a note to no one:
I read your note today.
I dont think Im that spiritual but I kept seeing you in everything everywhere.
I hope you aren't mad at me for taking so long to hear you. I'm sorry.
I was worried after the last piece of you was open that you'd actually be gone. Maybe that's what's supposed to happen but I'll be in denial for at least a little while longer.
I wish I wasnt so numb. I wish our last day wasn't how I have to see you. I wish this wasn't all I had left. I didn't want to watch you leave but I'm glad you weren't alone. I'm glad you knew I was holding your hand.
I wish I knew sooner you didn't hate me for that. I wish you could see I made it farther than I ever thought I would. I really lived for all of us. Hopefully that's enough.
