#blushmis review

It’s by @blushmis and just press on the masterlist and scroll to the new masterlist in her bio. She’s honestly such an amazing writer. I literally cry every chapter. She also wrote Love of my Life which is a Reader and Roger Taylor fic which is also amazing, but You’re My Best Friend hits me in a different way. It’s a John Deacon X Reader X Roger Taylor slowburn fic where John is her best friend since childhood, and Reader becomes infatuated with Roger, but John is infatuated with her and has been his whole life. It’s crazy. But my favorite thing about it is it’s real. This is how life is. It’s not perfect. Things are sad, but there are also really happy times too. People make mistakes. You can love your ex. Healing takes time. You love 2 people differently, and just because you love someone else doesn’t mean you don’t still love your ex boyfriend. And honestly, those are the truest words I’ve ever said on social media. I keep getting flashbacks to the endings of past relationships, and feelings I still have. Those things don’t go away, and reading this doesn’t make me sad at all. It makes me so appreciative that @blushmis isn’t just writing fluff, she’s writing how life ACTUALLY is. And honestly, I still haven’t healed from my first relationship because at the time he was my best friend, and the love of my life, and we both did things we weren’t proud of, weren’t treating eachother right, and I eventually had to rip off the bandaid and end things and tell him what he’d done to me, and how he’d broken my heart, thinking we could still be friends, but I broke his heart. He didn’t want to talk anymore, started talking about me. I saw him hurting because of me, and that broke my heart even more. Then he started hating this girl who hates me. It broke me. We didn’t talk for years, but we connected again last year, and are pretty decent friends again, but I have to admit I really miss him still. We don’t hang like we used to, he’s changed, and though I miss the old him, I hate to admit it but I’m still in love with him. And I can’t have him. And that’s how life is. I’ve had other boyfriends since him but I can’t forget about him. And You’re My Best Friend has re-awoken all of these things again, because that’s what a good writer does. I connect with the story, and even though all this is happening 4 years after my break up it’s helping me to finally heal. So thank you Kayla. I highly suggest you all read You’re My Best Friend, and please remember it’s life. It’s not a happy perfect world, and you can’t get mad at Kayla because she is the queen. 👑