#dissociace

When dissociation and a lack of self impact your attraction and ability to experience it fully, and/or lack of presence in your body making it harder to identify if you are experiencing attraction or to identify what kind.

When your dissociation makes you so separate from your experiences you cannot understand relations to others.

ID: a rectangular flag with 6 equally-sized horizontal stripes and desaturated colors in this order, green to grey: green, light grey, blue, light grey, purple, light grey. All the greys are the same color, and the muted colors are all a little bit darker. /END ID.

Dissociattractional flag by @arokill, which includes stripes for aro, aplatonic, and ace, due to the difficulty perceiving a difference in them.

MEANING:

Green Stripe - to represent aromanticism and the impact on romantic attraction Grey Stripe - the haze of dissociation (the impact to make it more difficult to experience things fully) Blue Stripe - to represent aplatonicism and the impact on platonic attraction Grey Stripe - the haze of dissociation (the impact on self awareness and identity) Purple Stripe - to represent asexuality and the impact on sexual attraction Grey Stripe - the haze of dissociation (the impact on your awareness of differences of your attraction, relations, or things around you)

All colors are desaturated to emphasize dissociation and the feelings of being out of it/not fully experiencing everything.

Alt flag, asked for by me, made by @arokill.

ID: a rectangular flag with alternating thin/thick stripe, all thin stripes are dark grey, thick stripes are these colors, in order: green, light grey, blue, light grey, purple, light grey. All the light greys are the same color, and the colors are all desaturated and a little bit darker. /END ID.

The dark grey stripes are for heavy dissociation, light grey for light dissociation, and the other colors retain their meanings.

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ID: White text on a dark green banner, that reads “This blog explicitly supports non-disordered and non-medical dissociative experiences, and doesnt believe trauma is required for you to dissociate” /END ID.

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Hello!! <3

Ready for it? by Taylor Swift

Hot Cocoa - Three things you love about yourself?i answered this once but im going to try to pick three new things!! i like my sense of style sometimes, my work ethic when it comes to my job, and i like that i try to be generous with my material possessions in terms of letting people borrow my things even though im an anxious bitch

ooh! well, it’s higher than 3k and lower than 6k.

i’d rather die than to be with you.

hey sorry for taking forever and a half to respond to this, tumblr isn’t letting me know about incoming asks anymore, which is just. great.

candle light: are you an indecisive person?

oh yea, ohhh yes lol.. i used to get spanked as a kid for not being able to decide on things, and really now when i cant decide i just do whatever is easier for whoever else if that makes sense?

reflection: have you ever changed something you liked about yourself to satisfy someone else?

umm.. no i dont think so.. ive definitely like, forced myself to maybe not do stuff like make random noises around certain ppl-- which is a weird thing i like doing idk, like i make sound effects when i do stuff, its weird, i know im sorry-- but typically once im comfortable with someone i will just be myself

night light: who/what makes you feel safe?

my soft shirts for sure !! my NAVY hoodie bc its so big, and also my hoodies and stuff, my new soft blanket definitely bc its just so soft and comforting .. as for food, i find soup really nice and other comfort foods like pasta and frozen yogurt ; w;