#consciouscreator

As the year bows its head and the curtain draws near, a familiar ache stirs within—bittersweet, like the first frost brushing against the final bloom, a quiet reminder of life’s fragile beauty. The days behind us, scattered like pages torn from a diary, carry stories of dreams realized and others left yearning in silence.

Some moments likely blossomed exactly as you’d hoped, their petals soft and bright, the fragrance of possibility lingering in the air. Others, though, may have faltered — dreams that wilted in your hands despite all your care, leaving behind an ache as profound as the joy they once promised. These moments, these almosts and not-quite, are the echoes of a life lived earnestly, of someone daring to reach beyond comfort, even at the risk of falling short.

But isn’t that the true essence of the year; of life itself? It’s not a tidy script where everything aligns, but a symphony of triumphs, stumbles, tender beginnings, and quiet goodbyes. In these contrasts, we grow, where our hearts stretch to hold both the joy and the sorrow, the light and the shadows.

So take this moment, here at the threshold of what’s been and what will be, to honor the complexity of it all. The laughter that healed, the tears that cleansed, the lessons carried on shoulders stronger than you realized. Let the year’s end find you not in regret but in gratitude; not for what was perfect, but for what was real.

This is why the ego which is driven by your fears and manifests as lies creates fear-based thoughts and reasoning to present itself as evidence to convince, manipulate or force you to listen to it.

Therefore the only way to connect to your intuition is to become aware of it by consciously choosing to tune into your inner knowing.

The first picture is my very artistic attempt at capturing the way you can feel while manifesting, because you know you cause your reality and people have no choice but to conform to your thoughts.

The second picture is meant to portray the way you can act in the 3d, especially when your 3d is conforming and you act like you don’t have a clue as to why all this happened.