#delayed emotions

I mean I almost tell nobody that I have aspergers because they won't take me seriously and/or probably call me ableist slurs or change their behaviours towards me oh yes how fucking glamorous wow totally doing this for attention

Kept things together for so long. But now i keep getting teary several time a day before i quickly push the thoughts out of my mind again. Any day now i feel a huge breakdown will happen because i'll be unable to push the thoughts out of my mind quick enough.

Did I ever tell you guys about that time when I went to Glee Live with my mom and we had horrible nose bleed seats and no spending money for a t-shirt or a foam finger, but I still sat there the whole time and cried, because I was closer than I had ever been to a group of people that had changed my life so much and I didn't get to meet anybody afterwards but it was still amazing to be there?