#brokenbody

day 335 : [11 months] . approaching one year in one month is kicking up feely-emotions that haven’t been felt in a few months. . mental health is an on-going challenge. from accepting the way my body now looks, to constantly expecting to fall at any moment, to balancing pushing myself too hard with workouts v. taking the rest i need, to just figuring out how new me is going to choose to handle every-day life things. . to say it’s been a rollercoaster is an understatement. it’s been a tortuous, scarring, burning, bruising ride through various levels of hell, and every moment of it has ultimately been full of beauty. even the ugly ones. . thanks instagram for giving me a peek through the journeys of so many others, showing me i’m not alone, and appreciating the raw magic that comes from fighting a fight. thank you insta-fam for coming along with me in this ride. . today’s workout dedicated to the power of knowing who you are enough to be proud of the choices you make, and living what makes you feel wild. . #liveyourbestlife #spinalcordinjury #scirecovery #learningtowalkagain #notimeforparalysis #whatparalysis #notalldisabilitiesarevisible #paraplegiclife #incompleteparaplegic #thecomebackisstrongerthanthesetback #brokenbody #bionicbadass #lifeaftersci #nothingisofflimits #exerciseismedicine #moveyourbody #takecareofyourbodyandyourbodywilltakecareofyou

Experimental being. Sculpture experiment. I like it grey but might try a rust finish....🤔 . . . #sculpture #experiment #art #darkart #brutalism #grey #brokenface #brokenheart #brokenbody #jasedaniels #darkfantasy #plastic #horror #deadeyes #jaseisgreat

He stopped questioning it, he just laughs and accepts it now😅🤦🏻‍♀️ #healthjourney #mentalhealth #physicalhealth #brokenbody #brokenbrain #whatsnormal #imapparentlyananomoly https://www.instagram.com/p/CiNdAyTO-bu/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

It was privileged to sit next to you…few chairs further away but still in same room, giggling about funny stuff, chatting about sexual experiences, dealing with vomiting issues and blanket stuff, enjoying while pain went through our veins, determined to not cry because there was always a lot to have fun 🤩 Thank you for letting me know you, for having you besides my #brokenbody and #painfullmind and I am glad u did fight with your whole energy to make all dreams come true. I’ve learned a lot, discovering my journey as a new way to be happy no matter what. No one is able to make this statement at least went through the way we did together. I’ m gonna miss u girl, “chemo buddy” U’ r still a warrior because your brave #attitude your #beautifpointofview #cleverapproach and #crazylife are truly discovered by so many here and now. It’s not right, my okay you were fine, you won but the fu.. #cancer decided differently, taking your #life but maybe just because to not let you suffer any more. #restinpeace #cancersucks #mywarrior #mychemobuddy #herpath #myjourney #bethankfuleveryday #beappreciativeofwhatyouhave https://www.instagram.com/p/CSMOBqtscYS/?utm_medium=tumblr

Been a while since I wore these shoes! Had an impromptu 6 weeks off thanks to my body breaking, but now I'm back baby! Now, can I get back to half marathon fitness in 6 and a half weeks ready for the first race I've got my eye on for the year? Also, I asked the hubs to get me a diary for the year, and this is what he came back with. Not complaining, but I do still need a diary. #running #brokenbody #notfar #butitsastart https://www.instagram.com/p/B61HuLIlWsR/?igshid=y937tq37xzuw

thank you Lord, now let us eat.. #stayhungry #brokenbody #healing #resurrection #God #Jesus #mySavior #Christfollower #bornagain https://www.instagram.com/p/BwZTP5Cl6IQ/?igshid=d34x0r609aut

Mismatch (broken side). #mismatch #brokenbody #lifeafterstroke #soulsearching #oldageseries #carnettoulousain #agnesweber (presso Toulouse, France) https://www.instagram.com/p/BqQSsqJg13x/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=6q7qzybboo02