#dabadoowop

god... i can just feel her absence....

dude i didnt realize how bad it was but im always crazy paranoid that my friends will hate me and i keep trying to make up for it?? i made two of my friends on the tomodachi life demo and i probably would have made them either way but it was definitely to prevent that. anyway ive been trying to get my screentime on my phone down for a while i was pretty good at keeping it at like >90 minutes but its been way too high recently. no idea what the point of this post is im just rambling. i started reading lord of the rings and im obsessed.

i only open tumblr like once a month now its pretty meh i dont care much for it. on other socials i only follow friends/classmates and ive never been good at having a tumblr. i like spacehey a decent amount though! im only here now to look at my private blog with oc lore on it. so yeah.

i know im like dead on tumblr but it feels important to update and say that ive been getting into undertale. i started playing it last month but im a pretty slow gamer + i can really only play on weekends soooo its taking me some time. i REALLY wanna get into the lore and fandom and stuff but i wanna play it through myself first

life is going good. i went to sleep really late on accident but luckily i didn’t have any sleep prone classes today. thanksgiving break is over. concert next week. this morning when i was getting ready i felt scared. sort of an impending doom feeling. i don’t know why. i ran out of rubber bands a week ago. people in my classes are nice. we listened to winter by vivaldi. ok leavig bye

recently finished bojack horseman and i’ve been seeing a lot of fanart of it, and a lot of it makes me… mildly uncomfortable, for lack of a better word. so much of the fanfiction looks so sanitized and just erases the characters’ physical flaws and features. i think it’s a big reason why i love the show’s art style, everyone looks so real.

currently feel very much like viktor