Tired
I was just tired you know.
Tired of struggling and gasping for every breath. Do you have any idea what it is like to be conscious while your body begins twitching due to lack of oxygen? Just hoping someone will find your body in time.
No, I don't mind you asking at all. It was my kid. I would think about the obligation I had as a parent and all the promises I had made to hold on for as long as I could.
It's been hard not knowing if I could wake up or snap out of it in time and sometimes I did want to give up.
Well, that was because I realized that it wasn't my responsibility. Basically I thought that I body on loan from someone else. If God loaned me my body I owed it to God to preserve it as long as possible.

















