I made one of those decisions today that I immediately regretted.
I looked up my ex.
I havenโt seen or spoken to him since we broke up. I havenโt even looked him up on any kind of social media.
We had a long-distance relationship, and we broke up when I found out he had been cheating on me (with multiple guys) for most the time we were together.
Well, I looked him up today...
Heโs engaged.
For some reason, he wenโt from hoeing around while we were together to proposing to a guy he had only been dating for a few months.
I am the kind of person who is loyal to a fault. Thatโs why, when I found out heโd been cheating on me, I honestly could not believe it at first...
How do guys do it? How do they treat you like shit, feel no remorse whatsoever, then turn around and play the perfect boyfriend for someone else?
I honestly donโt care about him as a person anymore.
Iโm just tired of being the one who gets shit all over, and the jerks go on to live happily ever after.