It feels unnatural to be noticed. I love staring and watching humans just exist they’re so interesting. I hate being noticed. I wish I could just be a fly on the wall, or a ghost. It’s unnatural and unnerving to be noticed and seen.

I’ve already been tossed out of heaven once, I have nothing to fear.

As glad as I am to be free after feeling captive, I'm even more devastated that I don't feel the grasp of the light. I wish to be free, without restriction or judgement; but just as much, I wish to be holy.

sometimes i just wanna go into the woods and eat something on my hands and knees, drool running down my chin. and then be spotted by a local and i become the towns newest monster, only my closest friends would know, if anyone at all. sounds like a good time honestly.

My shoulder blades itch , and I scratch them but the itch does not go away. no matter how much I scratch, there’s something underneath my skin and I can feel it. My shoulder blades itch and I scratch them but the itch does not go away. There’s something underneath my skin and it does not go away .

Every time I sin, every time I repent, I can feel his eyes on me. I pray for him to guide me to do better, but he knows that I’m not trying and I know he doesn’t want me to. I feel his eyes on me, he knows where I’m headed and I know too. I have already been kicked out of heaven once, and he will not let me back in. He is watching for a reason.

The fire in your eyes will melt your brain