#dramatic mumblrs

Joseph and I are no longer together. We should be getting divorced here very soon. We are currently discussing everything so we can come to an agreement rather than having a nasty divorce case. Kinslee and I live in our own apartment while Jude and Joseph live in theirs. I still see Jude just about every day and he spent the night at my house the night before last. He is starting pre-k on Monday. Joseph, Krysla and myself all went with him to his teacher meet and greet on Thursday. I'm not certain where Krysla and I stand. Pretty sure we will always have a mutual dislike for one another. Though, Joseph and Jude both know I will always be a mother to Jude so therefore I will always be around. I know Krysla was hoping I'd just disappear since Joseph and I split. And I know she was pissed that I went to the meet and greet, but I made a promise to Jude saying I would always be there for him and I intend on keeping that promise. Joseph and I get along great for the most part and there really are no bitter feelings. I'm on the list to pick Jude up and drop him off. I'm listed as mother on all his school info. I'm the one that took him to go pick out his backpack and such. I will always love him regardless of the fact that I'm no longer with his father.

I do not respond to any hateful comments or questions, anon or not. If you have a genuine concern or question please send me an ask and you will be answered.

-My name is Beckah, and yes, I am 17 and ttc (18 soon) -I am fully aware that I sound insane, but if you actually have a conversation with me and open your mind you may find otherwise -I am pro-choice, and very respectful of the opinions of others (even if you hate me) -I am in a committed and long term relationship with my fiancè, who is 23 -Age of consent is 16 here and both of our families accept and EMBRACE our relationship -We have our own house and cars -I do not currently smoke weed and will not smoke in my future. There are pictures of that from 2 years ago -I drink rarely and responsibly (never in my tww, always ensuring I am not pregnant) -I am certified in foundational early childhood education and development -I plan to breastfeed exclusively for as long as possible (at least 1 year) -I plan to babywear and cosleep -I plan to rearface as long as possible (40 lbs on most car seats) -We already have nearly $1000 in baby supplies and are always adding in preparation -I do not party -I am an honor student and a voracious learner -My dream has always been to become a mother, other things usually fail to interest me i.e, college -I find reborn dolls very fascinating and have purchased my first recently -My decisions are made for me and my fiancè, not anyone on tumblr -Any legitimate questions are encouraged to be asked

I made friends with so,done that I thought understood what kind do struggles I was going through with TTC. At least so,some that always seemed sincere and genuine. I confided so much in her. And now I get played for a fool. I don't usually make friends with people from tumblr, at leas ones I speak to irl. I'm worried that this mess will create problems and issues with the other friendships I have made. Things haven't been adding up her for a long time, but I chose to gave her the benefit of a doubt and believed her. I wish she would answer her text messages. The worst part was I was just scrolling through Instagram and saw her farewell post, then all of a sudden all of this entire situation has completely blown up. I'm hurt, and I'm upset. I don't open up to people and I took a chance and got taken advantage of. I hope that everything is ok with her. But I feel she owes everyone am explanation. Why she would deceive already emotionally vulnerable women. I'm still upset. I don't know. :/

Either way- WHO FUCKING CARES.