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Don't know what this means in terms of how bad the hip inflammation has been, but my hips are two inches smaller around than they have been in...years?
Look, I just know I have a 48 inch hip when I measure, and today it's 46, and the only difference is that i'm on steroids for the hip pain.
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well fuck
now I am stuck between either continuing to workout and get more muscle or working out to become more like skinny twink but like androgynous twink ughhhhhhh hate having a body
Do you ever get the feeling of just this... unconfortableness in your skin? Like you just wanna shed it like a lizard so you don't feel stuffy in it, hell I'd be fine scratching it off Okuyasu style. I've been feeling oily everywhere and I'd kill to not.
well my morning began with my pants splitting 🙃
(thankfully before i left for work)
I’ve been lifting weights again for about a week and my biceps are already poppin’ like crazy and I just think it’s wild how quick I can build muscle but how damn slow I shed weight. 🙃
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And now it's time for...
what the actual fuck was on my finger bc I bit my nail and now my tongue and lips are burning and don't feel good
Long rant about medical stuff if you don’t want to read but I gotta let it out somewhere
BMI is such bullshit because in the same breath by dr. told me today that mine is 27 and also that it’s excellent and, while that isn’t true if you look at the sheet, for my proportions I can understand what he means, but, like, make it make sense.
I’m moving, on my feet, 10 hrs a day and then I’m exhausted, there’s not much else going to happen in the way of exercise, doc, until we sort this shit out.
But yay we did four vials of blood work to figure out if I have a vitamin deficiency and if my RF numbers are elevated/ if we can start to narrow down what the problem is/ isn’t.
It’s suggested I have a full spinal X-ray, which I get to look in my handy dandy insurance booklet and see what they pay for. (finally! I finally have insurance.)
I do have to accept the fact that it may just be chronic pain and that may be all it is.
There’s a possibility it’s sciatica that is affecting my shoulder as well as my back and leg, so, at least we’re making progress and at least someone is listening and not writing me off.
(It’s actually the doctor I’ve had I’ve just gotten much better at advocating for myself and making him listen now that it’s been 5 years since I last saw him.)
Doctor's appointment tomorrow to get a referral to an orthopedist. If my right hip is not impinged, I will honestly be shocked. All the symptoms are pointing exactly that direction. By which I mean, to everything my left hip did before I got that diagnosed.
Wait, not everything. I'm being proactive this time, so I haven't had the singular, shocking pain of the ball joint catching on the hip socket and then having to be uncaught by forcing myself to move.
It is even more terrible than it sounds.
