Beauty

You're not ready for commitment,

Yet your body sais it different,

Each time you see me,

You act smitten.

Your body language, energy,

Says you are attracted to me.

And i have the feeling

You are rezisting me.

Maybe you never know what truly means

To fall in love and see what that is.

Maybe it's the first time you feel

Your ego is cracking

And that's in front of me.

Maybe you get scared

And don't know how to react.

Even so, I feel you long for me.

Yet you rezist, at same time.

Those dragos, you need to fight.

Sometimes i feel this strong pull

You make me want you,

And it's in reverse.

Your strong desire makes me

Wanting to be yours.

That kiss we never had,

Out of hunger, out of breath,

Lingering in the air

Each time we interact,

Outside or online,

In dreams, in real life.

The buildup, the tension,

The space, the reflection.

You can't find your place,

And mine in your world,

Yet you dont let me go,

In the energetic world.

One day everything wil come to light

Ending up together,

Yet your body, eyes, energy,

Are reflecting something else.

Are you sure that what you express

Is truly in alignment with your higher self?

I may say you dont know yet how to discern

Love and vulnerability when they arise.

When you start to feel it gets too much,

Feeling like you're drawning in an ocean,

The waves are taking you in their motion,

Fearing you will lose control and dont know what to do.

But that is the deepest transformation.

You cannot control the love and presence.

It requires honour, trust, surrender.

Dropping the layers you once needed to breathe,

So that you can breathe again in authencity.

Even if you dont like who you are

Under the deepest layers of your ego self.

The most ugliest parts of you

Need your attention, integration.

I held the space for you, to show up for yourself,

And I honour what I found,

A soul in crossroads in search for itself.

Now I need my energy back, for myself.

But you know deep down in yourself,

That it's your responsability to take.

What I want to let you know,

That the truth does not stay hidden,

One day it will scream out loud,

And you will not be able to do anything,

But to listen.

You grow up, young boy.

Through hardships, tension,

Hostility, friction,

Ambiguity, masks,

Temptations that fill voids,

And all the ways that aren't yours

That shows the path back to yourself.

I wish you well on your soul's journey,

I wish you light in your darkest nights.

I wish you find your anchor

That will keep you not get drowned,

So you can rise into a man

Of God, of Love,

In the midst of chaos.

I choose freedom, love and peace

Despite the stormy weathers.

Everything is passing,

Nothing stays the same.

Regardless of everything

I choose love instead,

Sovereignity,

Above drama and disrupcy,

Allowing all to learn their lessons,

While i nurture my sacredness,

Allowing space for who's right