Nobody understood what was going threw my mind
They saw only tears and quietness outside
They didnโt see the starving or the self harming I was causing so I could die
After all the yelling and failing
what could I do?
Just lie and lie
Say I was fine
Wake up the next day and try to die
They wouldnโt understand
They wouldnโt understand
What was there left for me to do?
Maybe just disappear into the atmosphere
She whispered in my ear
โFade into the sky, my dearโ
I said โgoodbye, my dearโ -distortedscarsย













