I havenât been able to post it due to the stress of my school having five gun threats in the first six weeks, a bomb threat that left us locked in our classrooms fearing for our lives for three hours, and the Spanish teacher from the classroom next to my first period getting arrested for having an unregistered firearm and a minorâs social security card in his car
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israel is currently bombing damascus, syria in the middle of the night while the world is focused on the situation in the united states. please take the time to read through the carrd linked on this thread to spread awareness and help the syrian people in anyway you can
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I'm tired. I'm so so so tired. I'm tired of bombs and sirens and war. I'm tired of funerals and refugees and people asking for formula and baby clothes.
It's like a battle uphill, and everywhere I look it feels like me and my friends and family need to excuse that we're alive. Half my family are refugees. I've lost people I know from school. I have friends with kidnapped and missing family members.
I'm tired of the massive HATE thrown that I see lately. How all of a sudden fandom places, that used to be safe, are 50% hatered.
I don't even know why I'm telling you about this.
I'm just tired of this struggle.
I can't even imagine what living through that kind of crisis must be like, and I won't pretend that I get it - but I am so sorry that you have to deal with this kind of situation and I'm sending all my love. Stay safe! I hope things will improve soon and that you and your loved ones will get through this horror. (And I'm not sure which war you're referring to here, but either way you're a civilian suffering under it, and no one deserves to go through that kind of horrifying trauma.)
Summary:Â Meredith is called into her commanding officer's office to explain what the hells happened the day before. She complies and gives a full oral report.
Warnings: Mentions of fictional politics, violence, guns, bombs.
Notes: quick worldbuilding note, the Clan name is used in formal settings and when you're in Trouble. Most people of Fangthane use their given name instead. Also, the ranks are a bit of a mixture of the RCMP and RMP(UK)
âIronforge!â
The voice bellowing from the office at the back of the station was enough to make several officers clap their hands over their ears. The Sergeant Major was pissed. More than usual.Â
A short, stocky woman looked up from her paperwork, wincing. She slowly stood, tucking a stray strand of auburn hair behind her ear,
âAye, sir?â
âOffice! Now!â snapped the reply as the rotund, middle-aged man stormed back into the office, leaving the door open. Several officers, of varying ranks, immediately began avoiding the gaze of their colleague as she marched stiffly between the desks and piles of paperwork. She grimaced as she heard the whispers trailing behind her,
âWhat the fuck did she do?â
âGot the front of the Houses of Parliament blown up apparently.â
âMoradinâs beard! you reckon theyâre gonna â?â
Meredith ignored them, keeping her face as neutral as possible as she approached the door of her commanding officerâs office. She stepped inside, closing the door behind her and stood at complete attention, her hat held firmly in her hand at her side. She said nothing as she watched Sergeant Major Ragnarsson glare at her from behind his desk.
âDâye mind telling me what in all the hells happened at the Houses of Parliament yesterday?!â he snapped, pulling open the top drawer of his desk and lifting out a large bottle of cheap whisky.Â
Meredith cleared her throat, looking over the older manâs shoulder, not daring to move as she replied,
âSir, my team and I were chasing down the suspects of the Sonefort murder case as they attempted to flee. The suspects fled towards the Houses of Parliament, shot the guards on duty and continued to flee into the cellars, whereupon they shot more of the security on duty at the time. We were simply attempting to apprehend them when we became aware that the cellars directly under the Royal Court had been rigged with explosives.â she explained.
Ragnarsson heaved a sigh, pouring out a generous shot of whisky into the glass on his desk,
âSo why didnât you call in the bomb squad, Gruksdottir?â he asked plaintively, âYou know the standard operating procedure is to do so.âÂ
Meredith simply switched her gaze from the poster on the wall behind the Sergeant Major to his face instead,
âWe didnât have time, sir. The suspects running into the room set the timer going,which was set for less than five minutes. I had to act in the best interests of both my team and the people still in the building, sir.âÂ
âThen why not simply evacuate?â
âBecause the suspects we had been trying to apprehend were taken hostage by the individuals who had set the explosives, sir. It seems that, while they had previously been allied, those that had been setting up the explosives were a bit peeved at their friends bringing the Guardian Corps back with them.â
âIs it possible that they were also âa bit peevedâ at their friends setting off the timer for the explosives, Gruksdottir?â Ragnarsson sighed, running a hand down his face.
Meredith returned her gaze to the poster behind him,
âThat is indeed, also a possibility, sir.â she agreed. Ragnarsson clucked his tongue and picked up a manila folder, stuffed with papers. He opened it and regarded his constable with a flat expression.
âYour written report mentions that, while you did send Constables Gurrissdottir and Firiksson off to evacuate the site, you and Constable Kiruksson insisted on staying in the cellar to, and I quote, âdo whatever it took to save as many lives as possible, including those of the suspectsâ.â He shook his head, âI take that to mean that this included encouraging Kiruksson to attempt to disarm the explosives?â he asked.
