#core adapt

After going to the homecoming game with Rae and Cinna, I headed to the cafe to grab something to eat so I could stream a little before Alex comes over. While I was live, Alex would text me flirty shit. I couldn't help but smile while looking down at my phone. Of course, the chat noticed and had to drill me on it. 

User1: who got y/n smiling so hard? Lol 

User2: let me find out y/n got herself a boo at streamer university! 

User3: i've made that same face too girl. sis is gone! lmaooo 

User4: about time, i was getting worried about my girl. 

User5: shit! im tryna find out who's she talking to 👀

I couldn't help it. It's been so long since I've felt like this about someone. Smiling at your phone when they would call or text you. Getting butterflies whenever you're around them. They consume your thoughts constantly. I felt like I was back in college talking to my crush. My thoughts slowly start to drift off to something else. Something more intimate. 

It was clear that Alex and I like each other and we flirt a lot. I can't lie and say that I haven't thought about what it would be like to have sex with him but am I willing to go that far with him after only knowing him for a few days? I'm battling with myself whether to take things slow or to give into my urges. Tonight, we'll have to see. 

It was getting late so I finally ended the stream. I'm sure a lot of people left for the party, especially most of the professors apart from a few that decided to stay in for the night. The building is pretty quiet so Alex shouldn't have any problems coming to my room. I went to shower and just threw on a tank top and some sweats. I turned on my sunset lamp and put on a slow r&b playlist for a little vibe. Then I hear a knock on the door. I open it to see Alex staring down at me wearing his iconic wifebeater and some sweats. 

"Look at us twinning." Alex says while checking me out. I noticed his eyes linger on my cleavage for a few seconds. I also couldn't help but check out his tattooed covered arms and muscular, toned body. I was practically drooling at this point. 

"You gonna let me in or are we just gonna stand in the doorway eye fucking each other all night." Alex says smirking at me. I roll my eyes playfully to step aside to let him in. While locking the door, I see Alex observing the room with a pleased look on his face.  

"Ok then! I'm fuckin' with the vibe y/n." He smiles at me. 

Alex was lying beside me, the heat radiating off his muscular build. We had been talking for what it felt like hours; the conversation drifting from stream drama to something far more intimate. Every time his hand brushed mine, a jolt of electricity shot straight to my core, leaving me aching and damp. I couldn't help but stare at his tattoos. Finding myself slowly tracing my fingers along the lines. Alex takes notice and just stares at me. 

"You like?" Alex asks softly 

"Yeah. They're really cool to look at. I like how intricate they are. Do you have a favorite? I know the eye one hurt than a motherfucka." I said while giggling.  

"I don't know which one is my favorite really but the crane one has to be one of the few that means the most to me." He said softly. The phoenix hurt like a bitch though." he said 

"Can I see?" I asked 

He goes to lift up his wifebeater to show off the tattoo. I stare intensely at it while slowly placing my lips on it. I hear him take a sharp breath and let out a soft, "fuck". I start to go along the lines of it with my tongue while my hands start to caress his stomach.

I feel him card his fingers through my hair softly tugging at the roots. I let out a soft moan, littering his body with kisses all the way up to his lips. I straddle his hips while sliding my tongue in his mouth slow and deep. His hands start to caress my body from my back under my shirt, along my thighs to grip my ass. The only thing that can be heard in the room is PARTYNEXTDOOR playing low in the background while Alex and I moaning and groaning touching all over each other.  

"Fuck, you feel good," he breathed, hands sliding up my back putting his fingers back in my hair placing my forehead onto his. 

" Y/n, let me taste you. Please." He said softly, staring deep in my eyes. I nodded in excitement. 

He lays me down on my back, lowering himself on top of me. I wrap my legs around him as he slowly starts kissing me on my neck while grinding himself onto me. I can feel how hard he is with every slow thrust against me. I gasp against his ear while gripping hard onto his hair. I'm trying not to be so loud in case someone is walking by the door. He lifts his head from my neck staring deep in my eyes while his hands slide up my stomach under my shirt to caress my breasts. I throw my head back trying hard to suppress a moan. 

He smirks down at me and lowers his mouth to my right breast. I gasp loudly while gripping his hair hard as he licks and sucks on my hard nipple. He does the same to my left breast while his hand slides down my body, inside my sweats to touch my wet, aching folds. My head falls back and I throw my hand over my mouth to smother the loud moan. My hips buck up against his hand. The pleasure from him simply touching me has my arching my back. 

