(This is my first post on Tumblr. Iâve been a silent reader for a long time and recently came across the #exolvo thing. I fell in love with the whole Elsa and Anna being in Hogwarts concept and couldnât stop myself from writing)
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âElsa, wait !â
Elsa runs faster than she ever has, heels clicking against the floor in loud clanks but the sound gets eclipsed by the hammering of her heart. A cold sweat breaks out on her brow and her brain feels like itâs developing running cramp all over it. Her gloveless hand is clutched against her chest in a desperate attempt to stop her powers from breaking free.Â
Fear overrides any other emotions and it becomes impossible to try to exercise any control over her powers, frost spring out of her feet leaving an icy trail in her wake, as her weak legs take her to an unknown destination.Â
 She doesnât know where she is running to, or for how long, but when she does stop, sheâs in the classroom at top of the astronomy tower. Elsa shuts the door behind her and clicks the lock into place as softly as she can.Â
The classroom is empty, barely lit by the few green torches burning. Finally alone, Elsa slides against the door and collapses onto the ground, pulling the collar of her robe over her hair, shaking and clutching her head.Â
She has failed yet again and now everyone knows sheâs a monster. Including Anna. The deathly spikes she left behind were proof enough. She has seen the uncertainty flash across everyoneâs eyes. The fear.Â
She has avoided Anna for eight years, neglected the pain in her sisterâs eyes every time she ignored her, has trained herself to not feel, numb the longing she felt for Anna. And for what ? For her to mess up and lose control anyway.
â Elsa talk to meâŚ.please. â
â Anna leave me alone ! âÂ
â Yes ! Thatâs all you ever say to me. All you know is how to shut people out ! â
â Anna, enough. â
âNo! Why do you shut me out !? Why do you shut the world out !? What did I ever do to you !? â
âI saidâŚ..ENOUGH !â
Thatâs all it has taken, a small slip of control, a small argument, and she has almost impaled her sister. Her sweet, loving sister, who has only ever wanted to spend time with her, whose heart is too big to give up on Elsa even after being splintered by her absent older sister time and again. But now Anna will realise why she canât be around Elsa, specially after seeing how dangerous Elsa is. Â
Elsaâs heart breaks at the realisation.Â
But no. Monsters donât have hearts.
Elsa shakily rises on her legs, her body trembles at the effort. Sheâs tired. Oh so very tired. Tired of pretending, tired of hiding this huge secret that has brought her to her knees with itâs weight, tired of ruining Annaâs life over and over again.
She strides towards the balcony, and comes to a halt just before the glass door. Elsa lets out a shuddering breath as her eyes focus on her faint reflection on the glass, the night sky outside filling up the black spaces like an overlapping painting.
Elsa has never hated herself more before.Â
Such a fake. A monster hidden behind a pretty face . Her blond hair tied into an impeccable bun as if itâd hide the mess she actually is. Someone who has caused only pain and suffering. Cursed. Someone whoâs void of any feelings. Numb and Cold. Someone who canât remember when she has truly been happy. Perfectly pitiful.Â
Frost covers the glass. Wind howls and roars and answers to Elsaâs grief with a terrifying vigour. Her normally cold skin feels icy as she folds her trembling arms around her stomach as the urge to throw up overcomes her. Her vision wavers like a television with poor signal. All the dark and green and blue makes her brain hurt and eyes scream in agony.
 She lets out a feral scream and smashes the glass with her fist. It shatters and small pieces of it embeds into Elsaâs hands. Blood flows freely from a particularly large gash but she ignores it.Â
It hurts. It hurts so much.
Good.Â
Monsters deserve to be hurt.Â
Elsa continues to spiral into a mindless string of self loath. It feels like she is sucked into an unforgiving twister, going tighter and tighter as time passes. The air becomes harsh to breath and the windâs holler impossible to bear for her ear. In her head, she hears her parents screaming at her, watches as ice shoots from her hands and hits Anna, exactly like that night seven years ago. It has been at the young age of eight that it has occurred to Elsa what consequences of having powers can be and the first time she has ever become afraid of herself. Now, the fear has grown into hatred towards her powers and herself.Â
Elsa begins to hastily untie her bun, blood from her hand sweeping into her hair. She is sweating all over and breathing heavily. Her blond hair falls over her shoulder in a messy French braid. Tear streaks run down her chin. She tries to rub them but a piece of glass stuck in her hand jabs her cheek. She doesnât care.Â
She looks down and sees hundreds of her reflection on the shattered glasses staring back at her.Â
Her white hair is matted with beads of red on them, the dark circles under her eyes standing in sharp contrast against her pale skin. Blood covering the left side of her face from her bleeding cheek. Her eyes red and wide. It hit Elsa how easily she could be mistaken for a monster in this state. Or perhaps, seen for what she truly is.Â
She picks a rather big piece of glass with two fingers. It fells so balanced and lethal andâŚ..right in her hand.Â
One slash. One slip and one mistake. The glass will go though that one point on her wrist and then she wonât have to fake anything ever again. She wonât have to pretend.
She will be free.Â
Anna will be free.Â
Just one slash. Just one. Jus-
Someone tries to open the door, finds it locked and knocks.Â
Elsa lets out a gasp and slowly back away, letting out a little cry as she steps on the shattered glass.Â
They try the door again upon hearing the voice. âElsa, is that you ?â. Itâs a femaleâs voice. Not Annaâs.
