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Luke Garroway recently lost the love of his life Jocelyn Fray. Grief stricken he decides to set up a mundane grave, one of which he visits daily. Over two weeks since her death he visits her grave to relieve memories of their past and update Jocelyn on Clary and the events that have happened since.
But what if Jocelyn was never truly dead?
Confessions (shadowhunters | oneshot | teen)
A Fix-it fic where Raphael not only comes out as asexual AND aromantic, like he should have, he also says the words. Set during Shadowhunters 2x10.
Reuniting The Sky (shadowhunters | clary/jace/simon | oneshot | teen)
Clary Fray has known for a long time that her childhood best friend Simon Lewis was her soulmate. Her black and white world had always been tinted with colour as the two of them grew together to become the wonderful young adults they are.
Simon Lewis has also known since he was a child that Clary was his soulmate. But neither of them decided to tell the other. They longed for the day colour seeped back into their dull black and white world. But were too scared that maybe it wasnât the same for the other.
But what would happen when they both find out they have another soulmate?
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written for: round 31 of Rounds of Kink, a prompt on the Shadowhunters ficathon, and for the âsummerâ edition of Shadowhunters AU Mondays!
short summary: The camp counselor au where Simon doesn't want the thing that him and Clary have with Jace to come to an end with the last day of summer.
Turns out that they're all on the same page.
The sunâs been fully down for nearly four hours, but the sweltering heat of the day is still clinging to the night as tightly as a blanket. The air is thick, feels like it might simply drop down and suffocate them like a pillow at any point. Itâs bad enough out in the open, with nothing but the sky above and the lake below; Simon can only imagine how brutal it is up in the tin roofed cabins, which were all built in the 1950âs and sorely lack even rudimentary air conditioning.
Thereâs only so much a few open windows can do.
Thankfully, Simon has a feeling that, by the time he makes it back to the cabin heâs in charge of, heâll be too worn-out to notice the heat (and, hopefully, the entangled smells of sweat, unwashed socks and moldy towels).
Blessedly, the lake is the absolute perfect temperature, hovering in the ideal zone between tepid bathwater and heart-stopping cold (which is how itâd been on the first day of camp, back in late May; Simon is about eighty percent sure that the reasons his campers spent the entire summer not listening to him had something to do with the embarrassing scream heâd let out when heâd jumped in on day one without so much as dipping his toe in the water). Theyâre out past the sandy, carefully maintained beach, on the other side of the floating string of buoys, above where the floor of the lake goes from a gentle slope to a sudden drop-off. The mosquitoes are still around, but theyâre tolerable enough, and the sky is lit up by a dazzling full moon.
All things considered, itâs only the heat keeping it from being a perfect summer night.
âI canât believe camp is over tomorrow,â Clary sighs, her fingers brushing against Simonâs, floating on her back. She was diligent about wearing sunscreen all summer, and sheâs so pale that the moonlight seems to make her skin glow. Her long hair is gently drifting back and forth with the subtle current flowing through the lake, tickling Simonâs shoulders.
âSame,â Jace says from down by Claryâs feet. âFeels like the summer just started.â His arms are tucked underneath his head, which has to make it more difficult to float, but he makes it look impossibly easy. Heâs more tan than Clary, but the black tattoos dotting his arms and chest, all graceful lines and swooping curves, still stick out from the rest of his skin. Simonâs fingers itch with the urge to trace over them, but he isnât quite close enough to reach, and moving would take way too much effort.
âI really hope no one comes looking for us,â Simon says, for what he knows has to be the third time, but he canât help himself. No matter how many times he tells himself to calm down, the steady hum of anxiety remains in the back of his mind.
âThey wonât,â Jace says authoritatively. âIzzy and Alec said theyâd cover for me and Clary, if anyone asked. And didnât you ask Raphael-â
âYeah,â Simon interrupts, âbut that doesnât necessarily mean anything good.â After a few moments of stammering and stuttering, which Raphael had spent just staring at him with a raised eyebrow, heâd finally managed to ask his co-cabin leader if he could watch over their campers by himself for a few hours.
Raphael had said yes, quickly followed by, âBut you owe me a favor,â and frankly, thatâs about the most terrifying thing Simon has ever heard anyone say.
