#c!vikkstar

Depends on what happens to them After. When Dream and Punz are done with them. The two possibilities are that they’re either just permanently killed or that they had their memories wiped and dumped somewhere outside the smp. The first one always seemed more plausible to me, but I’ve read multiple fanfics where it’s the second. Just imagine these two guys who have no idea who, what, when, where, or why they are trying to survive in a random settlement/city that also has no idea who, what, when, where, or why they are. It’d be like one of those time travel comedy movies while they try and figure out how to live again. Only there’s something terrible haunting every shadow that they can’t seem to figure out. They know they’re different. They know something bad happened to them. But there’s a reason they never remember their nightmares.

Their hair is fully white, but they’re always surprised by this when they see their reflection. Maybe they have scars that they can’t remember getting. Maybe they’re walking down the street and they see someone holding an open book and expect pain for no discernible reason. Maybe they start to go a little crazy trying to take back control over their lives, just like Dream did after the prison.

Oh, yeah. I wonder if Dream ever felt guilty for torturing Vikk and Lazar in the name of science now that he’s experienced that for himself.

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Concept of old gay couple being taken away to have horrible incomprehensible magic experimented on them repeatedly, for months on end, literally being killed in every way *possible* . Thinking surely someone will come, someone *will have to notice* and do something about it. But no one does

How do they evolve in that? How many times do they fall apart and reconcile silently, with understanding, with tenderness that only creatures born in pain do. A mutual understanding of a cramped hot hell they both share.

and even if somehow they could survive and escape dream and punz, what then? they can't go home, dream and punz would find them, but even if they could there's nothing there for them. they were chosen specifically because they already had nothing before the whole death/revival cycle began. because they had no connections on the server, because they wouldn't be missed. they WERE already nothing to the dream smp at large.

Morenza my beloved (aka Sundew tries [and fails] to draw skirts)

Clervalstein doodle

Birds of a Feather (the ship name of my OCs Charlie, Rowan, and Nadia) doodle

Ace of Spades (the ship name of my OCs Ruby and Jacqueline) doodle

Doodle of my OC Evie (aka Sundew tries [and succeeds! {I think}] to draw a skirt)

Revived!Vikkstar doodle (idk why, I just started thinking about that AU again during Choir)

Nibbly and Tinky doodle