Nov 19, 2017
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#goodnight #mentalillnesswarrior #mentallyill #bpd #boldlybpd #yegblogger #mentalillnessblogger #mentalillnessvlogger #justagirl #saturdayselfie💋 #beautifulmess
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Begin Again!
Begin again, A billion times if you must, Reinvent yourself, Learn to live in love with life, Grow to acknowledge, accept, In your abilities trust. Reach for the stars, Cliche, And yet what one should do, Your best version capable of anything, Begin again, Let go of the mistakes and recreate you! Jenn Hope(c)
To be seen!
Faded into the background, Never seen, Never heard, Lost in lingering loneliness, Vanishing without a word. Missing without being missed, Perception is profound, Cast aside, Forgotten, Belief in needing to be found. Aching internally of emotions, Shadows swallow me whole, Free flowing tears, Fractured forced fears, A need for acceptance, longing in my soul. Jenn Hope(c)
Song birds & Music men!
Song birds and music men, Lyrically you know me, You make me feel less all alone, Musically you touch my soul, You hold my heart, You understand the me unknown. You've helped me through times of despair, In the darkness you had my hand, And we've never met before, You don't even know my name, Unintentionally your the only one to understand. So song birds and music men, Sharing your gift near and far, Know you touch lives, Your music makes a difference, And that gift that you share is what makes you a star!! Jenn Hope(c)
Faith!
I’ve faltered in my faith, Like so many times before, Confused by all the demons within, Whispering voices echo, Believing I can’t survive much more. Have my prayers ever been heard? I feel desperately lost and sad, Zombie like motions through each day, Oddly comforted by feeling nothing, Seeing everything as negative and bad. Emptiness where I used to hold hope, Missing a piece of my soul, Wondering if I’m able to ever go back, Believe again, Take back the faith that evil had stole! Jenn Hope
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I m a survivor of a childhood riddled with abuse, physical, emotional, sexual..... I never was taught how to be an adult, not the right way. And so now I'm trying to navigate being a mother and a wife and a healthy me in adulthood and it's hard. And I know I'm not alone, so please know you aren't either!!💖
Ok so I’m sure some may not agree with this Rant & that’s more than ok. I respect that.
As a parent myself of 3 children now 14,16,21 (amazing kids I might say ☺️) I can say this picture bothered me. A little fire in my tummy.
What does a parent having BPD have to do with having difficult” children??
I know plenty of parents with children that most would consider “difficult” & they have no mental illness. Just exuberant small humans testing limitations of their parents....NO MATTER the parents.
Now I do understand there are people that do have parents/ have had parents with mental illness and it’s not been a great experience for them not an ideal childhood .There is plenty of symptoms of tons of different mental illnesses that can create a less than ideal parent. I do get it, however everyone ... I repeat EVERYONE can be less than ideal parents doing less than ideal parenting. Not just Mentally I’ll ones.
I’ve had mental illnesses of a variety over my life starting young. All undiagnosed until recently but non the less I had mental illness while raising my kids. I worried about things like this poster. I worried I was contagious or by seeing my behaviour (when I couldn’t wear the mask & that was not very often) they would be just like me. And maybe sometimes I wasn’t the best parent but my kids have always been my number one priority. ALWAYS.. anxiety, depression, ptsd, borderline... ALWAYS.
Flip side having mental illness has also shown my kids to never give up. Never stop fighting. It’s ok to not be ok and it’s ok to talk about it. So two sides to the coin.
So that’s my rant... anyone can be a parent that creates a “difficult” child ( I “” difficult because what does that really mean?). This picture doesn’t capture that.
There’s NO shame in being a mentally ill parent . I’m one and my kids are everything I could ever want them to be. Every circumstance is different.
Connections.
Found in the midst of uncertainty and reflection,
Connections to souls lost in the abyss searching like myself,
Capturing my beauty through the eyes of honesty untainted by evils hate,
Belief in the unbelievable easier,
Uncluttered a bit is the path through the darkness leading to tomorrow,
Invisible hands held not seen yet felt,
Clasped strongly with love and acceptance now walking beside me,
My healing journey brought to life by the power of self,
Charged by soulful family never known yet always there.
Connections.
Jennifer Hope (c)
Boldlybpd❤️