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Evan Buckley - Eddie Diaz

from the way I conceived the song in my mind, you can imagine that I dedicate it to them, but also May to Eddie and Elara to Buck.

A hundred candles set the mood A thousand reflections in your eyes Across every muscle of your back — and over us The warm wind of this evening Carries the sweet scent of orchids

The movement already binding us Is like a rising tide Lifting us higher Higher than you ever thought we’d go

As you move your hips against mine

Let yourself be loved Do it the way you know how Without limits, without shame Don’t hold back — love me like this Inside a single shiver, a hundred meters above the ground

Let yourself be loved Let yourself be wanted For as long as it lasts Until the very last rush, yeah

Want me to light you a cigarette? I’ll take one drag, then pass it to you But your warm hand still reaches for me Checkmate

Because you’re so beautiful And you don’t even know it More beautiful than the gods

As you move your hips against mine

Let yourself be loved Use all your words Don’t stop now — love me like this Inside a single shiver, a hundred meters above the ground

Let yourself be desired All the way through And tell me one more time Say yes

I feel you there You give me That vibration The one that feels right

I feel you going Beyond every limit Chained to me

So I look at you and confess — Now that it’s us We are the proof That paradise exists

Let yourself be loved Let go of your fears Don’t hold back — love me like this Inside a single shiver, a hundred meters above the ground

Let yourself be wanted Without limits, without shame Let yourself be carried To that place

Where for me And for you There’s one last dizzying fall

Remember that time Voldemort hugged Draco?

Yep. Same bad touch energy.

Back to the origin!!

MADNEY

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18. Teasing kisses where one person blows air into the other’s mouth and runs away.

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18. Teasing kisses where one person blows air into the other’s mouth and runs away.

Eddie fucking melted as Buck's strong fingers pressed into the hard line of his shoulders.

He never did like when people came up behind him but Buck had made a show of pressing down harder in his footsteps so that Eddie could hear him as he came into the kitchen. It was silly, silly and something he would've resented a few years earlier, but the simple consideration meant the world to him.

Thumbs swooped up into his neck and rubbed at a knot that Eddie didn't even realize had been there until Buck found it. He groaned, dropping his head so Buck had more room to work.

"Come to bed, babe," Buck said, more like whispered as if the quiet of his voice would be enough to lull Eddie away.

It almost was. The sweet kiss on his temple was enough to rock his head onto Buck's arm-- rock his world if he was being honest-- and Eddie would've given in.

But he still had to figured out the budgeting and scheduling for the next couple of months. There were camps he had scholarship deadlines to apply for and last minute appointments to squeeze before the school year ended. He had a new rotation of shifts to add to the calendar on top of Buck's now and Abuela needed to know his availability for what he was sure was supposed to be a surprise birthday party that Eddie had already insisted he didn't want. He'd go because it'd make Abuela happy but he'd complain the whole time and then secretly squirm beneath the attention until he could disappear into the backyard with a beer.

"I just need to finish this." Eddie promised as he sat up and groaned through the stretch in his back.

"You can finish it tomorrow." Arms snaked around Eddie's shoulders and Eddie wanted to fight. He wanted to insist he wouldn't be able to sleep until he got it figured out.

But one quick glance at the papers in front of him and all the words started swimming beneath the foggy glaze of exhaustion over his eyes. Soft, plump lips pressed another kiss into his temple before trailing down to the bolt of his jaw, the curve of his chin. Eddie bit down on his lip to keep the moan that wanted to fall out as Buck kissed his pulse point, sucking on it with those lips Eddie was down right addicted to, and rolling the skin with some teeth that nipped at a tiny mark.

Eddie arched his head back, lifting a hand free to tangle into Buck's hair, and melted back into the chair beneath the attention as Buck kissed along his collarbone. The scratch of stubble burned at his skin as Buck nosed his shirt out of the way to nibble at his shoulder before tiny, meaningful kisses hurried back up his throat and to his chin.

"Come to bed," Buck said, his voice deep as he kissed the side of Eddie's mouth. "We'll figure it out tomorrow."

Another kiss to his cheekbone as Buck tilted Eddie's head back.

"Need you," Buck fucking whimpered, stoking something hot in Eddie's chest at the sound.

Eddie felt something in his stir as he stared up at the pink in Buck's cheeks; at the swollen, spit-slick glisten of his lips. He tightened the fist in Buck's hair and yanked him down for a real kiss. One that would send him careening straight out of responsibility and sense with just one heated press.

Buck let him, dipping down to slant his mouth over Eddie's as he kissed him hard on the mouth and begging for more. Eddie licked the seam of Buck's lips, probing with his tongue for entrance, and--

The puff of air came hard and fast. His cheeks ached from the blow and Eddie's sinuses felt like they'd just been through a hurricane as an undignified squeak slipped out of him.

Buck's laugh was the only thing Eddie heard as he tried to figure out which way was up before he realized Buck had run away.

Being aro/ace is kinda like being color blind.

And I'm not color blind but I'm aro, or smt, and i feel like metaphors are one of the best way to explain something.

Anyway, this is my point.

Not every color blind person knows they are since they were little, right? You saw those Tumblr post where people are fighting on colors and then you find out someone's just color blind.

