mush

i love people so much that im trying to be one myself. its a bit crazy, i know…

Dude last night was a one note post

i like it when people compliment me. i like it... when people like me. (looks around to make sure nobody is about to shoot me)

i bet the pain will end if i arrange a perfect enough sentence about it

hey sorry I snapped at you, I've just had a really hard day and [remembers focusing on myself is selfish] maybe it's your fault for provoking me?

i feel like im a weird age where i got just a blurry glimpse at the world Before. it used to be cold in the mornings and websites had fun games and the search results showed you what you searched for. covid wasn't a thing. can anybody fucking hear me. did i dream it all????

the bad thing about having unhealthy habits due to mental illness, is when you DO do something healthy style you can't brag about about it because then people will then know you've been doing it yucky style all along. Like you can't brag you changed your sheets or brushed your teeth because then ppl will be like oh did you not brush your teeth regularly before? Thats yucky disgusting! So you just gotta keep it to yourself. And be proud alone, I suppose.

work tomorrow is one of the worst things that can happen to you