May 23, 2021
I always end up hating myself so bad after my outbursts...like IM SORRY FAMILY, I KNOW I JUST COMPLETELY OVERREACTED...like I FKN KNOW but it's hell for me and I can't control it..
I'm honestly exhausted.
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I always end up hating myself so bad after my outbursts...like IM SORRY FAMILY, I KNOW I JUST COMPLETELY OVERREACTED...like I FKN KNOW but it's hell for me and I can't control it..
I'm honestly exhausted.
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I know I'm not relationship material. Cuz Bpd messes up everything in my life. But.
I sometimes wonder... if I really want it.
If I really wish to be with someone.
Will they stick around?
Will they see past the anger, the rage, turmoil and love me, for me.
The whole me?
Is it just me or do You also, my Bpd friend, think You're going to end up all alone cuz no one besides your immediate family members will keep up with your crazy tantrums and endless mood swings?
Thanks for the kind messages..I really love the fact that the community here is so supportive..❤️🥺
I hide behind coffee and alcohol whenever I want to be “normal/productive”.
I feel like I’m not me if I haven’t had my coffee during the mornings..
and I feel like I’m not “me” If I haven’t had a drink during a hang out.
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I'm looking to find other people who have bpd so I can talk to them about their experiences and get some stories of how bpd affects them. I want to create a project with bpd as the main focus. It's probably going to turn into a zine of sorts, about relationships and bpd. Could you post this so anyone who is interested in contributing can message me? Thank you :)
This sounds like a great idea!
-Mea
I love this idea too, please let us know if/when a zine does get made! Also, according to some of our followers they want to get in contact with you but you don’t have an ask box? It would probably be helpful if you allowed people to send you asks on your blog, because right now the only option is fanmail.
-Pandora