#diary 2019

DAY 326: Friends on Netflix

November 22, 2019 – Friday.

My headache today isn’t that much of a burden to me since it is almost gone today and obviously, I still didn’t wake up at the right side of the bed this morning. I feel sluggish all day again and all I did was to watch Friends on Netflix while doing some household chores this afternoon. I am rewatching it since I really love that show, and it’s been a while since the…

DAY 325: This thing sucks

November 21, 2019 – Thursday.

This is bad. This thing won’t go away and it’s already 5 days of this unbearable headache. The stress is really killing me and I have nothing to do with it. The side effects are the worst. I can’t think straight, I can’t memorize things, I can’t recognize some of the stuff I do, and it even affects my productivity for the day.

So far, I haven’t been able to write any…

DAY 319: Friends from high school

November 15, 2019 – Friday.

Exactly 3 weeks since the last time I attended my classes, and since the first day I dropped out of college. It’s been a while, and I already missed going to school, not just because I have my allowance back then but I just missed having something to do. For the past weeks, I’ve noticed myself doing the same things over and over again, such as blogging, watching…

DAY 317: Double celebrations

November 13, 2019 – Wednesday.

I should be having classes today but since I already dropped out of school, I’m just here in our house. I helped my mom cooked the dishes today. Today is my father’s birthday. I went with my mom to the market to buy some stuff for my father for his birthday today. I helped her cook since I have no things to do today. It was fun also I have the opportunity to have…

DAY 311: Lack of self-confidence

November 7, 2019 – Thursday.

I had a decent day today. I blog, did some Japanese learning things and then tried to do a YouTube video with my face in it. Even though I know that it was just a practice for me, I find it hard to express myself and talk to the camera all by myself without feeling weird. I am not used to talking to the camera and not feel conscious about everything that I am going to…

DAY 302: Mandu-pi and Shane Dawson series

October 29, 2019 – Tuesday.

Yes. Finally, I did some writing this morning. There’s just something behind the word ‘just do it’ that’s making me do the heck that I sometimes don’t want to do. It’s scheduled later at 10PM. It took me so many hours to write on to develop those ideas and make deeper connection with everyone.

After I wrote my blog earlier, I watched some YouTube videos while charging…