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physically im here but mentally im crying about the blood for blood path and beating myself up about it bc to my knowledge nothing really bad happened #dark<3

the reason i refer to what most refer to as the darksider path as the blood for blood path is bc i was darksider lore and I DO NOT want to be associated with that. it wasnt pleasant. nobody died but it still wasnt nice to see the original version of yourself being unkind to literally everyone he met after being isolated from the world for years. also its fun to have the wiki of your source refuse to acknowledge that me and lore are seperate entities. #dark<3

i think i might understand something finally something i didn't understand as dark!lore that maybe the blood for blood path wasn't the result of my original self but the player he did kind of have a major personality shift so it makes sense. anyways if its true fuck people who do the blood for blood path, its not that fucking hard to be a good person #dark<3

i havent even watched or played the blood for blood path but i know my timeline was similar or at least i think so. i tried to watch it but it hurt. i wish i couldve kept lore (who is the original version of myself i guess) from being how he was, i don't understand why he did it,i can't. -darksider lore heartbound (#dark<3)

do you ever just kinda find characters with similar stories to your kintype and want to talk to them or is it just me -blood for blood path darksider lore (from heartbound btw!) #dark<3