#deep talk

'Thank you for being born. Thank you for being by my side.'

Dear Myself EP.29 The first Deep Talk of "First Kanaphan" and "Khaotang Thanawat" with 7 years of friendship that has gone through both excitement. The day the fans' voice came to cheer up. The day when life was broken. The lesson from the word "Never mind" This is a conversation that has never been said anywhere. Through important photos and messages from the heart that both of them really have for each other

Dear Myself EP.29 | First - Gluten

Monday 2nd Wed. 2569 at 19.00 hrs. (2026)

YouTube: Praew Magazine | Praew Podcast

Thank you for this... truly nonnie I hope you see this... I know this ask sat in my inbox for a while, and I didn’t respond at the time because… I wasn’t okay. I can say that now. But I want you to know that having this here... something I could come back to and reread, really mattered. It helped more than you know.

I think people sometimes forget how much simple feedback and appreciation can mean. I once read something that said: imagine six people in real life telling you they read something you made and genuinely enjoyed it. How incredible would that feel? That perspective has really stayed with me.

It humbles me genuinely...That any number of people read, like, or share what I put up here. It feels like a privilege to be able to do this at all. Words have always meant everything to me. And honestly? I don’t care what I’m writing, as long as I am. The act of it is what makes me happy. The fact that it also brings joy or comfort to others… well. That’s a gift.

When you think about it, print is such a sterile thing; black and white on a page/screen.... and yet..... somehow, emotion, image and feeling still manage to travel through that space and land in another person. That will never stop amazing me.

So thank you. Having you all here means more to me than I can properly articulate. Storytelling is communication. A storyteller is nothing without an audience. I’m grateful to be sitting around the same campfire, sharing stories together.

Music for deep talk, conversations, cafes, relaxation.

Augmented e-piano improv.

Recorded during Dec 31 - Jan 1, 2026 @ Aurora Studio.

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I stop and check the flowers by the roadside. different tree specias.

and it statmrts to really irretate me to be offered solutions that i've already taken and also don't solve the problem at hand (stuck between job and uni- gonna need to find something to fill two months with)

i stop and check the plants by the roadside. Blackberries mostly.

And we start talking about how music college didn't take me cause they told me i'll do great as a music teacher and i'll easily get through colleeg and i go "No." "How did you miss this? They did not take me. I checked the entry exam and it is unreasonabls hard and i think tilted towards rich, privileged kids".

And they go kn about how surely i can mamaged this and i go yes but it pisses me off that they a false advietise it and b have it focused in some very rich people and western values.

And they go but surely if this isn't what interests you you can do it and i go "No."

I take out my flashlight and check the plant by the road. Blackberries.

No. I hate this Uni for being elitist exclusionary puece of shit. If i really want to i can get in but i'll still hate this elitist liece of shit college"

I take out my flashlight and check the plants growing by the side if the road and finally i spot it. There's the bitch.

I am in a furious rage now miming hitting things with the wrench i brought along, gerting louder and angrier and there it is.

Motherfucking japanese knotweed.

"DO YOU SEE THIS?!"

"THIS IS JAPANESE KNOTWEED, ONE OF THE MOST INVASIVE SPECIES. KILLS EVERYTHING IT ITS WAKE ANS I HATE THIS MOTHERFUCKER"

And i do. Motherfucker do i fucking hate japanese knotweed. And colleges.