Lilith in the Birth Chart: Where You Refuse to Bow Down
First of all, how is the eclipse energy treating you guys 👀?
Black Moon Lilith represents the raw, unfiltered parts of us that refuse to conform. She is the voice that says no when the world expects submission, the untamed fire of sexuality, defiance, and unclaimed power. In the birth chart, Lilith reveals where we challenge societal expectations, where we are feared or misunderstood, and where we reclaim what was once denied. Uh...let’s break it down by house:
Lilith in the Houses: The Shadow & The Power
1st House: The rebel at first sight. You exude mystery, intensity, and an almost intimidating allure. Others project their fears or desires onto you, often misjudging you before they even know you. You challenge norms by simply existing.
2nd House: Power and defiance are tied to self-worth and material security. You refuse to be owned or controlled, and you challenge traditional ideas of wealth, pleasure, and value. Sensual, yet unwilling to conform to others' expectations of your body and desires.
3rd House: Words are your weapon. You challenge authority through knowledge, communication, or even controversy. You may have been silenced as a child, but as you grow, your voice becomes impossible to ignore.
4th House: The black sheep of the family. You may have grown up feeling like the outsider, or there were hidden truths in your home life. Lilith here is about reclaiming emotional safety on your own terms.
5th House: Unapologetic self-expression. Creativity, romance, and pleasure are areas where you refuse to be tamed. You attract intense lovers who either worship you or fear your power. You love boldly, and that can be both magnetic and intimidating.
6th House: Rebellion in routine. You reject authority in workplaces, challenge outdated systems, and refuse to conform to standard ideas of health and productivity. You work best when you set your own rules.
7th House: Power struggles in relationships. You attract partners who fear your independence or try to control you. You are meant to break free from toxic dynamics and find partnerships that respect your strength.
8th House: Lilith thrives here. This is the dark, seductive, transformative energy that makes others obsessed. You hold deep knowledge of the taboo, sex, death, the occult. People may fear your ability to see through them.
9th House: Defiance through philosophy, religion, and beliefs. You question everything, challenge dogma, and refuse to be told what to think. Freedom is your birthright, and you will fight for it.
10th House: The one they can’t control. You’re a powerhouse in your career, but you might face opposition from authority figures who feel threatened by you. Your reputation is often polarized, people either admire or fear your presence.
11th House: You challenge social norms and redefine what community means. You may feel like an outsider but hold the power to create revolutionary movements. Lilith here means your presence shifts the collective mindset.
12th House: The unseen, mystical, and forbidden. Your Lilith is hidden from the world, manifesting in dreams, subconscious fears, or deep spiritual power. You must reclaim what was buried, intuition, sensuality, and the ability to break free from past-life wounds.
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One more thing from the dungeon, technically but not really, that intrigues me is this Ghost Shell:
It's called Static Data Shell, and it wasn't available at launch but you can see it in collections now that the dungeon released and it says that it drops from the dungeon. I have no clue how though; it's not listed on any triumphs as a reward or anywhere else in relation to the dungeon. Maybe a random drop? No idea. Has to be from the dungeon, not only because it says so if you inspect it, but also because it modelled after a holocron which are sort of like little storage devices used by the Jedi and Sith and can only be opened with the Force. This one is made to look like a Jedi holocron, so there's the link to the dungeon since a lot of it revolves around a Praxic Temple.
Lore on it is not related to the dungeon at all, though. At least not directly in the same way every other lore from the dungeon is. This one is a little peculiar (I'll put the rest under read more):
Text with + is VII (Uranus) speaking and text in brackets are what we assume to be visions delivered directly to the recipient of the information. It's how it was in all of the other lore tabs where the Nine speak to us. The only other lore tab where VII was directly talking to us alone before Renegades was from Epochs&Orbits.
Right away, it talks about something relating to the Eclipse energy. I'm unsure what it's trying to say with the first sentence; my assumption is that it's about the Nine in general and how their nature, coming from the power of being a higher dimensional being, is to both nurture and negate. Does this explain or confirm that Eclipse energy is from the Nine? And that's why it can negate all paracausal powers?
Obviously the Nine are somehow involved with Eclipse energy, or at least VI is, but the question is how this thing is and can be utilised by them and for what purpose. Is this something they just have naturally? But if they do, that brings a lot of questions about their relationship to us and paracausality, especially if they can just shut it down. Maybe they can't do anything with it directly like that without being in our dimension, aka without being bound. Or maybe Eclipse energy is some sort of misappropriation of some innate power of the Nine that can then be focused into a weapon (or into something to nurture).