Elsa tries to slide the glasses out of her hands, but the blood has dried and now they are stuck, feeling heavy and brittle but still so right. She flicks her fingers and the bigger pieces fly across the room hitting the floor with a shatter. Elsa hears people leaping into action behind the door as they knock harder, begging for entrance. âElsa ?âÂ
She hears the muttering of a spell, and sees as the door slowly slides open. Panicking Elsa chokes, âNo! Donât enter please â
The door opens nonetheless. Harry and Hermione stands just outside the room staring intently at the scene before them. The blood on the floor, on her hands, in her hairâŚ
Elsa canât look at them. She is standing on a mess of broken glass, shaking and bloody. Her robe fluttering in the icy storm.
Harry and Hermione enter and from the corner of her eyes, Elsa can see they are breathing heavily and sweating. They have probably been searching for her.
Why bother ?
They are better off without her anyway.
Hermione covers her lower face with her hands, both from horror and to protect herself from the cold, staring through her fingertips as blood continues dripping onto Elsaâs robe.
Harry lets out a breath, âElsa, WhatâŚwhy ?â
Elsa wants to laugh. Why indeed ? She doesnât know, it might be because sheâs finally lost it, or maybe because it is hurting so much and she canât take it anymore, or maybe because the repressing of emotions has ultimately driven her mad.Â
She just wants it to end.Â
Elsa looks at them with such hollowness in her eyes that Harryâs breath hitches. She is white, her eyes unfocused, and she looks past them without any emotion in her expression as if nothing is grasping her vision.
Hermione softens her voice as best as she can, âArendelle, itâs okay. We can talk. We understandâ
Elsa sees red, âUnderstand ?â She snarls, the wind picks up in speed and strength, âNo, you understand nothing. None of you do. You donât know what itâs like to carry a secret so huge it tears you down. Youâve no idea what it feels to be different, to question every minute of the day âwhy me ?ââ
Harry wants to deny her claim then and there. Cause, he knows. He knows what itâs like to be different, to question why him ? But, the Elsa standing before them is not the smart and stoic witch who kept her emotions locked in a box with no keys. No, this Elsa is beyond reasoning, not emotionless but so filled with emotions that itâs threatening to shatter her like the broken glass laid so menacingly on the ground. Â
âWe donâtâ Harry lies, âBut, we can help. Let us help you please. Tell us whatâs wrong ?â
Everything, Elsa thinks. All the spite she displayed only minutes ago vaporises, leaving behind someone who looks utterly tired and defeated. The howling wind comes to a jarring halt as snowflakes remain floating in the air. ââŚâŚI only want to stop hurtingâ, she whispers.Â
âWhat hurts ? Your hand ? We can-â
âI hurt my sisterâ Elsaâs voice carries like a soft breeze around the room. She glares so intently at her hands as if they are the reason for every problem in her life.Â
Perhaps, they are.Â
âElsa, sheâll understandâ Harry says softly even though he has no idea if itâs true. But, Anna is the kindest person heâs met so she will understand, right ?
âNo. She wonât. She shouldnât. I just keep on hurting her. Anna will be so much happier without meâ
Silence. So much silence and the silence of no one knowing anything and no one knowing what to do. The silence of pity and âyouâre patheticâ and âAnna deserves a better older sisterâ.Â
âDonât !â Harryâs voice brings Elsa back to the present. She suddenly finds herself out in the roof under the night sky, realising just now that she has involuntarily walked backwards from them and is just few steps away from the edge.Â
Just few steps.Â
Elsa turns away.Â
She has tried so hard, so very hard to conceal her powers, her emotions. Neglected her sister even if it broke both their hearts. Stayed away from human contact even if her mind craved for it. Remained standing with an emotionless facade, when all she ever wanted was to join Anna in a family hug. So many sacrifices. So many sleepless nights. So much pain.Â
No more.
Just few steps and she can end it all.Â
Her legs move in their own accord and she vaguely hears Harry and Hermione yelling for her to stop. But, sheâs so beyond caring. She needs to do this. End this nightmare sheâs living. The nightmare sheâs forced on Anna. It is a small price to pay. The last sacrifice. Elsa has failed in everything in her life but she wonât fail in her death. She will set Anna free.Â
âJustâŚ.take care of my sisterâÂ
With a last plea to look after her sister, Elsa jumps and vaguely feels something hit herâŚ.and then sheâs falling, robe fluttering, and wind whistling past her ears. Soon the world goes into darkness and everything fades into ringing.
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Just an old edit of something I wrote yeaaaaars ago. I think Iâm gonna start writing again. I love this for me!
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An ocean of people, old and young alike flooded Kingâs Cross Station as the doors from each of the wagons flew open, releasing a herd of excited students. Laughter and warmth filled the air, creating a cheerful atmosphere that matched the ornaments adorning the already festive surroundings. Relatives greeted the incoming students with hugs galore, friends and classmates gave each other high fives and early presents, and the sound of bags and luggage being hauled away scratched through snow-covered pavement. It was a glorious scene that added to the anticipation of having hot cocoa during cold nights of doing nothing but spending time with family and friends.
It was finally Christmas break and Molly had been looking forward to this for months. Gathering her children in her arms, she gave each of them forehead kisses, her hugs dispelling the bite of winterâs air.