That's the same for aro/ace. We spend most of our life thinking some people are just weird, talking about sex or romance, or we don't really get it.

"That's green not red" "no, that's absolutely red!"

Like every time i had a boyfriend i was "good for him!" but i didn't really care of him, not how i should have!

You know that i said that my cat showed me what actual love is? That true, when we adopted her i had this huge connection with her, i kept worrying about her, i wanted to help and teach her, i just wanted to spend hours looking at her!

It took me a while, but it was like one of those color blind test, and someone was pointing at the hidden number. I finally understood that there's something different in me.

Now that i know i can see how people talk about romance and i understand them, i understand that they're talking about a color i can't see and it's fine, i just know.

Does this make sense? Probably not, but i needed to share ♥️ love you 😘

I think you make sense, but that may just be because I can relate to this. I have deuteranomaly which is a fancy way of saying I'm red-green colorblind. 😂

I think you nailed a better comparison than you realize. Let me explain.

I didn't always know I was colorblind. I found out when I was 17 that what I was seeing wasn't what everyone else was seeing. I had never taken a colorblindness test. We had no reason to assume I was colorblind. The norm, of course, is that people can see color.

Then, I had to have a standard physical done, and that was part of it.

I failed.

I couldn't read any of the numbers.

My mom was in shock and thought I was joking. And honestly I thought she and the doctor were messing with me telling me that I should be seeing something that just wasn't there.

We laughed it off and moved on with life.

A while later I was having health problems, and it turned out that I was suffering from papilledema (basically swelling of the optic nerves) for reasons I'm not going to get into. But that became severe enough that it resulted in parts of my visual field being lost and my color vision worsening.

There was a point in time where I could close one eye and then the other, and the colors I saw with my right eye were markedly faded.

After a lot of treatment, some of my visual field was restored and my color vision improved. I was colorblind before this and after this but the degree and severity changed.

A lot of people don't know much about colorblindness. They don't know that there are different forms. That it isn't just "Yes color" or "No color". They don't know that all of those forms have different degrees.

And if you don't suffer from colorblindness, you hardly ever think about it.

Aromanticism and asexuality are a lot like that. You often don't realize that everyone else really is experiencing something that you aren't. And like colorblindness, it's not a yes or no question. And like colorblindness, everyone assumes you can see color.

I'm demiromantic and asexual. I've had romantic feelings for people before. I can count them on one hand and have fingers left over. It's extremely rare for me and only occurs with people I've known for a long time and already formed a bond with.

I don't feel sexual attraction for other people, but I'm also not sex repulsed. I've done sexual things and enjoyed them, but it's all just physiological responses, and I don't seek those experiences out. It's not worth the cleanup imo. I don't get enough out of it.

I didn't really realize I was asexual until I was in my early 20's. And I didn't realize that I was on the aro-spectrum until my late 20's.

There's no timeline for a lot of this, and your orientation and awareness of it can evolve and change over time for reasons that are beyond your control.

And aro-spec and ace-spec people vary WIDELY.

Just like the different forms and degrees of colorblindness.

And just like colorblindness, you might not even realize you're colorblind until it hits you in the face like a brick.

Or a failed physical.

(you know, guy who looks like buck, wearing a shirt like buck was wearing when eddie got shot, having a heart attack.)

Anyway this has nothing to do with that.

Sorry!

But Do you guys remember when the hijackers took over their screens and there was an image of 3 heads when they were demanding the ransom money?

So anyway, in 1987 there was an an incident in Chicago, Illinois where a person hijacked 2 different tv broadcasting signals (at different times) and the person who did it replaced what was currently being shown (sports news and doctor who) and instead showed a person wearing a mask that looked like a character called Max Headroom.

This person didn't ask for anything. It just seems like they were trying to mess with the broadcasts as either mischief or some kind of petty revenge. They think he must have been a disgruntled employee because only someone with the right equipment could have done this.

Anyway, the FCC investigated this incident but the person was never caught.

This is what the mask looked like. It's a giant head, with blonde hair, a big chin, and wearing sunglasses.

Why am I telling you this?

No idea other than I thought it was really cool that the set designer chose this as their hijacker's avatar. It's a fun little bit of tv history and it also fits really well.

(I'm not saying the chicago hacker had anything to do with this but... the guy was never caught!!! 😂 )

https://youtu.be/jjeUuakHsLw if anyone is curious, this what the broadcast looked like. It's kind of creepy because it sounds so distorted and the stuff he's doing is just random.

This little bit of a fun fact is for @buckbuckley 😄

I'm sure it will have nothing to do with the show but random trivia is cool!

Eddie used to love anything space related as a kid. He loved thinking about what else was out there, about other planets and galaxies, loved lying in the grass at night watching the stars blinking away, trying to spot constellations he's recently learned and was sad when he couldn't see them. But that spurned him on to learn and study them even more until he could name and find them all.

When he came back from school one day all his books and toys were gone, his dad telling him he needs to stop wasting time with kids stuff and that he needs to become a man and have realistic goals in life. Ashamed Eddie tucked his love for the stars away, deep in his heart where his dad couldn't take it away, where he won't be judged. He only let it once when he and Shannon were lying on their backs in a field at night, looking up at the stars and explained all the constellations to her while he was holding her hand.