"Fuck, you're so wet," he murmured, pushing a finger inside me slowly. I gasped, nails digging into his shoulders. He added a second, curling them just right, working me open with patient, deliberate strokes while his thumb circled my clit. My head fell back, a moan slipping from my throat. I didn't want him to stop but he did to take off my pants along with my soaked panties. 

He slid down, nudging my thighs apart, and I watched as his tongue pressed flat against my clit, stroking slow and filthy. He groaned against me, the vibration shooting through my whole body. I grabbed his hair, pulling him in tighter, rolling my hips against his face as he sucked and licked and fucked me with his fingers until I was trembling. At this point, I don't give a fuck who hears us.  

"Oh fuck. Alex. I'm coming. Fuck I'm coming." I breathed, barely coherent  

"Come for me. I got you baby." Alex says while groaning against me. My eyes roll into my head; I throw my head back onto the pillow while I convulse from my orgasm. While coming down, Alex slowly caressing my thigh while softly, lowly speaking praises into my inner thigh. I stare into the ceiling while I feel like my head is swimming from what just happened. I leaned up, grabbing his neck, slamming my mouth onto his. Lips biting, teeth clashing while I taste myself on his tongue. He goes to take off his pants but I stop him in a panic. 

"Hold on Alex, wait." I breathed out 

He stopped, looking up at me, lips swollen. "You okay?" 

"Yeah. I just—" I asked breathlessly, and pushed his shoulder gently. "do you have a condom?" 

He blinked, then his eyes went big. "Fuck, no I don't. I would have to leave campus but that's not allowed." He groaned.  

I throw myself back on the bed in frustration. As bad as I want to feel him inside me, I'm nowhere near ready to take that step with him. I racked my brain on what to do then I climbed off the bed, leading him to the desk chair by the window. He sat down, his sweats tented, his chest still heaving.

I stood in front of him, suddenly aware of my own heat, still soaked and aching. I take off his pants leaving his boxers on. I climbed onto his lap, straddling him, the fabric of his boxers a thin barrier between us. I ground down slowly, my wetness soaking through them, the ridge of his cock pressing hot and hard against my slit. A shared moan left both of our mouths. I rolled my hips, slow and deliberate, dragging myself along his length through the damp cotton. "You feel that?" I whispered. "I'm so fucking wet because of you." 

"Fuck," he choked out, hands gripping my hips. "That's—fuck, you're perfect baby. Don't stop." I leaned in, kissing his neck, biting it hard. His hips bucked up as I ground down harder, the friction electric, building between us. I reached between, cupping his cock through his boxers, feeling it twitch under my palm. 

"I want to feel you come," I breathed into his ear while gripping his hair. "Don't hold back. I want to watch you lose it for me."  

He was already close, his breaths ragged, his chest slick with a thin sheen of sweat. I sped up, grinding in tight circles, using the angle to hit just where I knew it would wreck him. His head fell back, jaw slack, a low groan building in his throat. I pull him back to me, breathing each other in. 

"Please," he managed, the word breaking apart in his mouth. 

"That's it," I coaxed, stroking his length through the fabric, pressing my slick heat against him in a rhythm that was relentless. "Come for me Alex." 

His grip on my hips is so tight, I can feel his fingers digging into my skin. He lets out a loud groan while I feel him come. I come again right behind him. I wrap my arms around his neck and he wraps his arms around my waist. We sat there for what felt like an eternity trying to regain our breaths, soaking in what just happened. I lift my head from his neck, looking deep into his eyes to give him a soft kiss. He kisses me back while slowly caressing me all over. 

"I bet that was better than being all alone in your room huh?" I say jokingly. He laughs. 

"Most definitely better. Even better than going to some fucking frat party." Alex smirks at me. 

After we gathered ourselves, we made small talk. As much as I wanted him to stay the night with me, it was best that Alex went back to his room. The party was soon to be over, and everyone was going to make their way back to campus. Didn't want him to get caught leaving my room. I walked him to my door sadly to say goodbye for now.  

"Tonight was something else." I breathed while looking into his eyes. 

"Yeah. Thank you for letting me keep you company." He said while softly, slowly stroking my cheek. I couldn't help but blush. 

I give him one final kiss goodbye. "Goodnight Alex".