#emotionalfool

  Some feelings are felt , it can’t be expressed over your eyes, your facial expressions, your show off attitude. those need to penned , just to release your heart ache.

Here I write about my experience about finding someone special over internet, One crazy moment, as I was in isolation from almost 3-4 yrs without any relationship. Isolated from relationships, Isolated from gals. 

Then came a magical moment, as it happens to all guys. You see someone online, Stalk her back and forth on all available social networking sites. Check her photos, try to pool in all information on one go and then Start shooting Requests to her on all platforms.

Weeks passed and one fine day sometime in afternoon hours, She accepted my request. Started chatting with her, don’t know we just stroke a chord.( Atleast It was big time enthu kicked in). 

Then came the tough part of get her phone numbers, her Video Chat id etc etc. Its a challenge for a guy to get all details of your babe which’s tougher than walking over tight rope. Finally she gave up and gave her contact details , although I had figured out her phone number earlier :P . I wasnt showing off, I was just be sure not to disturb her.. 

2 Weeks of chats , continuous chats, morning afternoon evening .. She’s always to bed, being a night owl myself used to work on something useful later on. Those days were like the special moments of finding someone who’s damn cute for sure, beautiful at heart as well is special.

Big Evening, here comes a moment of reality check for both of us. I was expecting a super cute lady with good smile. 

As I was waiting for her at a corner, had already had couple of drags, coz of butterflies in my stomach trying to eat my intestines .. and my heart pumping like a triggered machine gun. There comes a call from her side, she was held with her personal chores, and she said 5 mins more... Man I cudnt answer call properly, Butterflies and Machine Gun activated in tandem and searched for a place which has atleast 300 degree vision of the entrances .. Finished drag in a min flat. Freshening myself . and the age long wait continues.

There comes a lady, straightening her hair, gazing here and there with her eagle eyes.I guess I wasn’t spotted by her(:P). First eye to eye contact, I was seeing her for the first time live in front of 500+ people around. (BTW, one of my friend had just passed the scene, I intentionally neglected him. :P )

She was cute and her smile was the best. It was just like Icing on a cake. Cake being her face and Smile complimented her very much.. 

She was tired after work, could sense the stress, but was she impressed at first go.. Dunno. ;).

Strolled for a while in Malls, Roads to find some peaceful place around, not so lucky as usual , then found a place to sit and talk our heart out. 

She was just 1.5 feet away from me, I could sense some vibe, some energy in both of us. She was cute as I uttered , more than that, I could sense some kinna vibe between us. We hit off from that moment, talking about everything under sun. Typical-- Family , Parents and our likes. 

we had actually spent more than 3 hours sitting and gazing at each other, It was really special for me ( coz I had lost in love once and I never had guts to look for love again. ).

I can write a post on that experience of 3 hours, her eyes, her face, her smile overall she was something special. May be she knew more about relationship than me, but I was kinna fascinated by her. typical guy’s feeling.

After 3 hours, then came the sending off. It was difficult for me , as I was emotionally drained by then. Wanted to spend few more hours, as they say.. Time matters most.. I obliged and we took different trains , as usual the Machine gun in my heart started its operations. 

That day I couldn’t sleep properly, as she was all over my head.. :) 

• Conversation started 23 November 2011

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23/11/2011 20:30

Neo

hiii wanna meet u text me @91........7

• 30 December 2011

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30/12/2011 09:44

Neo

plzz reply

• 10 March 2012

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10/03/2012 02:30

Neo

need 2 talk

• 3 May 2012

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03/05/2012 13:59

Neo

hii

on?

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03/05/2012 14:11

Neo

achis?

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03/05/2012 14:11

Lalita

KI RE KAMON ACHIS?

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03/05/2012 14:12

Neo

motamuti

tui kamn achis?

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03/05/2012 14:15

Lalita

AI CHOLE JARCHE.KOTHAY ACHIS?

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03/05/2012 14:15

Neo

akhn saltlake tui kothai achis?

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03/05/2012 14:16

Lalita

AMI OFFICE A

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03/05/2012 14:16

Neo

oh

kothai office tr?

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03/05/2012 14:17

Lalita

DALHOUSIE TE

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03/05/2012 14:17

Neo

kotodin dhore ei office e achis?

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03/05/2012 14:18

Lalita

KANO?

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03/05/2012 14:18

Neo

emni jigasa korlam re

pavel er sathe contact ache tr?

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03/05/2012 14:20

Lalita

HA ACHE.KANO?

