#camwolf

All of those lies disturbing my mind. I'm a nigguh on a mission. I'm just tryna create a distance, from my ego and my since of self. Want to be I and I, but I need some help. Try not to turn to that liqour, but it kills off the memories quicker. I walk the path of the ronin. Emotionally, feel like I'm frozen. Once upon a time I was open, but now I'm closed off. Want pockets fatter than Rick Ross. You can get lost. Breaking hoes ankles, like criss-cross. Fuck this employee shit, tryna be boss. Scrap the fame, money's all that I need. These nigguhs can't my steeze. I'm hotter than 100 degrees. You tryna fuck with me? Please. Lift your head off that neck, drop you down to your knees. Do what I want like my first name is Donald. Ha, that shit funny as hell. Move with the pace of the snail, hope that I stay out of jail. I'm already a statistic, yet I stay realistic. As much as I can be, cos I'm only relatively real. So are you, so I never mind lifting that steel...

I gotta spit fire, because my hearts turning cold And if I don't warm it up soon, then it's eternally froze I can't believe I gave into temptation Now a nigguh stuck like chuck These days lead to celibacy, cos I find it hard to give a fuck Enough was enough, and yet I still want more Eyes stay watching the clock, cos I'm forever bored It's 9PM in O city, and the street lights looking pretty They remind me of her eyes, and how I loved it when they shined I'm throwing up sadistic lyrics, looking for something divine Damn wolf you getting cheesey, bro do you need a glass of wine I can't stop thinking, sometimes I wanna start drinking But if I fall into that bottle, then soon after I'm sinking Into a bit of despair, because she's not longer there Sometimes I think I hear her, just to find an empty chair That angels voice is gone, there ain't no more heavenly hymns I lay in bed and hate myself While she lay in bed next to him Sometimes I want to win But when I do shit gets bad, I guess brought demons with me I should have left in the past Look at the scars on my wrist, and I remember the glass And I remember the pain, and I remember her laugh Now I been stepped on and diluted like some blue magic trash I let her tarnish the brand, because I gave her my soul A kid was born in 93, but a nigguh feeling old

I been living in reverse for the longest time Damn shame, cos I can't get it off my mind Get it off my chest, hoping that I find Some sort of beacon that'll shine through the dark Fucked up how decisions tear people apart Wish there was a button, I'd push and restart Then everything would be cool But instead I'm sitting here feeling like a damn fool I can't believe I made myself a tool That played a part in this self destruction If you come closer I'll whisper you something Kinda hard to hear with the way the bass jumping Hand on your thigh, as I look in your eyes On my MJ, do you remember time The time when we fell in love Before both of us gave up Making love till the sun came up Take a break, then again on through evening Memories got my heart bleeding Tryna patch it up, but some shit takes time Wish I knew what was going in that mind Behind those beautiful eyes of hers Still hard to believe that we crashed and burned I still hear the screaming, we running from demons Now there's a giant fissure in between us Tryna build a new bridge, wanna close that gap But every time I throw a new rope, one gets snapped Damn..... Guess I need a new plan Be trying hard not to trip over that new man Wanna be all about peace, but shit gets kinda hard when don't get sleep Something about this woman make me so weak Mirror, mirror on the wall, why's my future so bleak I guess I still gotta find myself Shit's kinda hard without her help How I'm possed to find me, without her I can't even find my keys First time in life, got a nigguh on his knees Crying out jah please, make this one happen for me All I wanna do is change my life All I wanna do is make it right All I wanna do is get sleep at night....

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