“being a shen jiu lover who hates qijiu is a special breed of torture
I dont hate yqy either. I actually rlly like them as a platonic pairing. If you tell me they're brothers, I'm all over that shit
But if you make them kiss, I am gagging
But qijiu is THE shen jiu ship and I am in agony
Sure, ships like scumcum and liujiu and others exist. But they're pretty rare and vaguely maligned by the fandom
When a ship is THE ship for a character, you're just fucked. You're reading a bingqiu or moshang or cumplane fic and just minding your own fucking business and BAM qijiu are in the background having some stupid romance and I am pulling out my hair because FOR FUCKS SAKE, I CANT EVEN READ OTHER SHIPS AND ESCAPE THIS SHIT
Even when I DO go to scumcum or liujiu spaces, there's a somewhat constant element of "yqy's one-sided love" or qijiu being exes or something else AND I JUST DONT WAN THEM TO HAVE EVER KISSED. NOT EVEN ONCE. NO ONESIDED LONGING, NO PINING, NO MESSY BREAKUPS, NO EXPERIMENTING WITH EACH OTHER, I JUST WANT THEM TO BE PLATONIC WITH EACH OTHER
Ffs the amount of joy and relief I would feel to find even ONE fic that has qijiu as being just good friends in the background. No will they won't they, just two humans who care about each other PLATONICALLY. There is NOTHING in the og text that states that they have romantic feelings for each other, no not even in subtext, so why the FUCK can I NEVER escape a world where they're in love?!?!
To be clear, I don't hate the shippers. You ship it, I don't, that's all. My issue is that I can't ESCAPE it. I can't go into a room and say "scumcum would be hot" without someone replying "Ohno yqy would be so sad" or "yqy harem dreams" or something else and like WHY WOULD HE BE UPSET IF THEYRE JUST FRIENDS, WHY CANT THEY BE JUST FRIENDS, WHY CANT YOU LET ME TALK ABOUT SCUMCUM FOR FIVE FUCKING SECONDS WITHOUT TRYING TO TURN THIS INTO QIJIU?!?!?
If I'm totally honest, I didn't hate qijiu this much in the beginning. I saw it and I was like "oh, not for me, I prefer them as friends" and TRIED to move on with my life
But unless I avoid basically all shen jiu content or any time he even features as a side character, i will continue to have qijiu shoved down my throat
So yeah. It's fucking hell being a shen jiu fan and hating qijiu.
If anyone has strong recommendations for fics that feature shen jiu and NOT qijiu, I would happily receive them. Im not picky about ships outside of qijiu, I'll literally read anything.”