It misses the sparks that you brought home, misses you being a geek.

It doesn't talk much nowadays, It worries me too. You should not have been so nice to it, Now it barely even breathes.

Everything is so quiet, I can hear the sun burn. When did the freaking entire world go numb?

Every eyes that I look up seems so shallow, Has it always been like this or is it just me who is now hollow?

My hands I don't know when they move or what they do, I seem to glitch often. When is it day or when is it night, No pattern to follow.

You Can Find Me

all the commentary’s unnecessary

when i walk with those not at rest;

so i sit at the cemetery

when i need to clear my head.

they say death is hereditary,

so i don’t fear my final breath.

there’s peace in being secretary

for the thoughts left by the dead.

you can find me laying by mounds

beside the freshly dug up dirt.

i’ll be listening to the sounds—

witnessing silence go unstirred.

i stare longingly up at the clouds

wondering why i’m still here on Earth.

this’ the place to bury all my doubts

to pack down all my fear and hurt.

Like...

'What if Tsukasa has this knack where death is attracted to him, but never able to take him?' Like... you know. Him being dead.

Because of tiktok AGAIN.

Wander along the sidelines,

Wonder if this life's really mine,

The dead-ended thoughts that hide,

Rush around inside,

Inside this head of mine.

Last night I had a dream I was walking down a trail in a forest, But I tripped and face planted into a pile of leaves. When I stood up I was covered in beetles crawling all over me. I was freaking out trying to brush them off of me but then I looked at the ground and the forest floor was covered in ladybugs. Thousands of them.

I calmed down a bit because I was fine if it was just ladybugs crawling on me but I looked down again and they were definitely NOT ladybugs. They were the size of ladybugs but brown and leaf looking. They weren’t biting me but I still went back to trying to brush them off. Soon after I woke up.

Does anyone know what this symbolizes? It was such an odd dream for me as most of mine tend to actually be stories.