Oct 12, 2017
Sometime i wish I wasn't inherently curious. Then I wouldn't care who my donor is and things would not have changed at home. There's just a lot if change happening all around me and I just wanna sit down and shout "STOP."
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Sometime i wish I wasn't inherently curious. Then I wouldn't care who my donor is and things would not have changed at home. There's just a lot if change happening all around me and I just wanna sit down and shout "STOP."
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DNA - yes?? no?? (idk man)
Sometimes I think I want to do DNA testing. I’ve always been concerned about things like genetic privacy (there are so few laws governing the subject, and as a student in biology it’s actually terrifying to consider the implications of genetic info being sold to third party organizations). Also, in all honesty, I’m scared of the mental and emotional toll the process could take on me.Â
But it’s eating away at me. I know (intellectually) that I’ll probably never know who my biological father is, but it doesn’t stop myself from looking into the faces of everyone I meet, and I’m not sure what to do about this. I’m sure he’s staying far away from genetic testing, and that’s understandable...but I also have half-siblings out there. I’m not even sure if I want to find them. Maybe I just want proof of their existence. Maybe I just want to be able to meet someone without worrying that I’m genetically related to them. I know that parentage doesn’t necessarily define someone, but it’s not irrelevant either, you know?Â
I know who I am and what kind of person I am. But sometimes I wonder how I can really claim to know myself at all if I don’t know where I come from. I don’t know. This didn’t used to matter to me. But now I’m 19 and I’m not really sure of anything.Â
Sperm/Egg Donor Kids
I know so many DC (donor concieved) kids who want to know everything but honestly I could've lived my whole life not knowing I was donor concieved (on both sides for my case) and been happier than if I'd known. I'm tired of reading about DC people who suddenly find out they're DC and no longer feel like their parent(s) who loved and raised them are *really* their parent(s). My parents are my parents and I know for damn sure my parents did a better job at raising me than my donors ever would have. My parents wanted a kid SO badly they spent years and thousands of dollars just so I could be born. We all are born with issues about where we come from so I'm saying, as someone who understands the struggle more completely than most DC people, PLEASE just get over it. Were you born to/raised by a mostly loving family, even if they weren't totally your genetic family?? GOOD you have a better circumstance than so many people in this world. Shit y'all, the fact we were born at all shows so much more care than the kids who get adopted after years in the foster system. We were fucking lucky to at LEAST be born to someone who wanted us. Thousands upon thousands of kids live their lives with no idea where their genetic parents are/come from. Can we all just swallow our shit for like 5 minutes and realize we don't have a right to our donors' lives or their compassion? They fulfilled their end of the bargain just leave it alone if they want nothing to do with you. You have no right to their lives just as they have no right to yours. Idk I'm just tired of these one-sided DC kids feeling that their donor has some obligation to them. Sperm donors jizzed in a cup for money just get over it and appreciate your own goddamn family you were given jfc.
Happy Father's Day, dad!
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