âLike, what kind of favor does he even mean?â he groans towards the sky. âHeâs probably going to make me chase the snakes out from underneath the cabins. Guys, Iâd rather die.â
âThereâs only so much he can ask you to do tomorrow,â Clary says, splashing him slightly as she swims closer. âWeâll be too busy. And besides, if he does ask you to take care of the snakes, weâll take care of them for you. Right, Jace?â
âRight. I ainât afraid of no snakes.â He says it to the exact rhythm and tune of the theme song from Ghostbusters, which Simon had made him watch earlier in the summer on one of their free days, because seriously, how had Jace made it to twenty years old without having seen freaking Ghostbusters?
Claryâs giggle cuts through the air as she turns and splashes water at Jaceâs face. He splashes back, rolls onto his stomach and grabs her around the waist, which just makes her laugh harder, loud and clear and sweet. Abruptly, she goes quiet, and when Simon glances over, he discovers that the reason sheâs no longer laughing is because sheâs kissing Jace. Her legs are wrapped around his waist, and her arms are draped around his neck, while his are underneath the water, presumably holding her up, big hands curved around her slim thighs.
The sight makes a tiny pang of resentment sting Simon in the general vicinity of his heart. Sure, he can usually lift Clary up easily; sheâs a pretty tiny person, always has been. But lifting her up on land, where thereâs solid ground beneath his feet and (usually) a wall or tree that he can back her up against for support, is one thing entirely. Doing it in the middle of the freaking lake, with nothing but a fifty foot drop underneath him and legs that have been treading water for at least an hour, is another thing entirely.
He thinks it might be time to level the playing field.
(Also, he really wants to kiss the both of them, and the sooner they can get somewhere they can do that without the risk of one of them swallowing a lungful of lake water that is probably teeming with microbes, the better.)
âShould we maybe take this to the boathouse?â he suggests. When Jace breaks away from the kiss, thereâs a smirk on his face that just screams that heâs about to say something annoying, but Clary thankfully speaks up before he gets the chance.
âBoathouse sounds great. Unless Gretel and Maia are already using it.â She leans over and kisses Simonâs cheek before she lets go of Jaceâs neck and immediately moves into a graceful backstroke. âRace you there.â
By the time Simon realizes what she said, sheâs already well on the way, cutting through the water swiftly. He glances over at Jace, who simply shrugs.
âGuess the race is on.â With that, he dives under the water, immediately disappearing under the dark surface.
Simon curses and swims after them.
He makes it to the boathouse just as Jace pulls himself up onto the dock jutting out into the water. Clary is standing just inside, wringing her hair out, water puddling around her feet. Aside from the moths and mosquito swarming around the dim light hanging from a frayed cord attached to one of the beams criss-crossing overhead, the boathouse appears to be empty. Even though they try to keep the place as organized as possible, it still shows unmistakable signs of the hundreds of people that have passed through it over the last few months; there are life-preservers scattered across the floor, some of them with stuffing leaking out of them, broken canoe paddles tucked into the corners, half-empty bottles of sunscreen forgotten on the shelves. As far as good memories of the summer go, this place holds more than a few.
(That still holds true even if Simon doesnât include the numerous times that theyâve fooled around in here, after their campers have gone to sleep or on their free days or on the weekly bonfire nights, when all the campers are too distracted by Lukeâs amazing ghost stories to notice that three of their counselors have slipped away.)
Thereâs a loft above the main floor, reached by a ladder secured to the wall, thatâs nominally for storage, although itâs definitely served another purpose (a more interesting one, Simon would argue), this summer. Simon leads the way, pulls himself hand over hand carefully, just in case a splinter decides to dig into the meat of his palm. Thereâs an old rowboat in the middle of the space, more than big enough for the three of them, interior lined with a smorgasbord of items; old blankets and towels, more leaking life-preservers, pillows stolen from some of the cabins. Simon climbs inside and barely gets his back flat against the bottom of the boat before Jace slides on top of him, movements impossibly fluid per usual. His mouth drops to the hinge of Simonâs jaw and throat, and thereâs a moment where his teeth dig in, just enough for it to pinch a little, before he starts worrying a mark into Simonâs skin.
