Do you ever think about how Dasharath had entrusted Kaushalya with making sure that Sita felt loved and accepted and at home in Ayodhya, and then Kaushalya had asked him if he thought that the Praja not being kind to Sita was even a possibility, and he said no because he trusted his Praja and knew that they would always respect and love Ayodhya's kulvadhu, but still wanted to make sure that his daughters-in-law were comfortable and so gave the duty to his eldest Queen because he knew that Kaushalya would not fail him, but then after Sita, Ram, and Lakshman came back and baseless rumours took flight, Sita had to be sent into Vanvas 2.0. Kaushalya must have felt so devastated, not only because her daughter-in-law was going into the Van again after all the hardships that she had already faced, but also because she was not able to honour the last wish that Dashrath had asked of her, and she was not able to stop the Praja from disrespecting their Maharani, and she was not able to make Ayodhya a safe place for Sita, and she must have blamed herself because both she and and the Praja had failed their Swargwasi Raja? Because I do.