âMy goodness! How Iâve missed you!â she exclaimed, relief washing over as she mentally noted their appearances â still in tact and in one piece. âBut whereâs Ron, Harry, Hermione, and Anna?â It only took a few seconds for Molly to realize that her children didnât get out of the train in their usual complete set. Harry, Hermione, and Anna were hers, too. Her children. Where were they?
Fred rolled his eyes. âAww, mum. Weâre not good enough for you?â He teased, feigning insult before dramatically clutching his chest. âGeorge, Ginny, and I are the only ones you need!â
âIâm serious, Fred. Where are your other siblings?â Molly glared before standing on her tippy toes in an attempt to scan the crowd for the missing children. Before she could ask another question, Ginny gently grabbed her by the shoulders. âMum, theyâre fine,â she smiled, rubbing her hands up and down her motherâs arms. âTheyâre a bit delayed because Anna stayed a little longer to make her rounds of literally giving the entire Gryffindor house presents. Hagridâs coming over to drop them off at our place later.â Molly studied her daughterâs face to catch any sign of lying but saw none. Dropping her doubts, she shook her head and chuckled before placing a hand on Ginnyâs cold cheek.
âOh, Anna. That one has always been so kind and generous.â The doting mother grinned fondly at the thought of her other daughter, the âyoungestâ of her three girls. Hermione being the eldest, Ginny following after, and then Anna. Molly treated her childrenâs friends as her own. She did not care how small her house was, and how low finances can be; she made sure that each and every one of them received presents while having a home to stay in during the holidays and whenever they wanted to.
Even though she was grateful for her ever growing family, Molly had another wayward child that she longed for to come home. Filtering out the noises surrounding her, she cast her gaze on Elsa Arendelle, a lone figure standing by the corner of the platform. âGin, would you happen to know where Elsaâs heading for the holidays?â
Ginny glanced at her mother, following her probing stare. âMum, who cares? Sheâs probably going to Norway and lock herself in her room. Thatâs all she does in school anyway,â she sneered, not even bothering to care whether Elsa could hear her or not.
George squinted his eyes and straightened his fingers over them like a visor. âI think Miss Arendelle will be spending Christmas by herself, mother,â he concluded pensively, frowning at Elsaâs direction. âI do believe Hermione extended your invitation to her,â he added when he heard his mum sigh, âbut of course⌠it was declined.â
Ginny and George exchanged looks, elbowing Fred to say something to somehow make light of the silence that blanketed them. Once he saw an opportunity, he seized Ginny and Georgeâs arms towards a Hufflepuff infested area on the opposite side of the platform. Quickly blabbering about the Hamada boys and something about fried chicken, Fred had succeeded in whisking his siblings away from their mother and her inquiries about a pariah that half the school seemed to despise.
Whoever it was that Elsa was waiting for hadnât arrived yet. Molly once again observed Elsa as she wrapped herself around her torso, scrutinizing her shoes or whatever dirt that was on the floor. My dear, what is going on with you?
It wouldâve been easier to just walk away. She had her own kids and not-really kids to care for and nurture. Why add another one in the mix when she could barely fit them all in her tiny home? No one would fault her if she turned around. No one would notice.
But right then and there, she was reminded of a Ravenclaw that bore the same eyes as those of the Slytherin girl standing just a few feet away from her. The resemblance was uncanny. It was as if she was standing in front of the same Ravenclaw that befriended her, defended her, and came to her aid countless times without asking for anything in return all those years ago.
Iduna. How could she abandon Idunaâs eldest child?
Molly brushed away a stubborn tear with the back of her hand. Without realizing what her body was doing, her feet moved as if they had a life of their own, heading towards the emptiest corner of the platform where the ghost of her deceased best friend stood idle and alone.
âHello, dear,â Molly said in an almost whisper, careful not to startle the blonde girl. Elsaâs head snapped back up, her mouth dropping by the slightest bit, eyebrows slowly rising up underneath her fringes. She looked so much like Iduna, and my god, those freckles reminded Molly of a younger and sun-kissed Agnar during his Quidditch days.
Elsa didnât say anything, but that was okay. She didnât have to. Mollyâs smile widened as she extended a hand out to her. âI havenât seen you in a very long time, Elsa. My name is Molly Weasley. Iâm your godmother.â
I swear, Frozen/Harry Potter crossover, aka Exolvo, is the most delicious crossover i have ever had. I eat dat shit up. I first came across Exolvo verse in March 2020, and i come back to it just now and it's still as *chef's kiss* as ever.
I just read an Exolvo bit. I was wondering if it was on ao3 or something? Is there a full fic? Also I keep imagining post-car and Hermione comes back after restoring her parents memories. She goes to Elsa and says she gets it now - protecting the people she loves even if they hate her for it and are hurt by it. And Elsa just gives her hug because she wishes Hermione never had to understand that. Anyway, this au you made hurt me. It was mean, and I'm REALLY hoping there a full fic of it đ¤§đ¤§đ¤§
Thanks for drop kicking that lovely and explosive headcanon into my living room without any prior warning. Seems weâre even now for trading pain for pain.
While there isnât any âfull ficâ of Exolvo, @arendellesfirstwinter did conveniently create a pretty great masterlist of content which can be found here
I just read some of your drabbles in exolvo and THEY ARE SO GOODDDDDDD. Now i'll start with the serpent and the lion AND re-read the drabbles. Thank you for such amazing fics.