Simon is fairly certain that Jace didnât have much of a neck thing (or, at least, not such a strong one) at the beginning of the summer, but theyâve all worn off on each other.
In this case, itâs totally his bad.
Palms skimming over the damp skin stretched across Jaceâs back, he digs his fingers into two of the tattoos lining Jaceâs spine and tilts his head back. The next time Jace bites down, itâs harder, at the base of Simonâs neck, definitely hard enough to leave a mark.
Another thing that has happened this summer: heâs become quite adept at using concealer (usually borrowed from Izzy) to hide hickies.
The ladder creaks as Clary climbs up, and when Simon opens his eyes (he isnât quite sure when they fell closed, but that has a way of happening around Clary and Jace), itâs just in time to see her step into the loft, utterly naked, skin still dappled with lake water.
(Thankfully, there are no leeches dappling her as well. Not this time, at least.
Now thatâs a memory Simon would rather forget.)
âYou two look like youâre having fun,â she says, brushing her long hair back over her shoulders as she crosses the loft. âIs there room for me?â It almost sounds like an actual question, but the teasing, sharp smile on her face makes it very clear what she wants.
Not that Simon would ever dream of excluding her. Not in a million years.
âThereâs always room for you,â he says, gasping as Jaceâs teeth scrape against his collarbone. It comes out softer than he intends, definitely not the teasing vibe he was hoping for but, thankfully, it doesnât shut the moment down. Clary just grins and carefully steps over the edge of the boat, slides into the narrow space between the side and Simonâs hip. Her skin is damp and cool where sheâs pressed against him, and he manages to wriggle one arm around her narrow waist so that he can pull her even closer.
Jace bites down on his collarbone again and rolls his hips down hard, and after that, itâs a long time before Simon is soft again.
Afterwards, when theyâre all sated and panting for breath, tangled together in a flurry of limbs, Simon really ponders going for another swim.
Heâs slicked with sweat, and the night hasnât cooled down much. Thereâs not even a hint of a breeze; the air is utterly still and quiet, aside from the gentle thunk of boats rocking against the docks below them or the occasional buzz of a mosquito. While he doesnât have his phone or his watch (both of them are with his clothes, on the shore), he knows that it has to be nearly three oâclock. In four and a half hours, theyâll have to get their respective campers up and get them ready for their last day. There will undoubtedly be screaming when someone canât find a treasured possession they started their session with, possibly a few attempts at fistfights, definitely some last minute pranks that will lead to more screaming and fighting.
And after all of that, itâll be time for them to pack, to get their stuff together and head back to the city.
That doesnât exactly leave much time to talk about this. About the thing thatâs arisen between the three of them this summer, the thing thatâs had them sneaking off at every opportunity, the thing thatâs led to rushed quickies in the woods and free nights that passed by in a blur of skin against skin and swallowed gasps and curses.
Heâs not worried about him and Clary, about that particular side of their triangle. Prior to this summer, theyâd been dating for two years, two years built strong on a foundation of friendship that was in the double digits, and he isnât afraid that Jaceâs presence (or, lack of it, really) will weaken their relationship. If anything, heâs pretty sure that itâs made them stronger, made them address some of the lingering jealousies and doubts that have always been there, hovering just underneath the surface.
But he is more than a little worried about the point of their triangle.
Because the thing is, he loves Clary, more than he can really understand, more than he can properly comprehend, but he thinks he could get to that point with Jace too. Heâs definitely grown to like the guy, a lot, even if the persona he shows off to his campers, all arrogance and âtalent from the godsâ is so aggravating.
Simon knows about summer flings (from movies, primarily, but that still totally counts), and he knows that most of them fizzle out come end of August, once the location and scenery changes. And part of him, the unfailingly curious part that heâs never been able to shut up, even when it would have undoubtedly been better for him, wants to see if that will happen when they leave camp, when thereâs no longer their job keeping them in such close proximity.
Mainly, he just wants to know if Jace will continue to fit in with them once theyâre back in the city.
More to the point, he wants to know if Jace wants to continue to fit in with them.
âAlright, so I have a confession,â he begins, trailing his fingers down the smooth length of Claryâs arm. Her head is resting on his chest, and when she turns to look up at him, her chin momentarily digs into the top of his ribs.
