Dec 2, 2023
At this point, what would an apology even do? Is it something you two would even want out of me? If i apologized I fear it may be more for my own sake than yours. Not that I'm not sorry. I just don't want to say I'm sorry only to make myself feel better. Some horrid self-congratulating ordeal where I let myself feel soo great because I'm such a better person now and everything I did is "In the Past" like the past doesn't matter. (And you know it does matter.) Don't think I'm not regretful, but I feel any sort of apology would ring hollow. I hope your lives are kinder to you now. And that you don't encounter anyone like me ever again. - Dr. S
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