But the REAL thing, I am willing to be patient as long as it takes for that real thing.

i want to become crazy conscious of my morning breath and how quickly i can rid myself of it.

I want to sing that Summer Walker album lyric for lyric, and pour out the frequencies of the times we never thought we’d find each other.

I want to see your eyes tell me stories of who you used to be in this life, and the previous one when we trip on shrooms together.

I want to feel your heart tremble with nostalgia when we drive through an old neighborhood of yours already.

I wanna see how fast you can eat your favorite meal after smoking from my bong with the different chambers.

I want to experience being black-out drunk in our favorite nightclub, leaving it all on the dance floor; so happy because I got my personal dance partner to put all the moves on.

I want that extremely loud silence that radiates when we both pretend we’re asleep just to stay next to each other a bit longer.

I wanna take the initiative to bring home your favorite hair gel after I leave work because i overheard you didn’t have any more.

I wanna dice onions, mince garlic, sauté, grill, broil, and blend our way into our own Food Network segment together just cause its Sunday.

I want to be stressed from work just to come home knowing i have someone to rant and talk about it with.

I wanna give you credit for when you overcome things once struggled over. Your growth is mine.

I want to talk now, not later when we have disagreements. Don’t storm out, we respect each other too much for that.

Dear Future Lover,

If you're going to fall in love with me, here are some of the things you should know beforehand. I cry often, whether it's during a movie, a sad song on the radio, or a regular Sunday morning. I'll cry even when I speak of things that have hurt me, even if they no longer hurt. I'm afraid of being left and I'm afraid of not being good enough. I'll tell you the ways in which I hate myself and not believe a single word you say when you disagree with each and every reason. You can tell me you love me countless times, but I will always be afraid of you leaving me. Don't blame yourself though. I have to expect the worst because I always get the worst. But when I fall in love with you, I will love each crack in your skin and every freckle of light in your eyes. I will fall in love with the way you look while you're sleeping and the way your mouth curves when you say my name. I can be pretty difficult to love, but, for me, loving you will always be easy. All I ask is that you don't give up on me. And in return, I will never give up on you, and I will love you with my entire heart.