#cam3am

I gotta spit fire, because my hearts turning cold And if I don't warm it up soon, then it's eternally froze I can't believe I gave into temptation Now a nigguh stuck like chuck These days lead to celibacy, cos I find it hard to give a fuck Enough was enough, and yet I still want more Eyes stay watching the clock, cos I'm forever bored It's 9PM in O city, and the street lights looking pretty They remind me of her eyes, and how I loved it when they shined I'm throwing up sadistic lyrics, looking for something divine Damn wolf you getting cheesey, bro do you need a glass of wine I can't stop thinking, sometimes I wanna start drinking But if I fall into that bottle, then soon after I'm sinking Into a bit of despair, because she's not longer there Sometimes I think I hear her, just to find an empty chair That angels voice is gone, there ain't no more heavenly hymns I lay in bed and hate myself While she lay in bed next to him Sometimes I want to win But when I do shit gets bad, I guess brought demons with me I should have left in the past Look at the scars on my wrist, and I remember the glass And I remember the pain, and I remember her laugh Now I been stepped on and diluted like some blue magic trash I let her tarnish the brand, because I gave her my soul A kid was born in 93, but a nigguh feeling old

Try my hardest to agree with you Now it's new pain, and it's sinking in deep I see you got a new flame, still out of my reach Still wanna go Cobain, first I'm here then bang bang, soul train I ain't going out like that No Don Cornilious You got a hold on my heart, and this pain is the evilest I'm still tryna shake shit off, I'm still at a loss But forever grateful if he stays forever faithful Nigguh don't make the mistakes I made, just don't Co's after the first strike, and second chance there won't be Instead you'll just see me, heart full of love but a mind full of darkness My souls been departed I'm out here searching, but Google maps ain't working Somebody shut the stage down, quick pull the curtains One things for certain, I'm still craving you Your love is my drug of choice, no other dope will do But now I'm tryna wean off of you And shit hurts, gotta nigguh walking around, head down, feeling cursed And that's just the start of it You'll never know the half Co's when I see you, and you see me We're separated by the glass Still reflecting on the past We both tried, now we both hide in our own way I think about you in the dead of night, I was your dark skin nigguh And you were my light, girl Now I'm wishing I could smell your curls Nausea creeps in with the thought of him having your pearls It makes a brother wanna cry out Feeling beaten and hung over the edge just to dry out I sit and think about all the things we coulda been It over turns and I see that you see love in him Hot damn, it burns Got me wishing, I could destroy the competition But that would only bring more pain, and a mouth full of constant dissing The night before, for me was hard as hell Nigguh had to go home, cry himself to sleep and dream Oh well Hanging by the coat tail, of a fucking coat tail Missing my Latina woman and the way her eyes sail Into the ocean of my soul But now a storm is raging Everything is backwards now Like Goliath killed David Wish there was a way to save it But you can't find time that's wasted You feeling like I wasted yours But I swear that I can replace it You need better, well I'm better Baby how you doing Co's I'm be doing bad, it's cold and lonely in these ruins Walk the dark halls of memories that where once you and me Feel like the only time we speak is when fighting, or in my dreams