#deep prose

-M

When I look at the stars, I realize how small I am. As I look at money, Fame and Glory, I realize, none of it really matters but the Divine aspect of life. The Divine Essence that we can manifest through mercy and love. St.john of of the cross, taught us a good moral. He speaks of not searching for all of these superficial things, but searching for God and his overwhelmingly divine mercy and love.. As I grow and get stronger, I feel more peace among myself. A notion that everything is where it needs to be. Everything is how it needs to be. It is God's plan. For a beautiful future In Loving Arms. God gave me the tools to create a beautiful life. He gave me a profound mind to look beneath the surface and with his Grace I Rose From the Ashes, creating wisdom far beyond my years. I have Dreams of being a preacher and going to school for theology. To know more about spirituality and bring love and truth among my fellow man. So many of us walk a straight line. We have minds that we don't use and eyes that don't see. They just follow along to whatever they think holds power. Sadly it's mostly ego, narcissism and arrogance. Because they never witness true strength. I'm not casting stones for I understand. At one point in my life I Was the Same. I didn't know who I was, so I had to identify with something. Though it would just make me emptyer. It would leave me in shambles, running away from my true self. Not acknowledging and not knowing the pain I really felt inside. For the mask seem to cover it up for a short period of time. It took five years of therapy to understand that love, compassion, and mercy is the key. It took 3 years to drop my pride and love who I really was. Because when you strip off the mask, our pain is as beautiful as our true self. For I had to embrace my true pain and Conquer it with love. Conquer it with Mercy, Conquer it with God. For when I stripped off the mask, I felt this overwhelming feeling of mercy upon my past lives And deeply cared for myself for the first time in my life. I'm pretty sure that's the true definition of finding God in the Darkness. For when the pain gets too much to bare, we have to turn to God and become real no matter how brief it is. When I'm feeling good, I feel God's grace and when I'm feeling bad God blesses me. For I acknowledge that I'm human and I feel. And I know now that running away from your emotions is the easier route. So I just show myself all mercy and accept that I feel bad. There are lots of parts of me that still haven't healed. So I must show them as much mercy and love as possible That's how God works through me And the more enlightened I feel the more I can share it with others. For he is Mercy, he is love, he is empathy, he is beautiful and I, like everyone else in this world was made in His image. So I will Thrive to be the best person I can be. Pure, loving, understanding, and most of all beautiful.

-M

I am placed with an awareness, that brings me Bliss. That love is being spread worldwide. As I sit here watching music videos, analyzing the meanings and portrayel's, I happened to stumble upon actual music with substance. Substance that portrays love, strength, mercy, xcetera. I guess love exist in more places than I expected, it just all depends where you look. More so, where you focus. I've come across a lot of "bad people" in my life. Using manipulation to for fill their lustfull desires. As I've come across a lot of people who lack substance. Like thay stay stagnant above the surface. I grew up in an environment full of ego, hate and fear. So to believe that someone actually loves me, unconditionally with all understanding, would be quite a stretch. It's like giving your heart away with all faith that it won't be Crushed. But as such the inner critic convinces​ you that it will. I will tell you something I do know. That opening your heart and letting things be. Loving yourself for who you really are deeply and unconditionally. Takes tremendous strength. Its the risk, the terrifying sacrifice of letting go that we fail to pursue. But believe me surrendering under love or God as you may call it, will bring blessing upon your life. But I'm just happy to see people gaining the strength to look at the universe with more depth. To be more spiritual/logical at the same time. To love themselves as they would love their fellow man. Think, wouldn't it be a wonderful world if we can all spread this essence and change over 7 Billion Lives. The world would be a lesser heaven And hell would just become a forgotten man-made concept. Because in all reality we create our own demons. As we create our own heaven. But either way we serve under fear or love. We all are born under love, pure as can be and that's what will set us free, what a wonderful feeling it is to have this epiphany. In the land of the living and home of the free. We can pursue love, mercy, and serenity That's what really matters. That's what we will see. That is what I call LIVEING.

Violent dreams, as I rest my head at night. So much resistance, so much fights. As the battle between my good and evil stays lingering through my days. One thing I know, one thing I believe. Is that God's love is so strong we cannot conceive And the evil I fight, day by day. Cannot be destroyed, without God's might. Through my insight, I can say, that without love, without faith, without God, we cannot manifest true inner peace. Whoever your God May be, the message is still the same. The message is love and live under his name. For you were created from the essence of love. You are part of the Universal force from above. As every living being from the cosmos is. For we are no different, we all manifest love. As for humans, we are the biggest vessels on this planet. The ones who can manifest, the most deepest form of love. As Evolution has made us the most conscious thus making us the most important beings on this planet. Unfortunately having the most potential to conceive God, we do have the most potential to conceive evil And sadly it runs this generation. For history repeats itself like a broken record, but I have faith that one day we will learn. For Our answers is not to judge. Our answers is to just be. Be Who We Are, as everything we are was conceived from God's hands. Our answer is to just love, for we are that itself and nothing can take that away. Our opinions are nothing but to dust to the wind. For beyond our judgments and convictions, lies a greater truth. The truth of Purity, the truth of love, the truth of Mercy, the truth that stands above it all. The truth that will lead us to our salvation. The truth that will create a heaven on Earth. The truth you were blessed with at the moment of your birth

Conversations overheard on the tube.