Aww wow thanks hun thatâs so sweet of you! Iâm so happy you like my stuff and I hope you enjoy S&L :)
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AN: This is a sequel to a fic I wrote a few years back, called âThe Patronusâ. I started this fic after rewatching Order of the Pheonix back around Christmas and I finally got enough motivation to finish it. In my first fic, itâs revealed that Elsaâs able to cast a cobra Patronus after she and Anna are attacked by stray Dementors, and Anna then asks Elsa to teach her the spell. Iâve decided to follow up on that request.
âOk, so thereâs something I have to show you, but just like beforeâŚyou canât tell anyone.â
âAndâŚlike I said, I swear I wonât.â
Anna had led Elsa down an empty corridor in the school, making numerous turns around corners and constantly checking behind her as if someone was hot on their trail. When Elsa was certain that her sister had somehow managed to get them both lost deep in the depths of the castle, they stopped in front of what seemed like an ordinary wall.
But then the wall shifted. A massive crack formed right down the middle, and the halves parted like great, stone doors. Elsa shot a glance at Anna in alarm, and all Anna responded with was a wide grin.
As they entered the strange room beyond the doors, Anna finally explained, âItâs the Room of Requirement. Itââ
âOnly appears if itâs needed,â Elsa finished, still in awe of the great chamber they stood in. Large, massive stone arches lined the central nave, but the pillars did not touch the ground, seemingly holding the ceiling up with a great, unseen magic rather than stone. The walls were lined with ancient, decaying mirrors reflecting the room a thousand times.
âYou know about this place?â Anna asked in surprise.
âIâve read about it,â Elsa told her, âI took some time to read up about the school during some of my free time.â
Anna laughed softly. âThat sounds about right,â she commented lightly, âIâm surprised you and Hermione donât hang out more.â
Elsa rolled her eyes at her sisterâs teasing. âAnd how do you know about this place?â she wondered.
Anna drew a deep breath. âThis isâŚwhere weâve been learning,â she said carefully, âBut Iâm serious, yâŚyou really canât tell anyone about this.â
Elsa met her sisterâs worried gaze, and with the most sincere earnestly, replied, âYou have my word, Anna. I wonât tell a soul.â
Anna smiled again, and said excitedly, âOk, well⌠Letâs get started then!â
Elsa nodded, but panic was starting to set in. She had never really taught before, and although this was just her sister, it almost felt like she had even more pressure to do it right. âOk, so letâs start with the basics,â she said, âLetâs see your wand movement.â
Anna got her wand out and flicked her wand in the way Harry had taught her a couple times. After a moment Elsa nodded again, and said, âGood. Youâve got that part down. Why donât you try actually casting it?â
Anna bit her lip slightly in concentration, focusing everything on performing the spell. After mentally preparing herself, she flicked her wand and stated, âExpecto Patronum!â
Nothing, not even the smallest bit of light, escaped her wand.
âSee?â she said in dismay, âThis is what I was talking about! Iâve got nothing.â
âItâs fine, Anna,â Elsa told her comfortingly, âItâs not exactly an easy spell. Remember: you need to have some kind of positive, light-filled memory or thought. Something that justâŚfills your whole being with joy.â
âI thought I had that, butâŚâ Anna said with a sigh. After a slight pause, she turned to her sister and asked softly, âWhat do you think about?â
Elsa gulped nervously, feeling her face flush a little in her embarrassment. âIâŚâ she stammered slightly, suddenly feeling very self-conscious, âIâŚthink about you.â
Anna took a moment to process that information, blinking a few times in shock. âYâŚyou thinkâŚabout me?â she questioned, âBut⌠Why?â
Elsa sighed heavily. Unable to fully make eye contact, she revealed, âYou are the only light in my life, Anna. You areâŚfire, life, warmth. You have always brought me so much happiness, and even in the last few years, just watching you grow and doing things that made you happy, itâŚâ She trailed off, then. Anna caught her wipe something from her eyes. Elsa then turned to meet her sisterâs gaze, and stated softly, âYou are my sun. In a life that is nothing but dreary storm clouds. I couldnât think of anything else more perfect for that spell.â
Anna merely stood there, her mouth slightly agape, stupefied by what her sister just told her. Subconsciously, she shook her head, because there was no way she meant that much to her sisterâŚright? Elsa⌠She had to have had a better life that what she was describing.
âElsa, IâŚâ Anna couldnât think of what to say. She had never thought she would ever mean that much to her sister. Elsa had always been so cold, so distant, and sure Anna now knew why but⌠It was still so much to get her head around. Learning about Elsa's sacrifice had left her feeling a million emotions at once. She was angry, saddened, confused. Knowing why still didnât excuse all the hurt and pain she felt over those years when it seemed like Elsa wanted nothing to do with her. But at the same time, she was now able to imagine what it must have been like for Elsa. And Anna found that she was unable to think about that for long.
The longer she processed it, the longer this strange, warm feeling was starting to brew in her chest. She was Elsaâs sun. Elsa cared for her so much that she regarded her as the sun.
