#blondemedic

⁣⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ And on the weekends I play paramedic 🚑✌🏼⁣⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⁣⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Where are all my #medicsisters at?! What about my #emtsisters ?! ⁣⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⁣⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⁣⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ We are one badass group of women 🙌🏼 Make sure y’all give yourselves (and each-other) the credit we all deserve! Tag your #emssisters and tell them how badass they are!! 😘💜🚑 ⁣⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⁣⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⁣⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⁣⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⁣⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⁣⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⁣⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⁣⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⁣⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⁣⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⁣⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⁣⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⁣⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⁣⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⁣⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⁣⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⁣⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⁣⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⁣⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⁣⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⁣⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #paramedic #medic #mediclife #paramediclife #blondemedic #fitmedic #smile #student #happy #womensupportingwomen #womenempoweringwomen #support #firstresponders #ems #alwayssmile #confident #beconfident #selfconfidence #selflove #loveyourself https://www.instagram.com/p/CEckp5zJDh8/?igshid=1lc83scobye8

Like the flip of a switch I went from a good mood to just bleh... anyone ever have that happen? ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ I think today kinda kicked my ass...⁣ ⁣ I didn’t do a ton of calls, and they weren’t difficult, but when they were and then covering the line. I felt like I didn’t see the station for hours. ⁣ ⁣ I finally got back, finished my charts and then napped. Short but good nap, and then had a conversation with someone that brought up feelings from a call I previously had that *news flash* (and news to me)... I’m not over. ⁣ ⁣ Andddd I’ve been in a weird mood since. Which frustrates me. Like I know I shouldn’t be upset, but here I am... and anyone who knows me knows that makes me more upset. ⁣ ⁣ And I sit here, replaying it “could I have done anything different” no. Simple as that. I often get told I care to much and to “get over it” and the people who say that are 10000000% right... but like how do I change that 😂⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ #weirdmood #overthinking #mood #vibe #weirdvibe #changemythinking #turnitaround #blonde #blondie #nighttimethoughts #medic #blondemedic #paramedic #blondeparamedic #fliptheswitch #medicproblems #fitmedic #femaleparamedic ⁣ https://www.instagram.com/p/CBzJiX6pDrK/?igshid=1tygj7rzn5j0i

⁣ Every once in a while, there’s a call that just gets to ya. It seems like everything goes wrong, no one is cooperating, and no one is listening. ⁣ ⁣ Don’t get me wrong the communications between myself, my partner, and supervisor are great and we are all on the same page. But everyone else is a challenge. ⁣ ⁣ We do everything we can, and sometimes it feels as though we’ve done nothing. ⁣ ⁣ Today I felt defeated. That’s all there is too it, and it’s a shitty feeling. Happens sometimes 🤷🏼‍♀️ But this one is sticking with me a little longer. ⁣ ⁣ Times like these I’m grateful for my work family and girlfriends especially who are there to discuss and remind me that I did my job and that’s all I can do. ⁣ ⁣ Thank you to you all (you know who you are) for being there, my hype squad 💜⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ #paramedic #blondemedic #mediclife #medic #paramediclife #blondemediclife #frustrated #ems #blondie #blondelife #partofthejob #defeated #real #stillloveit #fitmedic #keepgoing #goodvibes #positivevibes #toughnight #queserasera https://www.instagram.com/p/CBLotOmJBne/?igshid=18i989nyahbs0

⁣ Well I finally caved and bought myself actually running shoes. I went into @fleetfeetmalta with no clue what I wanted or needed but the employees there were amazing and so helpful! We measured my feet and he had me try a few different ones. But these bad-boys felt best!⁣ ⁣ Naturally I had to take them for a spin and see how they feel and how I felt when running. My hip didn’t bother me, and my knee wasn’t as sore! And I cut some time off my mile! 21 seconds if I’m really keeping track 😝 ⁣ ⁣ I don’t see me running any 5ks or anything like that anytime soon, but actually enjoying getting out there and running (shhhh don’t tell David!)⁣ ⁣ Shaker bottles, water bottles, school bag, and now running shoes... constant contents of my car ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ #newshoes #newkicks #newrunner #startingout #improvement #fitness #fitfam #cardino #cardio #health #running #goals #goalsetter #goaldigger #happy #happyfeethappyknees #fitchick #fitmedic #blondemedic #blonde #blondie https://www.instagram.com/p/CCrmAm8ptIA/?igshid=vzsf2clq57gi

⁣ Friends are like condoms, they protect you when things get hard 😂😂⁣ ⁣ ⁣ But on the real, Monday I had a pretty vulnerable post about a tough call, and I had so many of my friends/coworkers reach out to me. ⁣ ⁣ I wasn’t looking for sympathy, I wasn’t looking for attention, I was just being real and raw. And my friends were there to check on me, to remind me I did what I could and that it happens, and to help cheer me up. ⁣ ⁣ Life can be hard at times and suck, but I am so truly grateful for everyone in my life that is always there for me! Sometimes you don’t realize how many people are in your corner until you need them and they show up without you asking!⁣ ⁣ 💜 thanks fam⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ #blonde #blondie #blondemedic #blondelife #fitmedic #paramedic #friends #support #toughcalls #mentalhealth #supportsystem #mediclife #paramediclife #ems #emslife #happy #positive #bepositive #positivevibes #goodvibes #thanksfam https://www.instagram.com/p/CBTb_4XppJo/?igshid=lva1673adn9s

It’s Fridayyyyy but it’s my Monday 🙃 it’s fine, everything’s fine, I’m fineeeeeeee... trying to remind myself that this was a good idea 😂😂⁣ ⁣ ⁣ At least the crews are good on my other shifts 🙌🏼😂⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ #blondie #blondelife #blondemedic #paramedic #paramediclife #emslife #emergencymedicalservices #blondeparamedic #lovemyjob #firstresponders #ambulancedriver https://www.instagram.com/p/B4CZE6WJejy/?igshid=611kui5qui08