I am Kayla and i was diagnosed with BPD. I don't really know what it is so i blatantly deny it. I have incredibly low self esteem and suffer with an eating disorder. I was heavy into substance abuse and have been to rehab for a total of 18 months in since 2015. People call me pretty and a lot of guys like me, but i feel too disgusted with myself to let them touch me. Ive also self harmed and tried to die. I feel angry all the time and go through stages of binge eating and starving. What is BPD?
Iām in a bit of a hurry so canāt answer to this all by myself cause the answer would most definitely be long and take some time so iām sending you some links.
Hereās a link to a BPD checklist: http://shitborderlinesdo.tumblr.com/post/102600734264/the-borderline-personality-disorder-checklist
And hereās some symptoms and info about bpd: http://borderlinebreann.tumblr.com/post/117626478967/bpd-symptoms-and-features
I also recommend you to go in more depth of your bpd and experiences w it with your therapist, since everyoneās experiences with it and symptoms etc. are somewhat different.
Good luck, you are valid and strongš