âIâmâŚIâm gonna try again,â she stated confidently, believing with her whole heart that now she had something that would make the spell work. She thought about what Elsa had just told her, about how good it felt to be Elsaâs sun. And when she was ready, she flicked her wand and cried, âExpecto Patronum!â
A bit of light burst forth, but it fizzled out quickly, and came no where near to producing anything effective.
Anna felt her heart sink in disappointment. But determination and stubbornness quickly took hold. So she tried again. And again. And again. Each time, only thin little whisps of light that didnât even illuminate the room appeared.
âAnna, hold on for a second!â Elsa said over her sisters many and increasingly desperate attempts to produce the charm.
âNo, I can do this!â Anna argued, âIâŚI have to do this!â
âThis spell is hard, Anna. You donât have to get it right today,â Elsa told her.
âYes, I do! I do because I owe it to you!â Anna finally stopped after blurting that out, and she quickly slapped a hand over her mouth.
Elsa met her panicked gaze, and while she seemed confused, she still said softly, âYou donât owe me anything, Anna, especially this spell. We can get it some other time.â
Anna sighed, deflating as she did, and admitted, âNo, itâs just⌠YâŚyou think so highly of me yet I canât perform the one spell thatâs based entirely on someoneâs happiness. YouâŚyou think Iâm the freaking sun but⌠Iâm just as depressing as a rain cloud. I donât even have a happy memory thatâll make this stupid spell work.â
When she looked up, she could see it in Elsaâs eyes: guilt. Elsa bowed her head in shame, and said quietly, âIâmâŚIâm sorry, Anna.â
âItâsâŚitâs not your fault,â Anna told her.
âIt is, though. Partially, at least,â Elsa sighed, âI took so much away from you.â
âAnd that took so much away from you, too,â Anna reminded her, âIt justâŚsucks. What happened to us. And with everything thatâs happening now, tooâŚâ
She trailed off, then, as she noticed the air around them had turned cold. Small, delicate snowflakes were forming in the air, and frost on the floor at her sisterâs feet. Elsa had her eyes screwed shut, her hands clasped tightly in front of her, and she was muttering something about maintaining control under her breath. Anna looked at the snow, then around the large, empty room they had all to themselves. Just like the great room in their old houseâŚ
âYou shouldnât hold it back like that,â she said softly.
Elsa shook her head. âItâs too dangerous right now. IâŚI can feel it.â
âBut holding it in only hurts you,â Anna protested, âWhat if⌠What if we take a break from teaching me and we work on you?â
âMe?â
âJustâŚjust let it go. This room is meant for magic practice, after all.â
Elsa looked around the room with uncertainty. âButâŚwhat about you?â she asked slowly.
Anna proudly displayed her wand, and said, âHarry says my shield charm is top notch.â Elsa still seemed unsure, so she added, âElsa: weâre not kids anymore. Ok, weâre still technically kids but not little kids who donât know what weâre doing. Youâre probably one of the best witches in this school and Iâve been learning a few tricks myself. You can control your magic. I know you can. And I can be careful.â
âIâŚI donât know, AnnaâŚâ
âYouâre helping me learn. Let me help you.â
Slowly, ever so slowly, Elsa looked down at her hands. She spent a long time just staring at them, weighing out the pros and cons of doing this kind of practice. Her magic stirred restlessly under her skin, urging her to take up her sisterâs offer. But her fear was just as desperately demanding she didnât. After an extended pause, she drew a deep breath, and said shakily, âIf I tell you to run, run, ok? If things slip out of my control I donât want you trying to help by putting yourself in danger. Iâve lost control on my own before - I can handle it. What I canât handle is you getting hurt again.â
Anna solemnly shook her head. âYou have my word,â she said simply.
Elsa took another shaky breath. âOk,â she said, glancing around the room as if searching for a good place to start, âOkâŚâ
After another moment of Elsa hesitating, just looking around the room in confusion and indecision, Anna asked, âAre youâŚgonna do anything? Or are you thinking?â
Elsa frowned. It was the expression she made whenever she was overthinking something, when her concentration was laser-focused on her current task at hand. âIâŚI donât know where to start,â she admitted quietly after another minute of thought, âIâŚIâve never really⌠Itâs been so long sinceâŚâ
Anna felt her heart sink as she watched Elsa stare down at her hands with a lost and confused frown on her face. She supposed it was like learning how to use a spell that was way above oneâs level. Something so complicated and intricate and immense that there was no easy approach, no clear way of getting started on learning it. Only it wasnât, really, because there was no one around who could teach Elsa anything about using her magic. It was hers, and hers alone, one with her heart and soul and body and mind in a way most magic isnât and the only one whoâd know anything about it had forced herself to forget as much as she could about it in the hopes it would leave her body.
âWell,â Anna began slowly. She wished with all her might that she could be a better help, but her memories of Elsaâs magic were faded, gone in some places. âYou said we used to play with your magic beforeâŚthe accident,â she said, âWhat ifâŚyou start there? Howâd we normally start to play?â
Elsa swallowed hard. âWell, Iâd start by making it snow,â she said carefully.