The first vision seems to be showing us how Eclipse energy got here, perhaps. It was a gift to "a compliant tool." My initial reading is that this is about Bael, who is a tool for VI, who bends the knee for VI and "kisses his rings," in a sort of a double metaphor, because Saturn's rings. Also Bael was given Eclipse energy to use against Guardians. VII has previously already referred to VI as a "brother in rings," and this also seems to repeat again in the next sentence where it calls VI an arrogant, beringed brother.
The situation changes here though. There's a new memory which I don't understand. "A higher place" being referred to as a home... Does that refer to the "home" of the Nine? But what would that be? Where "rays and shadows" are extinguished by the weight of being is also strange to me. No idea what this means. The only idea I have is that "rays and shadows" might refer to Light and Darkness, aka paracausality. Since this is going on about Eclipse energy which does have the power to extinguish paracausality, and it seems to be coming from the Nine. But what would this "home" be is completely strange to me. A time before the Nine existed? Or simply this higher dimension where they "are," technically?
The next sentence is about IV, Mars, who is a "brother in red" and then it sends a vision about what it was like before the Traveler and after the Traveler (terraformed and inhabited by humans). VII once again mentions the Nine nurturing, even though Light is now here. I'm not sure what it's trying to say.
The next one is very interesting because it's the first actual insight into what I've wondered about before many times: what did the Nine think about the planets being stolen by the Witness.
a witness + veils siblings + in the heavens
[Dust and auroras become a vacuum. Only orbits remain. Suffering! As liquid souls and armored morphs are dissolved by a reality of nothing.]
It's unfortunately not very understandable, other than clearly being unpleasant. The next and final bit is even more intriguing but also even more confusing:
death of a witness + queen of lies + eclipse + red brother returns
[Red sands reform, dark matter in its bones. Its soul reflects: Paracausality, while beyond reach, must obey elemental laws. And those laws are the soul's very foundation - always within reach. The ontology of the vanishing has been rejected, and thus, the red valleys re-instantiate. The soul of Mars speaks to the Inner Orbits.]
First of all, "death of a witness" being listed first is peculiar. Mars returned years before we killed the Witness; I wonder if this is some shenanigans of how the Nine view time, or if it's something else entirely. But even more mysterious is mentioning Savathun here alongside "eclipse" which I assume is the same meaning as in the rest of the lore tab so it would refer to Eclipse energy. Obviously, Mars returned when Savathun showed up as a Lightbearer; they're really tightly linked. Savathun even had several riddles about how Mars truly returned, claiming multiple different scenarios between saying that she took it back or that the Witness simply returned it when it no longer needed the planet. And uh, yeah. She also mentioned the Nine. This connection obviously wasn't consciously planned 3 years ago, but it does bring questions now, as this old stuff could've been used to make new threads.
And not only that, but the mention of "eclipse" and the rest of the vision makes me wonder if the Nine truly had a hand in this. Maybe in their usual way of manipulating various pawns and pieces to make it happen, but there is no reason to mention Eclipse here otherwise. Furthermore, it also mentions that Mars was somehow reformed to feature dark matter in its bones, which is something I also noticed being written in-game on dark matter ingots:
The rest of it further implies that the Nine had some involvement, maybe not direct, but that the nature of their connection to the planets is important somehow. It's almost like it shows a rejection of the paracausal power exerted on the planet to take it away. The Nine, by being in a higher dimension and having access to more power (especially if that power is capable of negating paracausality), were able to... do something to make the planet re-appear. I'm genuinely unsure if I'm reading this correctly, but phrases like "the ontology of the vanishing has been rejected" and "red valleys re-instantiate" are kinda leading me to believe that the Nine at the very least put some sort of direct effort into returning the planet.
Perhaps this is how Eclipse energy was used at the time; maybe it's how the Nine can use it in their higher dimension. And what does Savathun have to do with it? Was she used as a pawn in the scheme to return Mars? Did she even actively participate?
What does it all mean? Remember, the Nine knew what would happen to the planets and moons. They told us in the Prophecy dungeon, back in Arrivals. They knew what would happen. Was it all part of the plan? Are they the ones that put Mars and Titan back, when we needed them? (Could they even affect Titan, since it's not a planet?) Why not the other two? Is it not the right time yet? Does that even matter? Does this tell us more about Eclipse and how this energy has been around for longer than we knew about it?
Girl help.
Also strange that this was given to VII to say, the Nine and planet we know the least about. It is also the Nine that gave visions to the Drifter (or to us?), and also VII seems to be more inclined towards IV and repeatedly notes that it doesn't like VI, despite VI and VII being part of the Outer Orbits together.
Speaking of this lore tab about the Drifter, something I noticed in hindsight is this:
The king lives in hate. Of himself, of his crown, the power it bestows, and the ochre god who gave it to him. That god, now bound to a compliant tool, is thus allowed to step into the paracausal sky, free.
