#comp het feels

“If im sexually turned on by girls and only girls am i gay? When i masturbate I can only think of girls. I never had a boyfriend or kissed 1. I was obsessed with guys in middle school. Every now and then ill see a guy and say o hes good looking. But when i see a girl my heart starts pumping. When i see a hot guy im like wow. when i see a hot girl my mind races my heart beats and my vagina starts contracting. ill stare at her boobs, vagina or butt. Penis disgusts me. I have no desire to touch it. But i wonder if its just cos im young. Im 16. Ive been feeling this way for almost 2 years. I nver think about finding the perfect guy and get married like my other friends do. I also have a desire to grab my best friend’s ass. But i dnt feel emotionally attatched to her or girls either. Do you think its a phase. Do you think im gay? Is it obvious nd I just cnt admit it. Im so confused. Am i too young to know? Thanksss alot :)”.

That’s SOOOO GAY! 😭😭but I was still not sure and I still am not that sure because I don’t really want to have sex with a girl. Prob because it’s just unfamiliar. But I do want to touch a girl! I just wanted someone to tell me I’m gay. And a bunch did 😂

I got so many replies telling me yes I am prob gay or I’ll figure out with time. I found this anon I got which is so nice but funny:

“ um, I saw your ask on a lesbian tumblr about maybe being a lesbian. I hope this isn't offensive, but they didn't really answer your question, and I really wish someone would have told me this when I was your age, so here it goes, YES, you are probably a lesbian. If not a lesbian, bi or pansexual.”

Another response:

“......Sure, the signs all point to 'homo'... but it's up to you to decide.”

Me: okay but what if I actually do like men and I'm just lying to myself maybe I should fuck a dude just to be sure I mean Ive never fucked someone before maybe I would like having sex with a ma-- *barfs*

Me:

“OMG but I was obsessed with Taylor Launter and Drew from Degrassi in middle school. I even made a fan page about how hot they were! I had their pictures in my room! There’s absolutely NO WAY I am a lesbian. Because I was so obsessed in MIDDLE SCHOOL. I even thought this guy at the library was so hot that I would go there just to stalk him and take pictures of him with my friends. There was also a guy in high school that was so hot and were lab partners twice! I was so happy so clearly.. I just can’t be a lesbian! It’s just a mental block I need to overcome...”