âHe insisted on trying, sir. Kiruksson had recently received bomb disposal training and was confident that he could at least detach the primary bomb from the rest of the rigging.â Meredith replied, âI am fully aware that this was a break in protocol, and placed Kiruksson in what is deemed to be unnecessary peril. However, it was the best option we had at the time, sir. As established, there was no time to call in the bomb squad.âÂ
Ragnarrsonâs face fell into a deep scowl. He threw the folder onto the desk,
ââDeemed to beâ?!â he roared. The Sergeant Major stood, slamming both hands on his desk, âBoth you and Kiruksson are extremely lucky, or Blessed by Moradin Himself, that he was not killed when the bomb went off in the lobby!â The older man straightened his back, sucked in a breath and placed his hands behind his back,
âNow, as the commanding officer of the squad in question, Iâm sure youâre more than aware that you are being held entirely responsible for this debacle?âÂ
Meredith only slightly nodded her head, and stood even more at attention than before,
âAye, sir.â she stated firmly. Ragnarsson shook his head,
âYouâre very lucky that the Field Marshal likes you as much as he does.â he sighed, âThere were plenty of calls to have you stripped of rank and kicked out of the SGC altogether.â he paused a moment, watching for Meredithâs reaction. When he received none, he carried on,
âAs it is, due to your previously impeccable record, Field Marshal Vanskleig was able to twist some arms and merely get you demoted back down to the bottom tier and a field transfer out of Fangthane until things simmer down.â That got more of a reaction. Meredith didnât move, but she did set her jaw, though she continued staring at the poster instead of at her Sergeant Major,
âAye, sir. Where am I being transferred to, sir?â she asked, somehow managing to keep her voice level. Ragnarsson grimaced,
âThe consulate office in Toreguarde.â he replied, âApparently Lieutenant Starhammer needs more officers and the Field Marshal offered to send you. Something about only needing one good officer instead of five or six freshly-graduated cadets.â The Sergeant Major relaxed a little and placed another tumblr on his desk, pouring out another shot into it,
âYou can stand at ease now, Constable.â he sighed, picking up his glass and downing the whisky in it. Meredith slowly allowed her posture to relax a little, finally looking at her commanding officer,
âPermission to speak, sir?â she asked. Ragnarsson waved a hand as he sat back down in his seat,
âGranted, you may be as candid as you wish, Gruksdottir.â he sighed. Meredith nodded and allowed herself to relax entirely. She twisted her Shanter nervously in her hands,
âToreguarde, sir? I understand a transfer is necessary but why not to Firetop, or even Stonebridge?â she asked. Ragnarsson shrugged,
âField Marshal Vanskleig seems to be of the opinion that it will be good for you.â he said, âSomething about your talents being wasted in areas of the Kingdom that are already adequately staffed.âÂ
Meredith groaned, walked over to the desk, picked up the tumblr and downed the whisky in it, grimacing at the afterburn in her throat,
âHow soon do I need to leave?â she asked, already dreading the answer. Ragnarsson poured out some more whisky as soon as she placed the tumblr back on the table,
âBy tomorrow evening. There are a few Members of Parliament and Lords and Ladies of the House that are very upset that youâve not been brought up on charges yourself, so it seems wise to send you off sooner rather than later.â he leaned back in his seat as Meredith downed the new shot,
âIâll be honest, Iâm sad to lose such a fine officer, but politics is as politics does. Weâll get a message sent to Khull to inform Forhoksson of whatâs happened as soon as I can manage it.â
âThank you, sir.â Meredith sighed. She shook her head, âPermission to leave, sir? I need to inform my family and get packed.âÂ
âPermission granted, Constable. I hope we can work with one another again at some point soon. Just keep your head down and nose clean, aye?âÂ
Meredith stood briefly to attention, saluted the older man, waited for his return salute, then turned and walked out of the office. Ragnarsson watched her leave, then, as soon as the door closed behind her, poured out a full glass of the whisky with a grumble.
âIâm the bomb, and Iâm âbout to blow upâ
- The Bomb, Pigeon John
Morganâs temper is - complicated. On an average day, sheâs actually pretty short-tempered - but it mostly comes from impatience, and frustration along those lines. Swearing because she made the same typo three times in a row or couldnât get the keys in the lock first try. She does sometimes get impatient with people if she thinks theyâre slowing her down, or deliberately giving her the runaround - but sheâll generally try not to take it out on them, because she knows thatâs asshole shit, and she doesnât really have any right to just because sheâs mad. If she does get angry in those situations, itâs usually a pretty flash-in-the-pan kind of thing - she lets off steam, sometimes without even realising other people might be alarmed by it, and then itâs over. She doesnât really hold grudges, because thatâs boring - if she doesnât like someone, she just doesnât want to talk to them or think about them. If she does like them, she doesnât generally stay mad over little shit.
But. If thereâs bigger shit - like an abuse of power, deliberate cruelty, messing someone around for an ego trip - then she does get mad. Really mad. Sheâll generally still try not to take it out on people or blow up - because she knows it mostly doesnât help the situation, and she still doesnât really have the right to kick off on anyone just to make herself feel better. But her patience does run out. And generally speaking, at that point sheâll have used up all her patience trying not to get angry in the first place - so she doesnât have a lot left to hold back with or calm herself down. She doesnât generally get abusive or violent with it - but youâll know about it. And youâll pretty much just have to wait till itâs over.
In the Reaping, as time goes on and things step up she has less and less energy - emotional and otherwise - for holding back her temper (although plenty of situations speak to the compassion in her too, and the people who really donât deserve her anger). And the more situations she gets into where no matter how hard she tries she canât seem to avoid violence or killing, because everyone around her wants the fight - the harder and harder it is to hold back, to see the point of holding back. To not just give in, and get mad, and act on it.
(Sheâs still kind. She wants to be kind. It becomes kind of crapshoot)