Feb 14, 2021
And I kept staring out my window
Hoping I would disappear
The saddest parts of me could leave
And I could stay right here
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And I kept staring out my window
Hoping I would disappear
The saddest parts of me could leave
And I could stay right here
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Gracias a todos los que se preocuparon por mí, por los mensajes de aliento y todo el amor que recibí por parte de mi familia, amigos, amigas, etc. Gracias de todo corazón a esas personas que siempre estuvieron, están y van a estar a mi lado en los momentos buenos y no tan buenos. Gracias por cuidarme (Pao, Mile, Papá, Mamá, Lela). Nos vemos pronto. #bpdisorder #bpdwarrior #bpd #bpdrecovery #borderlines #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #recovery (en Hospital Teodoro Álvarez)
The voice inside her head!!
My story featured on a page for an amazing campaign... I’ve never been this open about my traumas... trigger warning as there is talk of abuse and suicidal thoughts.
It’s been an emotional week. The best thing that I accomplished this week was follow through.... I knew what I had to do and so I did it. That’s huge, I’m not a follow through girl as of late. And it was hard as hell, anxiety out the wazoo .... but I did it and now I’m back on track with new meds and the psychiatrist and psychologist I’ve desperately needed. Follow through..... I did and now I’m resting. This recovery and learning stuff is hard... #mentallyill #recovery #learning #medication #followthrough #learning #tryingtogetbetter #bpdisorder #boldlybpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #depressivedisorder #anxiety #hardwork #yournotalone #invisibleillness #vlogger #blogger #yegvlogger #writer #workingonmyself #noteasy
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Did you hear me
Did you hear me,
Really hear me,
The fear in my voice and all my pain,
Did you hear me,
Really hear me,
Express I’m drowning in depressions constant rain,
Did you hear me,
Really hear me,
As I trust you to guide me on my way,
Did you hear me,
Really hear me,
Because even if you just listened,
You’ll haves saved my life today!
Jenn Hope (c)
So many days!
Irrational, impulsive and immature. So many days I could explode and lose it. Hair pulling, blood curdling screams kind of losing it! Self harming, self loathing, self distructive. So many days I could hurt myself. Blade to skin, too many pills just disappear hurt myself! Depressed, damaged , drained. So many days I could just stay in bed. Don’t eat, just sleep and ignore responsibilities stay in bed! Abused, abandoned, angry. So many days I feel alone. Not loved, never cared about could just not exsist kind of alone. Terrified, terrorized, targeted. So many days I feel trapped. Never escaping the past before it kills me kind of trapped! Recovering, recognizing, rescued. So many days I reinvent. Educate myself enough to control and enjoy my life kind of reinvent! So many days I’m so many things! BPD! Jenn Hope(c)
Damaged girls/Damaging Boys!
Damaged girls loving damaging boys,
Fatal attraction,
Treated with passion played with like toys,
Thrown away like garbage,
Consistently used and so numb inside,
Broken souls drawn together,
In each other’s suffering they hide,
Inability to recognize anything but lust,
Only knowing how to cause irreparable pain,
Comfortable never knowing trust,
Damaged girls loving damaging boys,
It’s a vicious cycle on repeat with no pause!
Jenn Hope©