âOk! Then letâs start there!â Anna said with encouragement, âSnow indoors, huh? Howâd you do it?â
Elsa held her hands out, unable to hide how much they were trembling. âLâŚlike this,â she said as she turned her hands over each other. A ball of shimmering magic began to manifest between them, growing brighter and spilling loose snowflakes onto the ground as it expanded in size. Anna found herself unable to look away. It was magic she had never seen before, so much more captivating and amazing than anything produced from a wand. She grew up in a world with mythical creatures, magic, and wonder but just that one orb of winter magic was otherworldly to her. But then, just when she thought it couldnât get better, Elsa flung both arms up, throwing the orb high up toward the ceiling. There, it exploded like a massive firework, sending intricate snowflakes flying through the air. As each one landed, little piles of snow appeared, and very quickly the room was a winter wonderland.
âAmazing,â she breathed as she watched the falling snow.
Elsa observed her sister taking in her magic with as much awe as a schoolgirl and found herself suddenly pulled back to their childhood. Back when magic was magic and not some dangerous force capable of stealing away everyone she ever loved. Back when they knew no hardships and could easily find more joy in the world than trials. Back when they were free to just be themselves, no reputations or personal limits to uphold.
For the first time in years Elsa felt like a kid again. For the first time in years, she felt a real, genuine smile growing on her face.
âYou think thatâs good? Watch this,â she said excitedly. Without hesitation, she stomped her foot into the ground, forcing magic to spill out over the floor. As it spiralled out from around her, ice coated the stone tiles until the whole room was one large skating rink.
Anna found herself sliding around on the slippery surface without even having to move, but before she could do anything else, with another flick of Elsaâs wrist, icy magic circled around her feet, forming skates under her shoes. âWhoa, ok, thatâŚthat was really cool, Elsa,â she said nervously, âBut I donât reallyâŚâ
One look down and she saw Elsa had made her own skates as well. Suddenly, without warning and most certainly without any flinching, uncertainty, or doubt, Elsa took Annaâs hands in hers. âCome on!â she cried happily, âI can teach you!â
Anna wasnât entirely sure where this new Elsa came from but she was too overjoyed to question it, instead allowing herself to be pulled along across the ice, laughing the whole way.
What followed could only be described as fun, just pure, unadulterated fun. As they skated, Anna lost her balance and ended up in a snow pile. Before Elsa could help her up, Anna managed to nail her with a snowball, and skating turned into a massive snowball fight. After they had tired themselves out, they collapsed together in the snow, giggling and grinning in a way neither of them had in ages. Anna started to make a snow angel first, then Elsa followed her lead.
They got up to admire their work, and before Elsa knew it, Anna rushed forward and threw her arms around her. Laughter turned to something more as it started to sink in for both of them. They hadnât done anything like this - as sisters - in years. Neither thought theyâd ever do this again. Yet here, in the room that only appears when itâs needed, they proved themselves wrong. And as they embraced each other, tears of joy flowing and smiles that felt so foreign on their faces, both silently made a vow to never forget this moment.
âThank you, Elsa,â Anna uttered, hugging her sister just a little tighter as she spoke, âIt was truly magical.â
âI should be thanking you,â Elsa replied with a nervous laugh, âYou reminded me how much fun my magic could beâŚâ But then she stiffened, and pulled away slowly. She glanced around the room, a frown overtaking her smile, and in a lost little voice completely void of all the confidence she just had moments ago, she admitted, âBut⌠I donât know how to thaw it.â
Anna could see worry and panic slowly creeping up into Elsaâs expression. The longer she looked around at all the ice and snow covering the room, the more her hands started to tremble as she fidgeted them in front of her. Her breathing grew harder, more frantic, and, counterproductively, snow flurries she wasnât in command of began to form around her.
Anna rushed forward and without thinking took Elsaâs hands in hers. They were ice cold, and somehow getting colder, but she didnât let go even despite Elsaâs horrified expression staring down at her action. âHey, look at me,â Anna said firmly, waiting until she had Elsaâs full attention. When Elsa finally pulled her eyes up to meet her sisterâs, Anna told her with the utmost sincerity, âI know you can do it.â
âIâŚâ Elsa stammered. Something about her eyes was wrong. They werenât focused, instead lost in a sight only she could see. Anna had a sinking feeling her memories from the accident in their childhood had come back to haunt her. âIâŚI canâtâŚâ
âThen you donât have to,â Anna told her, never letting go despite the biting cold, âIt doesnât have to be today, Elsa. You did amazing, what youâve already done. So what if you canât thaw stuff yet? Thatâs what the fire-making charm is for.â
Somehow, through all her panic, that joke managed to reach Elsa and she choked out a small laugh. But her smile faded away quickly. âI shouldâŚI should know how,â she said in defeat, âI used to knowâŚâ
At this, Anna frowned. âYou used to know?â she asked, âWhat did you do before to make things thaw? Can you remember?â
Elsa shook her head quickly. âIâŚI donât⌠I could just make the snow go away,â she replied hesitantly, âWe would finish playing, and before weâd sneak back to our beds, Iâd justâŚmake it go away.â
âDid you have to think about anything in particular? What if itâs like the Patronus charm?â Anna pushed gently, âIce seems to form on its own when youâre scared or angry, so what if it thaws by thinking happy thoughts?â
Elsa looked around the room again. âIâŚI donât think it works like that, AnnaâŚâ
âJust try, for me?â Anna gave her sisterâs hands a little squeeze in comfort, then released them. âIf it doesnât work, then Iâll break out the fire charm I just learned. But I really think you can do it if you do the same thing you do with your Patronus charm.â
Elsa had both hands clasped together, but slowly she let go and extended both arms out on either side. She closed both eyes tight, her face contorted slightly in her intense concentration. She thought of Anna, just as she did for her Patronus. She thought about all the joy her sister brought her, how she was always exuding light and life when Elsaâs world seemed so miserable.