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03/05/2012 14:21

Neo

or no ta thakle dibi akbr?

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03/05/2012 14:22

Lalita

OK

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03/05/2012 14:23

Neo

tora townshp chere diyechis na?

• 14 May 2012

14/05/2012 14:19

Neo

hiii

chinte parchis?

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14/05/2012 14:40

Neo

??????????

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14/05/2012 14:41

Lalita

BOL CHINTE PARBO NA KANO?

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14/05/2012 14:42

Neo

can we be friends

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attu fast reply dibi?

chol aj udlam bye

tk cre

• 15 May 2012

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15/05/2012 13:09

Neo

hiii gd noon

busy?

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15/05/2012 13:11

Lalita

aktu bol

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15/05/2012 13:11

Neo

tr cover pic ta hvy hoyeche

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15/05/2012 13:12

Lalita

tai? thanks

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15/05/2012 13:12

Neo

mntn not

ota ki vabe tulli?

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15/05/2012 13:14

Lalita

photofunia theke

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15/05/2012 13:15

Neo

ohh

gr8

akhn office naki?

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15/05/2012 13:15

Lalita

ha

tui kothy?

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15/05/2012 13:16

Neo

flat e

tr working hour kotokhon er?

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15/05/2012 13:16

Lalita

11-6.30

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15/05/2012 13:17

Neo

saturday teo jete hoi?

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15/05/2012 13:17

Lalita

ha.11-3

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15/05/2012 13:18

Neo

kajer chap ache re?

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15/05/2012 13:19

Lalita

akhon otota nai

march a besi

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15/05/2012 13:19

Neo

ohh march e yr end hoi bole chap besi na?

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15/05/2012 13:20

Lalita

ha

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15/05/2012 13:20

Neo

tr mainly kiser upor kaj?

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15/05/2012 13:21

Lalita

trading

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15/05/2012 13:22

Neo

etai ki tr 1st company?

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15/05/2012 13:22

Lalita

na

ar age arekta chilo

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15/05/2012 13:23

Neo

ohh

ota charli keno?

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15/05/2012 13:24

Lalita

icche holo tai

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15/05/2012 13:25

Neo

lol

tui bari theke daily jawa asa koris?

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15/05/2012 13:26

Lalita

ha.tui ki Q.S BANK?

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15/05/2012 13:26

Neo

accha accha r kichu bolbo na

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15/05/2012 13:27

Lalita

ARE AMNI BOLLAM

mind koris na

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15/05/2012 13:30

Neo

1 ta last question korbo?????

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15/05/2012 13:31

Lalita

bol ki?

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15/05/2012 13:31

Neo

tr no ta dibi?

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15/05/2012 13:32

Lalita

amar akono no nai

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15/05/2012 13:32

Neo

are ph no

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15/05/2012 13:33

Lalita

ki hobe?

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15/05/2012 13:33

Neo

majhe majhe sms pathano jabe....

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15/05/2012 13:35

Lalita

amar mail a pathie dis.ar facebook to achei

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15/05/2012 13:37

Neo

accha staement alter korlam...majhe majhe call kora jabe

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15/05/2012 13:38

Lalita

kotha bolte parbo na

amader office kotha bola jai na

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15/05/2012 13:40

Neo

office er por to bolte paris

are ami tr office er ph no chaini re mob no cheyechi

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15/05/2012 13:42

Lalita

bujhechi.

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15/05/2012 13:43

Neo

dibi??

???

dibi na?

amake office jete hobe bye tkcre

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15/05/2012 13:50

Lalita

ok bye

• 19 May 2012

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19/05/2012 14:04

Neo

hii

office e naki?

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19/05/2012 14:10

Lalita

ha

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19/05/2012 14:10

Neo

no ta dili na to....

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achis?

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19/05/2012 14:28

Neo

oke akta kotha bolbo?

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19/05/2012 14:29

Lalita

bol

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19/05/2012 14:29

Neo

tui ki single?

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19/05/2012 14:30

Lalita

ha kano?

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19/05/2012 14:31

Neo

bcoz i love you

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19/05/2012 14:33

Lalita

mane?

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19/05/2012 14:35

Neo

etaro mane bojhate hobe?

waiting fr ur reply

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19/05/2012 14:39

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28/05/2012 14:38

Neo

hiiii

• 15 August 2012

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15/08/2012 19:15

Neo

happy independence day

• 31 December 2013

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31/12/2013 01:15

Neo