#clomid50

That's where we are... here goes nothing... tomorrow I could be testing but I think (depends on hubbs) I will wait until AF due date... August 12th... it is a date that is too important in my life... the day I lost my wonderful grandpa 💗 the day mom will deliver him the angel I bought here... maybe hubbs will let me wait... yesterday I told him I think AF will come and he told "So much for the medicine..." all sad... breaks my heart... symptoms are light headache, cramps on the left, moody, CM watery, tiredness... better luck next time, which is going to be September... #clomid #clomid50 #clomifen #clomiphene #clomidcycle1 #cd24 #unexplainedinfertility #endometriosis #ttc #ttchope #ttctribe #ttcfamily #ttcsisters #ttcfriends #ttcsupport #ttcwarrior #ttcwithinfertility #ttcwithclomid #infertility #infertilityhurts #infertilitysucks #infertilitywarrior #infertilitysupport #infertilityfighters #infertilitybattle

Hubbs and I are going to date nights this week! We need to find relief in a very stressful time #ttcfamily #infertility #clomid #clomiphene #clomifen #clomid50 #clomidcycle1 #waiting #notyettww #baby #infertilitywarrior #infertilitysucks #romantic #ttc #ttcsupport #ttcsisters #ttcwarrior #ttcfriends #ttchope #ttctribe #ttcfamily

5/5 Today is my last #clomid pill... thank you to all the ones who supported my decision even if they didn't agree with it... thank you to the ones that stood by my side... thank you to all the ones that had kind words of encouragement or acts of it... thank you to myself for keeping the sanity which is always a big win! Proud of myself! And now... fun part starts! #clomifen #clomiphene #clomid50 #clomidcycle1 #clomidladies #clomidday5 #Cd5 #ttc #ttcwarrior #ttcsisters #ttcsupport #ttcfamily #ttczone #infertility #infertilitywarrior #infertilitysucks #infertilityhurts #infertilitytreatments #ialreadywon #nomatterwhat

#cd1 #clomid #clomid50 #clomidcycle1 #clomifen please work!!! 😍 #hope #infertility #infertilitywarrior #ttc #ttcfamily #ttcwarrior #ttcsister

My hummingbirds feeder attracted a butterfly and we know they say butterflies are the ones we love that are passed... my Christian name is a butterfly... and today it's day one of my new cycle... which mean I will start #clomid in 2 days... is this a sign? #clomid50 #clomidcycle1 #clomifen #infertility #butterfly #hope #scared

We have spent the whole weekend cooking and eating, I'm definitely a stone heavier! We've switched banks but that's about the most productive we've been all weekend. I'm looking forward to getting this week out the way, with three days left in work I then have 11 days off which I'm super excited about! I'm also in the salon on Tuesday with an old best friend which will be more fun rather than it being like work. I need to sort out a hotel for NY, my sisters 40th present (I'm making a box filled with treats!) and get my last assessment at college out the way. I've decided to go swimming or for a bike ride on my days off because I need to start losing weight, my PCOS is catching up with me and I'm trying so desperately to eat healthier to slow it down. I have a week to go till the dreaded day of finding out if it's a BFN or a BFP, the only symptoms I'm having is I'm tired ALL the time and my boobs are super scratchy (sorry, TMI!). I'm at the stage now where it feels like I'm going on stage in front of a thousand people, I have butterflies and feel sick at the thought, I don't want the day to come because I'm too scared of the outcome.

I feel like if it doesn't work this month I'm literally going to fall into a deep hole of depression. It genuinely terrifies me.

It's hard to believe that everything we have been waiting for is all happening now. Liam has been offered a job after getting his degree, we're opening up our mortgage ISA's & looking at houses as well as going through the clomid process. We're even planning travelling at the end of this year if the clomid doesn't work. We're over half way and this is my 4th round, I'm keeping positive and still taking folic acid but I can't help but feel helpless. I've looked into acupuncture and think I might give it a shot for round 5 (if it gets to it!). A friend told me today that she has a feeling that this time is going to work, which was really nice to hear, I just hope she's right. My tummy is super swollen this month which didn't happen before and my dreams are more vivid. I'm keeping my fingers crossed and hoping for baby dust; TTC is so exhausting! We've been waiting so long living in a box room at Liam's mums house, waiting for the right time and the opportunity. And now everything's happening but all at once. It's a little overwhelming but I'm so happy that it's happening, I can't help but feel excited xo