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been looking around and not found a good word for alters who never front? Like i know they're alters as they talk, can interact with headspace and offer passive influnce but never fully front.
Is there a word for that?
[we have lots of alters who do front with multiple roles]
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Me: I have my whole system mapped
New Alter: Hey
Dormnat Alter: Hey
New Area: Discovered
Me:
As the "leader" of the system i try and talk positivly about the system members but that just isnt what it is always like
Its like inside fighting
its self harm
ts ED thoughts
its suicidal ideation
hypersexual acts that cause shame with others
it crying inside our head that we cant find
its alters who dont know when we are
its alters parroting abusers words
its alters aceidently hurting
its alters telling us were dead
its alerts saying were bad
loving and not loving the same people
alters doubting our trauma completely
its alex doubting we exsist at all
its feeling like a puzzel i have to put together
ts hersing cats that wont stop scratching eachother and themselves
But i dont even feel it ya know? i dont feel much about myself and i doubt generally mind that much but i do /care/ so its hard watching all the pain it causes.
We do hurt oursevles, we break down, get angry, have runined relationships, have hurt others (emotionally), been ovewhelmed by our own mind, depressed, yelled at eachother, missed years
I want to be kind and talk positivly about every alter and offer love but its not like were happy or that this is fun or easy
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Finally a decent reference sheet of him!.... Just one part of it.... heck me.
Now I just need to do his wings and tail!
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We are currently on a feeding tube. For all of our nutrition and 95% of our fluid intake. However some of the littles escpialsly who haven't fronted a lot recently still get very confused and nan has almost pulled it out when she is out and has one of her worse episodes. Managing explaining physical illness to people wo are like less then 10 is really hard. Even for maddy and alice who have a pretty good at comprehending are still confused. But three year olds are impossible to explain to so i have to hope they don't seriously injure the body when they are not co-con with anybody-derky
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