The king in this vision is the Drifter, if he were to accept leading the Barant Imperium and decimating the Lightbearers. The vision is about how he rules the City. The strange thing I just noticed is that it describes the entity that gave him this position as an "ochre god." Ochre is to me intrinsically linked to red (although there's other colours of ochre like yellow or brown) so this would imply a "red god" which in this case I can't say it would be anyone other than IV. Mars that is. Who is also described as "bound to a compliant tool." VII describes, what I assume is, Bael also as a compliant tool. So I'm not sure if this is also referring to Bael and VI or to someone else and IV (Mars) after it's been bound. I originally assumed it was talking about Bael and VI, but VII constantly describes VI as "ringed" so I don't know. It could still be talking about VI, Saturn could be described as yellow. I'm starting to overthink things, but VII is such a mysterious Nine and also a complete unknown as a planet so I have no clue why it's speaking in multiple lore tabs here.
I even went to check the old stuff from Rite of the Nine where they originally gave us identities for each of the speech patterns for every Nine, but VII only had a social media post. Which, to be fair, is interesting to read now:
seven mighty souls + seven mighty hosts
they exist outside + architects of the game
tighten the binding + free the bound
What does it all mean. The only thing I can get from this is that VII seems to be referring to the fellow Nine as "souls" so seven souls would be the Nine and seven hosts would be the people we bind them to. Why just seven? We can debate the rest for all time tbh, like, what does it all mean.
As a complete aside, because I remembered it when I went to look for this information, but the social media post for IV (Mars) from back during Rite of the Nine was:
FOUR SLAIN GUARDIANS UNDER AN ECLIPSED SUN, INVADED FROM WITHIN, LIKE PREY
And the writer said "Sounds like a prophecy." I'm so mad like. Yeah. Yeah that sure is a prophecy about the Eclipse energy killing Guardians on Mars in Renegades. What the hell.
Naturally, this made me start overthinking the other Rite of the Nine posts they did and we'll be here until the end of the world if I continue overthinking them, but they're all listed in the link I put above so feel free.
Witch tip: a Blood Moon lunar eclipse is not the time to set intentions.
Full moons are already climactic energy. Add an eclipse and a blood moon? That current becomes volatile. Heightened. Unstable if you don’t know how to anchor yourself.
This is ideal energy for:
• cord cuttings
• banishings
• releasing cycles
• cleansing what is ending
Not for planting seeds. This is a closing door, not an opening one.
If you work well with chaos, this can be powerful. If you don’t? Stay grounded. Meditate. Cleanse. Do shadow work. Let things surface without trying to control them.
Some cultures hold eclipses as sacred. Others as omens. Both perspectives understand one thing: this energy is potent.
Happy Pisces full moon total lunar eclipse (north node). Yesterday and this past week have already been full of surprises, but Wait, There's More!
Today has brought:
1. A surprise bloom on one of the vines I brought in to root a few days ago (this has never happened to me before)
2. Bug. (The first in many weeks)
3. A text from my dad's partner that he has been in the hospital with appendicitis and is getting sent home with antibiotics today, no surgery
4. TMG actually sent me music he made for my song... (The truth is this relationship with him was seeded exactly 6 months ago on the Pisces new moon eclipse, and I've just been trying to pretend that wasn't true)
It's only 1:30 p.m. And the eclipse hasn't even happened yet. I'm going on a date with a couple tonight. I'm sure there won't be any more weird f****** surprises.
In my meditation today I saw a dark thing in my heart, surrounded by light. And my guides holding my hand to lead me through whatever the f*** this all is. And I felt fear about the dark thing attached to me. They told me they're going to remove it for me. and I felt the same fearful and excited hope that I felt as a child every time someone promised to help.
Is my dad going to end up having surgery? Will he be dead in 2 weeks? Will I finally get that guitar? What the f*** is happening?
I do know one thing: I've been hospitalized 15+ times and he has never once been there in any sort of supportive way. Ever. I wish him the best and I feel no guilt. I'm glad she did not contact me until he was already going home.
All of this seems to be around his father, my grandfather (who has been dead for 60 years, But it's the one with the Andalusian and perhaps North African blood). It happens around this time every year. It was also my half brother's (my dad's son's) birthday this week. Yeah. All three of them have the same name. (It's also The Composer's name.) Yeah.
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Yes eclipses suck and feel awful, terrifying, emotionally exhausting...but less people talk about how eye opening and empowering they can be. How something just shifts and suddenly you can see clearly, you can make a choice confidently, and you can rest knowing that it's truly your choice.