It didnât seem to be working. She could feel, very faintly, her magic that resided in the ice and snow around them, but it was like it was ignoring her. She opened one eye slightly to steal a glance at Anna, only to see her sister watching her with so much hope and encouragement in her expression. Annaâs faith in her was unyielding, stronger than it ever had been before, and Elsa felt something stir. She felt her heart warm, soaring with emotion as she realized why she always turned to thoughts of her sister when she needed it. It could be summed up in one little statement that she wished she said more often, that she will try to say more often:
âI love you, Anna.â
Suddenly it was like someone had just flicked a light switch. In an instant, she could feel every particle, every snowflake of her magic in the room. Every ounce of it was listening, now, waiting for her instruction. She hadnât felt this in years, but it was familiar. It was truly what power felt like. It was like how she channelled magic through her wand. It was control. And with that control, she could give a command:
Thaw.
The snow and ice started to break apart, turning into glowing snowflakes rising up toward the ceiling. The higher they got, the more the light faded, until there was nothing left. No snow. No ice. It wasnât even cold.
Before Elsa could even open her eyes or lower her arms, Anna had rushed forward to smother her in a tight hug. And for once, Elsa didnât flinch. Instead she wrapped her arms around her sister and hugged just as hard. Anna choked out a half laugh, half sob of joy. âI knew you could do it,â she breathed, âI knew you could.â
âIâŚI couldnât have done it without you,â Elsa replied, âI really couldnât have. I canât thank you enough.â
Anna pulled back so she could look her sister tearfully in the eyes. âIâm so proud of you, Elsa,â she said softly.
Elsaâs grin only grew, but before she could respond, a loud noise startled them apart. They both turned to look toward the source, and realized that the entrance to the room was opening up. Before either of them could do anything about hiding, the rest of Dumbledoreâs Army entered the room, Harry and the gang in the lead.
Everyone stopped the moment they spotted Elsa.
âWhat is she doing here?â Ginny demanded as she moved around Harry.
âLook, guys,â Anna said, taking a defensive stand in front of her sister, âItâs fine. She wonât tell anyone.â
âBut sheâs a Slytherin,â Ron retaliated.
âBut sheâs a good Slytherin,â Anna insisted, âBesides, sheâs been helping me. And she might be able to help you, Harry.â
Harry didnât seem to be one way or the other, his face relatively neutral in expression. But he was intrigued by that. âWhat do you mean?â he asked, speaking to Anna but eyes focusing on the shy Slytherin taking shelter behind her sister.
âWell,â Anna began, deflating slightly when she realized just how many people were glaring at the two of them. She felt Elsa take her hand in hers, and with a quick look back, she felt her confidence return. âShe knows how to cast a Patronus. A really powerful one at that. Sheâs been teaching me.â
âReally?â Ginny scoffed incredulously, âShe can cast a Patronus?â There were quite a few murmurs from the crowd, all expressing similar disbelief.
âAlright, alright,â Hermione commanded over everyone. Once she had quiet, she continued, âThe Patronus charm is extremely difficult. Youâre telling us that she can cast it?â While she seemed a little more convinced than the rest of the crowd, one could tell by her tone that even Hermione was skeptical.
âI believe it,â Harry stated simple, gaining shocked looks from everyone.
âWhat?â Ron hissed, âHow can you think that someone like her can-â
âYou mean someone who repeatedly rivals Hermione in grades and has an incredible way with a wand?â Harry cut in, âYeah, itâs pretty easy.â He then turned to Elsa, and added, âBut maybe you should prove it.â
Elsa felt her heart stop for a moment, and she was suddenly hyper-aware of all the judging, doubting eyes boring into her. She found herself nearly petrified in fear, but then Anna squeezed her hand. When their eyes met, Anna whispered, âYou got this.â She then let go and backed up a little, to give her sister some space.
Elsa gulped nervously, but still shakily took out her wand. She could hear Ginny and the others scoffing and making comments.
âBreathe,â she told herself, âThink of Anna. Do this for her.â
Elsa shot her sister a brief glance, and then with a flick of her wand, said, âExpecto Patronum!â
Light burst forth from her wand, twisted and twirling around through the air before it formed a neat little coil on the floor at her feet. The coil moved, before revealing itself to be a small cobra, calming rearing back to get a better look at the group of students.
âWhoa,â Ron gasped despite himself, âShe can produce a Patronus! âŚAnd itâs a snake.â
âA little one at that,â Ginny said with an unimpressed sigh.
âThis is nothing,â Anna said excitedly, âElsa. Can you make it bigger? Like you did before?â
Elsa looked to her sister with mild alarm. She then looked at her Patronus. The cobra looked back at her and blinked.
âThatâsâŚimpossible,â Hermione began, âIâve never heard of someone being able to change the shape of their PatronusâŚâ
âWell, youâre about to see it!â Anna proclaimed, âGo on, Elsa!â
âAlright, IâŚI can try,â Elsa stammered. She thought about Anna again, allowing herself to feel that same protective energy she felt the day she and her sister were attacked by Dementors. She felt her magic inside shift, whipping up like the wind in a winter storm. But that energy only worked with her, went into the charm, and as she waved her wand the little cobra quickly surged forward, spiralling around her and producing more and more light. The light trails spread out even further, circling around herself and Anna, until the Patronus reformed as a massive snake, towering over everyone in the room.
