A post abt how i feel abt my orientation and gender:
first of gender.
I know that TomBoy isn't an orientation and more of a style but i wish it was an orientation bc it's exactly how i feel abt my gender.
I love my body, I love myself, I love being a girl. At the same time i wish i was seen and treated like a man, not just a boy, not a boyish girl, but like a grown ass middle aged man who was in a jail and has drinking problems (let's ignore the fact that i'm a teenage girl) but i'm not a transguy. I just enjoy being seen as a man not being a man. I'm a girl who loves feeling masculane. I'm a handsome girl.
Idk what i fell abt pronouns. I guess you can use she/they/her on me but still treat me like a man plz.
now for orientation:
I'm an Aegoaroace.
I don't wanna be in a relationship. I don't wanna have seggs, it's gross. But when two fictional characters take care of eachother, confess their love, kiss, cuddle, etc is just SOO cute! And when they have seggs it's hot and not gross at all. Good for them! I love reading fanfics and watching fanarts abt my fav ships (i'm a multishiper) despite being an aroace.
but even tho i like shipping fictional characters and enjoy the idea of love and seggs, Seggs irl is SOO gross. Like i can read the smuttest fanfic abt my fav ship but the idea of real people having seggs is disgusting. It's not only about me having seggs it's about any person in the earth having seggs and enjoy it. Like how can you enjoy it? the whole point of sex is Reproducing and reproducting is a difficult process. What's point of condons? sex is reproduction, how are you enjoying reproducion without reproduction? Enjoying it just fells wrong. I'm and AegoAroAce and Sex-Repulsive when it comes to seggs irl. I've seen a post about so called 'Excitasexual' i fit into that label/orientation exept in the post creator mentioned that Excitasexual people enjoy imagining them self in a sexual situations. I don't. I can be freaky and flirt with my friends tho.
Also i'm sensually attracted to woman.
people, please fell free to talk about your orientation and don't be ashamed to talk abt it. Or if you want you can write about your orientation or gender in the comments i'd enjoy reading abt you!!!!!!!
