Me, blindly staring at my screen, not getting any work done:
The crewmates inside my head: they’re faking tasks guys, sus :/
Me, in tears: ur right, vote me off, i am... an imposter 😭
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Me, blindly staring at my screen, not getting any work done:
The crewmates inside my head: they’re faking tasks guys, sus :/
Me, in tears: ur right, vote me off, i am... an imposter 😭

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Me: *plays time management games instead of managing my real time to do some work*
The most helpful tool I’ve ever learned to help with my executive disorder was from a random text post. I didn’t even reblog it, but I read it and it stuck in my head, and it’s this:
when you’re having trouble starting something, count down from 10. When you hit zero, you’ll naturally feel inclined to do something to fulfill the countdown.
I don’t know if the “naturally” part is psuedoscience, but it WORKS. I’m laying in bed. I say to myself “I should get up” but want to stay in bed, so I do nothing. Well, OK, I can stay in bed then - BUT only for the length of time it takes to countdown from ten. Then I get the joy of giving in to being comfy for a little longer, AND I get the joy of fulfilling my countdown by bounding out of bed.
(of course, it only works if I remember to DO the countdown, with is iffy)
I just realized that a i write a post nearly each time i finish my shower
Yeah no i don’t take my shower often but i try
time to draw and hopefully be less adhd and now that i said that im going to go walk my cat on a leash

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scoop the poop, brush my teeth, NO, WASH MY HANDS, then brush my teeth, socks, then go
I think i have an executive disorder because sometimes I just can't get myself to move when I really meed or want to do something, I have memory problems. I cant do math well and Ive been doing research and alot of those are symptoms of executive disorders. But I dont know if I do. Maybe Im just lazy like my dad always says. Maybe I just dont understand when things are jokes and when things are serious like my sister says. Maybe im trust trying to push my problems on some disorder...I dont know
Does anyone have any advice?
Ace
In a turn of events I suddenly beat up my executive disorder, showered, exfoliated, moisturised, cleaned my room, moved the bedside table I'm unable to use anymore out of my room, got rid of the pillow I've been meaning to get rid of for two months, got rid of the broken bras I've been meaning to get rid of for six months, re made my bed and vacuumed. Now I'm braiding my hair and having a cookie and water to celebrate. Slowly gaining back those spoons.