âA confession?â she asks. âThat sounds serious.â
âIs this going to be another one of your embarrassing stories?â Jace mutters. His head is resting on Simonâs stomach, and when he talks, his breath tickles the hair underneath Simonâs navel. âLike the one where you fell off a desk and into a garbage can in front of your entire art class?â
âGod, why did I tell you that?â Simon groans, running his fingers over the shorn sides of Jaceâs head.
âBecause Iâm irresistible.â
âThatâs debatable,â Clary says, and the look of sheer offense that passes over Jaceâs face is almost enough to make Simon lose his train of thought.
Almost.
âIâm being serious,â he sighs. The two of them fall silent and he takes a moment to figure out what exactly he wants to say. He probably should have talked this over with Clary first, just in case she doesnât feel the same way about Jace-
(although frankly, thatâs nearly impossible for him to believe, seeing how easily they fell together, like they were made for it)
-but thereâs no time for that now, not unless he wants to pull her aside for a sidebar, which would just be even more awkward, especially since theyâre both completely naked, and-
âI donât want this to end tomorrow,â he blurts out, keeping his eyes fixed on the beams criss-crossing the ceiling. âAlright? Thereâs the confession. This whole thing that weâve got going on with you,â he says, waving his hand around Jaceâs head, âI donât want this to just be some kind of summer fling. If thatâs what either of you want, thatâs cool, but... just thought Iâd put that out there.â He drops his hand back down beside his hip, close enough to feel the body heat emanating from Jaceâs shoulders but not quite close enough to touch.
The silent seconds that tick by after that each feel like an eternity. Part of him wants to look down at them, see if he can figure out what's going through their minds, read it on their faces, but the very thought that he might see something like annoyance, or maybe even anger, is enough to keep his eyes firmly rooted on the ceiling overhead.
At least until Jace speaks up.
âAm I missing something here?â
Simon tears his gaze away from the ceiling just in time for Jace to sit up and stare at him with a raised eyebrow.
âWhat?â Simon asks, glancing from Jace over to Clary, who is giving him a look thatâs almost identical.
They really have rubbed off on each other.
âYou seriously thought this was just going to end tomorrow?â Jace continues, huffing out a laugh and sliding a little closer, until his legs are thoroughly entangled with both Simon and Claryâs.
âI guess we should have talked about this, right?â Clary asks, sitting up as well. âBecause I kind of just assumed we were all on the same page.â
âWell, I think weâre all there now,â Jace says, grasping Simonâs chin with his thumb and forefinger. âYouâll have to try a lot harder than that to get rid of me.â
âOh,â Simon murmurs. It doesnât do much justice towards explaining the sheer gratitude swelling in his chest like a balloon, but he hopes that theyâll understand nonetheless. âWell, Iâm not going to try any harder then.â
âMe neither,â Clary laughs, crowding in even closer, until Simon isnât quite sure where he ends and where she begins, or where any of them begin, really.
âGood.â Jace attempts to pull them both into a kiss, which results into a tangle of foreheads banging together and spilled laughter and teeth accidentally scraping against skin.
It takes a few moments for them to figure things out again, for them to click back together, but when they do...
Well. When they do, they click.
By the time they manage to get back to their respective cabins, itâs nearly four oâclock in the morning, and theyâre all littered with love bites and drying sweat. Simon tries to sneak back in quietly, but he makes it two steps into the front hallway before Raphael steps out of the room housing their campers, closing the door softly behind him.
âWell,â he says, dark eyes lingering on Simonâs throat, and when Simon slaps his hand to the spot, a particularly large hickie throbs against his palm, âyou definitely owe me a favor now.â
Much as Simon feared, that favor does turn out to be scaring out the clusters of snakes that take up refuge under the cabins.
Thankfully, just as Clary and Jace promised, they do most of the dirty work, and once theyâre finished and theyâre all packed up, they manage to fit in a quickie in the back of Simonâs van. They finish up mere moments before Alec pops up looking for Jace, and Jace leaves them with a promise to meet them for dinner the next day, once theyâre all settled back in New York.
So, when all is said and done, Simon thinks that itâs the perfect end to the summer.
(He really could have done without the snakes though.)