Everyone jumped back in alarm. Some even drew their wands for protection. The only one who wasnât afraid was Harry, who was merely grinning from ear to ear. âYouâre full of surprises, Arendelle,â he said with a small laugh, âIâd love to see a Dementor go up against that.â
âOh, itâs really fun to watch,â Anna piped up, âYou know, if Dementors werenât also terrifying.â
Elsa felt a smile growing on her face. With another wave of her wand, the giant cobra dissolved into light trails again, which dissipated as they spun around her until they reformed back into the small little cobra from earlier. With one final flick of its tongue, it disappeared completely.
âAnd thatâs why I asked her to teach me,â Anna stated triumphantly.
Most of the other students nodded in agreement. Ginny still seemed skeptical. Hermione appeared to be struggling to hide her shock, but despite herself gave Elsa a respectful nod. Ron muttered grumpily, âIt was still a snakeâŚâ
âWhat it is doesnât matter,â Harry said simply, âWhat matters is that she can do it. And bloody amazingly, at that.â Turning to Elsa, he added, âIâd be more than happy to have your help, if youâre willing to help, that is.â
âThat means no telling anyone,â Ron interjected, âEspecially anyone from your House.â
âEspecially Malfoy,â Ginny added with a grimace.
Elsa cast a glance at Anna. With a smile, she assured them, âI would be more than happy to outright lie to Malfoyâs face about this.â
âThen itâs settled,â Harry declared, before turning to the rest of the Army behind him, âLetâs get started.â
Within only a few minutes, the Room was positively alive with spells as students practiced what theyâve learned. Today it was the Patronus charm, and Harry had gotten right to work in teaching everyone the proper method. As he circled the room giving instruction, Elsa was assisting individuals who were having trouble.
Anna at first merely watched her older sister giving Colin Creevey some pointers. Seeing Elsa now, so confident and warm with the other students, so comfortable in her own skin, filled Annaâs heart with pride. For the first time, Anna truly felt like she had her sister back, finally free from the fear and cold Elsa had been dwelling in for years.
Anna glanced down at her wand. She remembered all that had transpired that day, all the things she and Elsa did that only reaffirmed just how much better things were between them. She remembered Elsaâs joy. She remembered her own joy. She was Elsaâs sun, and Elsa was hers.
With that, Anna took her wand and, now with more confidence than she ever had before, said proudly: âExpecto Patronum!â
From where Elsa was, her focus was initially on Colin. The younger boy was just starting to produce streaks of light from his wand, and it was starting to take form as Elsa encouraged him. But then his - and every other studentâs - concentration was broken by a single, mighty roar.
All heads turned to the source of the sound, and Elsa couldnât hold the smile on her face when she spotted Anna standing there, partially in pride and partially in shock, staring at a large, silvery lioness still attached to her wand by a few remaining tendrils of light.
âWhy am I not surprised?â Ginny commented humorously.
Elsa wasted no time to rush up to Anna and envelope her in a tight hug.
âElsa,â Anna gasped, pointing to the lion in astonishment, âI did it!â
Elsa laughed and hugged her sister harder. âI can see that,â she said, âIâm so proud of you, Anna. I knew you could do it.â
âI have you to thank,â Anna told her, wiping away a few tears in her eyes, âI really couldnât have done it without you.â
Elsa pulled back to cast her sister a warm smile. Anna returned the expression. Annaâs Patronus then approached them to seemingly rubbing its body against Annaâs legs, purring loudly, causing the pair to break into joyous laughter.
From across the room, Harry, Ron, and Hermione watched their reaction. Harry merely grinned, feeling his heart warm upon seeing the sisters reconnecting. Ron, meanwhile, was frowning in deep thought. âHang on,â he muttered, âSo if her Patronus is a lion, and her Patronus is a snake, and sheâs in Gryffindor and sheâs in Slytherin, thenâŚâ
âIâm sure itâs just a coincidence, Ron,â Hermione interrupted with a sigh.
Harry chuckled to himself. Then, in the lull, he heard something that wiped the smile off his face. It was a low thud coming from one of the mirrored walls.
Thud.
That time it was louder. More students turned to look at the wall in concern.
THUD.
Dust sprinkled down from the ceiling, and one of the ancient mirrors on the wall cracked.
Suddenly, with a little puff of stone dust and glass, a small hole appeared in the wall. Harry only had time to briefly make eye contact with the vindicated person on the other side, before there was a bright flash and the whole wall exploded.
As the dust settled, everyone in the Room groaned in dismay. There on the other side was Filch, Malfoy, and his cronies, all looking very pleased with themselves. But none were quite as smug as the woman in the fluffy, pink blazer.
âWell, now,â Umbridge crooned with a fake smile so sweet it could give one a toothache, âWhat do we have here?â
sooo not to beat Exolvo around like a dead horse, but WOW i just realized that not only would Elsa have the same conceal-donât-feel problem as she does in the movie, but add in the lore of Fantastic Beasts and you suddenly realize she not only has to deal with concealing her ice powers, sheâs probably one step away from becoming an obscurial too...