#crazydream

Before I get into my dream, I just wanted to say this first. This is my very first time posting something like this, let alone the first time ever writing something like this. I have never been confident to write and post my writing. Ever. This is my first. So please bear with me and excuse any grammar/spelling errors. I’m sorry if the writing is not interesting or words seem redundant, again, first time writer here. But I do thank you for reading it and maybe get some joy out of it. Now on to my dream...

Last night I had this dream where both Sam and Bucky wanted me! In my dream, I was in the club and I was wearing a white, flowing, fairy-like dress. Sam was sitting in a private lounge booth that had other people, who I didn’t recognize, sitting around him. I was pretty confident and flirty in my dream, which I’m not that much in real life, so I walked straight up to the booth and say done next to Sam. I can tell Sam was already liking me because he was staring at me with such interest and suggestive hints. Sam was whispering me to get out of the club so I just got up and walked away. As I walked away, the scene changed from a club to kind of like a store with aisles of random things like books, clothes, makeup, food, like a one stop shop place.

Well, Sam followed me and I was giving him a good chase going through the aisle with the both of laughing and giggling. Sam was asking me questions like what’s my favorite color. At some point in my dream, I was introduced to Bucky and he was like borderline dark!Bucky because he was smirking and looked like he wanted to devour me and I wanted him to. Somehow Bucky and I were alone, sitting in one of the back aisle. We weren’t doing anything sexually physically because we were sitting across from one another but our looks to each other says otherwise. Then a moment later, Sam comes out of nowhere, extends his hands to help me up, like the perfect gentleman he is, and gets all possessive of me and jealous of Bucky because he is with me. I think Sam knew Bucky was interested in me, so Sam went off on Bucky! Telling him to back off, that he saw me first and that I was his. Me, being a total confident and flirty little nymph in my dream, I stepped a little closer to Sam while he was arguing to Bucky because I wanted Sam to wrap his arms around me in a possessive manner to make Bucky jealous and that’s exactly what happened. I was smirking internally at this! But I think Bucky knew what I was doing because he seemed nonchalant about Sam yelling to him about me but that didn’t stop Bucky feeling jealous that Sam had his arms wrapped around me.

So while they were talking to one another about me, I walked away and did some shopping in this store (I was looking at some sexy panties thinking of which ones Sam would like and which ones Bucky would like) but all the while keeping my eyes on the two sexy boys. After a while, Sam approaches me and I quickly tell him to go wait in line with the things I wanted to purchase because the line was long and I told him I will be right there and that I needed to go to the bathroom and get a couple of more things. So Sam goes to wait in line, while I pretended to walk to the bathrooms but in reality, I went to find Bucky. I find him, I walked up to him, and whispered something in his ear. I don’t remember exactly what I whispered to him but I’m sure it was something really flirty, probably along the lines “I like you. I’ll be seeing you around.” After I whispered something to him, I kissed his cheek and I literally could feel his slight beard stubble on my lips! I backed away from him, smirking my lips at him, gave him a wink, and walked back to Sam.

Some more details on how it looked (I remember that quite well) he houses were Japanese style, a lot of beautiful red temples, it was on a hill and there was sunlight dickering down from nowhere in particular, and at the very top of the hill there was a waterfall which’s river went down through the whole city.

“Ignoring instead of hating is a form of self-care.”

Thirteenth of his kind

The name Beleth echoed through the night

Creeping into the corners of a sleeping mind

Among ruins of a dream

A crooked finger beckoned me

Through veils of shadows

I beheld his face

The face he wore

Was that of a boar

Outspread arms of blackened skin

Threatening demise

He showed me portals and mirrors of a world compromised

He dined upon the peoples fears

Growing larger and more powerful with every bite

His own dimension of hell, built upon charred hope

And he sought to destroy mine

I have crossed the gate and remained unscathed

Once upon a time I would have froze beholding such a sight

But I have lain with my demons

And danced to their taunts

The coldest sweat, running down my back

I have let you consume me

And it haunts me no longer

I challenged him, speaking with Morrigan's tongue

You cannot and will not, for we have eyes I the skies

With a motion from a pallid hand, legions of birds appeared

Icy eyes locked onto ravens and gulls amidst the throng

Manaannan Mac Mir, the trickster proclaimed us the stronger

(In the first drawing its the side of the temple where I exited out of and if you were to walk to the right you would then end up in frame 2. Which is what I did and the small red “x” is where I was standing b4 being picked up and the large pink one is where the creature stood holding me in its arms. The green arrow is the direction it came from in relation to the sunset)

So the story continues, when I think about crazy dreams one specific one to this day comes to mind first. I don’t remember a lot of this dream it was rather short. From what I do remember though I was running through this pyramid like temple away from this native tribe that looks furious w me. As I exit the building that is when I realize its shaped like a pyramid is, there's a walk way that leads to the “U” shaped platform opening towards the ocean. As soon as I talk this in and i understand what I’m looking at, off in the distance I see the surface of the ocean start the ripple and split as something from the depths began to come towards the surface at alarming speeds. From what I remember when this “monster” broke the surface it came straight up to me at the base of the “U” and it scooped me up in its arms. It look like a mix of a lizard, crossed w a sea monster, w the feathers of a bird and it was rainbow/blue-green. This part is where it gets foggy and I don’t remember a lot of details , but I know the creature told me its name (I believe it starts w a “S” or a “K”), and it gave me some advice I know it wanted me to remember. At this point our conversation is cut short bc the native tribe people who were chasing me finally caught up w me. Except instead of attacking me they went straight for the creature as if it was evil. As they ran at us the creature said something to me, set me down, and then disappeared into the sea. the moment my feet hit the ground my first thought was, “protect the creature”, and w that I ran straight at the group of people waving their spears in the sky. I did some parkour or some shit and slipped back into the exit and began to run through the temple again leading the angry mob away from my new friend.