating: explicit
word count: 136k
Itās Louisā senior year, and heās dead set on doing it right. However, along with his pair of cleats, a healthy dose of sarcasm and his ridiculous best friend, heās also got a complicated family, a terrifyingly uncertain future, and a mortal enemy making his life just that much worse. Mortal enemies āwith benefitsā was not exactly the plan.
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the dead of julyĀ by whimsicule
paring: harry/louis
rating:Ā mature
word count:Ā 117k
Being an Avenger means continuing to be Captain America and smiling and being honorable for the public and Harry does his best. But it doesnāt give him time to figure out who he is supposed to be once he takes off his uniform and puts the shield to the side. Just being Harry had always involved Louis, and Harry fears he doesnāt know how to exist without him.
or: Harry is Captain America, and Louisā been dead for 70 years.