I've literally never been so happy as I have been since the engagement, it's supposed to be the best time of our lives right? so why can't we enjoy it and do it how we want it? I honestly don't see the point of rushing it, and I appreciate all the help...but it's already getting overwhelming like it JUST happened last week. I get that everyone's excited, but I am NOT thinking about the wedding yet, sorry! D:
I...gah, what if we just eloped. no...but still we've never been traditional and I don't even want what a normal wedding is, granted it's not going to be normal at all. I mean his fabulous gay uncle Tom Woodruff who is also sva's cartooning/illustration chair wants to officiate it, along with his native american uncle do a ceremony thing? yeah which is awesome, and I'm counting on that to bring the right flair to it. his family is huge and most can pull favors in the right places. I don't understand why everyone is freaking out.
It will all work out, it will be fine, and it will be fabulous. I'm not worried, but everyone is starting to make me!! D: It's like they're saying...why aren't you stressed!!! have you thought about table centerpieces!!! as if it's the most important thing in the world. :\ I don't know. I just want to bask in this happy feeling for as long as I can.
even still. I've never been so in love, it's really incredible~<3